A Song For You...

Yoseob's POV

"Yah Yoseobie!" she hit my left shoulder hard as I put her down on her feet back. I still can't believe my own eyes seeing Misa in front of me right now. The first thing that hit me was her long hair that make her look surprisingly quite girly now. How can time changed a girl name Misa so much? The evident itself is here, right in front of me. It's so different from way back then.

"YAH! YOU STILL GOT TIME TO DAYDREAM? Hello! I'm waiting for some excuses that your brain can made up for not writing, emailing, texting, visiting or even making a single phone call to me!" She's standing with her hand fold to her chest and a little pout form on her pretty face. It makes me want to kiss her right now! Be patient YANG YOSEOB! Despite being transformed by the time, I still can feel deep down she is still the girl that I knew 10 years ago.

"I'm really really sorry ok. Chomal mianhae. I miss you so much." I pinched her cheek until it turns red. How CUTE!

"Ehem, done with the lovely dovey scene you two? Now Yangderella, I want you to give us the full explanation on what happened just now. RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT!" I absolutely forgot that we're standing in my or should I say OUR waiting room and there're like 10 people watching our own mini drama! 10 pairs of eyes are giving me a stare. 'Well, a little trick won't hurt right?' an evil grin flashed on my face.

I put my hand on Misa's shoulder and blurted out the most shocking statement by saying,"She's my girl."
"MWO!! What did you say?" I heard a scream from the door and Changmin's eyes met mine. I shifted to Misa's eyes that is full of questions. The awkward and silence moment past for a few minutes with the boys widely gasping. Thankfully, there's no fly that willingly enter one of the mouth. LOL!

"HAHAHAHAHA! You guys fall for that?? God, that was so easy. I mean  TOO EASY" I was laughing hard and clutching my stomach but it was just a short one as I catch 10 eyes glaring me a death one.

"YANG YOSEOB!" even before I got attack by the guys, Misa shouted at me and kicked my leg.

"AOWWW! Do you want to see me dead now!" I pouted at her and look around for any support from the guys but sadly, all of them avoid my eyes and start to make conversation without me. What a 'nice' hyung they are now.

"Doojoonie? Yunho hyung? Jae hyung? Doowoonie? I would appreaciate a little help from you guys now, you know."

With a smirk on his face, Doo Joon answered me,"It's not like she CAN KILL you with a kick," he 'slightly' raised his volume on the words.

"Junhyungie? I'll treat you 2 cans of Cola for a month!" I gave him my cute and irresistable puppy eyes.

"Don't do that and NO!" Misa let out a laugh after hearing Junhyung's answer.

"Looks like I'm their favourite now!" she gave me a merong. The others nod together in agreement to her statement. NO!! How can this happened!!!

Misa's POV

While we're still chatting, there's a knock on the door. "B2ST! You will be performing in 5 minutes." one of the staff crew shouted from the door as a sign for the boy to get ready.

I didn't realize how time had fly so fast. It's been half an hour DBSK went to their own room to do make up as they will be performing after B2ST. I decided to stay after Yoseob refuse to let me go and keep clinging on me.

"Misa-shi, we would love to chat with you but I think we need to go now. Maybe a lunch or dinner together sometime? It's our pleasure if you could join us." Doo Joon, as the leader representing all of the members gave an invitation to me. Umm, I think it will be awesome. Plus, I still got lots of things to catch up with Yoseobie too.

"Well, why not. Just ring me anytime. It'll be awesome. It's such a waste to decline an offer from one of the handsome and popular guy in Korea afterall. Hahahaha!" I laughed at my own words and were join by the others. Yoseob pouted his mouth and glared at me. I've never use a handsome boy to describe Yoseob from the very first time we met. For me, he looks so cute and innocence like a 5 year old little boy. Sometime he looks like a puppy. Hahaha! I'm a dead meat if he knew what I thought about him.

Yoseob's POV

*ON THE STAGE*

After we've finished performing 'On Rainy Days', 'You' and 'Fiction', it will be our last song. The fans, our B2UTY, keep on cheering for us non stop. Somehow, it gave me a strength to keep on standing here, in front of them that never give up on us.

"So, this is our last song. Something came up earlier and all of us agreed to let Yoseob to take over the stage for a solo performance. Today is a happy and meaningful day for him. So guys, keep on cheering on him OK! We'll see you next time. I love you guys!" all of them screamed together before leaving me on the stage all alone.

Before we got on stage, I've personally made a request to DooJoon and PD for my solo performance. Since I've never got a chance to dedicate any song to Misa, a very important girl to me before, I think this ccould be the right time. Well, it's all about timing in love.

"I would like to dedicate this song specially to a very special friend of mine. We've been separated before for almost 10 years. But finally, god has sent this person back to me on this very special day. This song is for you Misa."

The background music played a very familiar tune. I loved the lyric as it potrays my feeling for Misa. I hope someday I'll have guts to confess my love and hopefully, she'll accept it....

The moment I opened my eyes, I'll think of that person

Don't know why, I just laughed so

During a busy day, someone who's suddenly curious

Keep appearing in front of my eyes, it's really amazing

(Is it you?) The person who exists quietly in my heart

(Is it you?) The person who always puts my heart at ease (yeah)

Just thinking of her, my heart has the warmth of a sunrise

I truly cherish, I'll cherish that person 

Because she's so good, I guess she was born here

The words "I'll always love you" 

The words "I'm always missing you"

Even these words are inadequate

 That's how much I cherish that person

On a solitary night, when I suddenly miss her

Just like that my heart gets overwhelmed

Walking down the road, suddenly I worried about her 

Just like that I halted, paused for a thought

(Is it you?) The person who exists quietly in my heart

(Is it you?) The person who puts my heart at ease (yeah)

Just thinking of her, my heart has the warmth of the sunrise

I truly cherish, I'll cherish that person 

Because she's so good, I guess she was born here

The words "I'll always love you"

The words "I'm always missing you" 

Even loving forever does not seem enough 

I truly cherish, I'll cherish that person

Saying the words "I love you"

It's inadequate to describe how precious she is

If I could be by her side, fall asleep and wake up next to her  

I'll give my everything

I'll cherish that person

Misa's POV

I was totally shock hearing Yoseob's voice singing that song for me. Never once in my life someone as popular as my Yoseobie dedicated a song to me on a stage witnessed by hundreds or maybe thousands of his fan. As far as I was informed before, this show will be air to 24 different countries. Not to forget, the B2UTY that watch their performance online. Oh well, it's not like they know my face.

"Kamsahamnida!" I heard Yoseob screamed out loud to his die hard fan after the song finished.

Suddenly....

"My last request, Misa, I would like to stand next to you on this stage please." Before I could do anything, I felt 5 people start pulling and pushing me towards the stage. And there I was, standing next to my so called BESTFRIEND that pull me into this deep trouble. Now I'm positively sure I'm going to be attack by his fans T___T

"Yah YANG YOSEOB! Do you have any wish before I kill you after we're off this thing?" I speaked in my very low voice and away from the mic in his hand. My face feel so stiff making the fake sweet smile now. I look around and saw Doo Joon, Gikwang, Hyun Seung, Jun Hyung and Doo Woon join us on the stage. What surprise me more, DBSK also join us. Yoseob introduce me as his long lost friend and DBSK new designer. All I can do is keep smiling my fake smile and sometime glared at Yoseob.

The Shocking Meeting

CHAPTER 9

Misa's POV

"MISA!! MISA!! Wake up now." I took a pillow to cover my ear while groaning.
No, I want to sleep!! Stop banging the stupid door!! Why do you need to be so freaking annoying now Shinhye!! Stop, stop, STOPPPP!!!!!

Suddenly the loud voice disappear. I thought Shinhye has totally surrender waking me up. Gosh, it's not even 8 yet and I have time until 11 before going to the SME. After I started working with DBSK, which is last night, I don't need to go to my office. My new office will be beside the boys now. At least I can see the benefit I get from working with them and I think the problem between Changmin and I will fade away on itself soon. Well, I hope so.

Just as I drifted back to my wonderful Dreamland, Shinhye jumps on my bed and her mouth keeps blabbering about something in one breath. I looked at her confusely while rub my eyes a few time. Just when did she open my bedroom's door? Wait, did she destroyed my door????

"I used key to get in here and I want you to get up and get ready this instant!" Wow, did she just read my mind just now? NO WAY! is she an alien that came to abduct me to take my brilliant brain for an experiment! NOOOOOO!

Ignoring my mind that have become the drama queen on it's own, I pulled the blanket over my face as a protest sign. Instead of leaving me alone, Shinhye pulls the blanket before throwing it away from my reach. I really hate when people disturb me and my sleeping time.

"You! Wanna die! I WANT...." before I could finished my sentence, Shinhye put her hand over my mouth. I was about to push her off the bed when I heard something.

"Shinhye, is everything ok?" Oh shit! That voice! I know it to well! What is he doing here, IN MY APARTMENT! Shinhye rushed to the door as soon as she heard the voice and shouted back "Yeah, everything is fine. Just a minute."

I looked at Shinhye with a face that show what-is-going-on face. "You better start talking now!" I whispered to her, of course not wanting our guest to have a chance hearing our conversation.

"Why did you ask me? Just ask them! I think it's better if you wash your face and go meet them." Shinhye walked out of the room.

'Wait, did she use 'them' and not 'him'? SO THERE'S OTHERS???? Great, this is perfect!' I hurriedly get into the bathroom and fix my appearance. I'm really not in a good mood in the morning. That's why I really try to avoid from meeting people in the morning while I'm practicing to control my morning mood swing.

I glanced the mirror and walked out of my room. And there's the boys (well, who else if it's not the DBSK) sitting in the living room while chatting with Shinhye.

"Oh Misa! Sorry for barging in your house without telling you first." now all the attention are on me. I smiled slightly and sat next to Shinhye.

"Ne, it's ok. So, what bring you guys here?"

"Oww, we want to pick you up coz we forgot to tell you that we have work today and thought of bringing you together with us. So, wanna come?" Yunho representing the boys (should I call them boys or guys or what?), asked me.

Umm, if I don't go with them, I need to go to the company but the problem is, there's no one that I know there. Well, except for the cutie Taemin and his group members. Oww! I remember the chicken guy. What was his name again? Ones, Onwu or Onion? Yaaa Misa, there's no Onion there! I chuckled on my own which brings all the eyes on me again.

"Oww sorry. Yeah, I'll go with you guys. So wait a sec and I'll be here in no time." Quickly I escaped into my room to prepare myself.

In the VAN..

"So, where are we going?" I asked as the van we're riding enter the main road.

"Ohh, we have a programme somewhere nearby. there's going to be a lot of groups there.  I think Shinee will be there with F(x) too." Jaejoong answered me with his hand busy playing with his BlackBerry.

5 minutes after that, I could see Yoochun is sleeping with his head on Jaejoong's shoulder while Jaejoong and Yunho are busying chatting about something. I looked to my right and saw Junsu with his eyes close too. They must have been tired. To my left, there's Changmin with his Ipod looking outside of the window totally ignoring me. I wonder why...

"OKAY BOYS! WE'RE HERE!!" the manager shouted, waking up everyone from sleeping and daydreaming.

We stepped out of the van and were welcomed by the fans(of course their fan, not mine) cheering their names. All of them wore a sweet smile on their face and waved to the loyal fans.

When we're inside of the building, Junsu came to me."Misa, let us introduce you with the others." before I could refuse him, he drags me to one of the nearest dressing room that has f(x) name on it.

"Annyeong my dongsaeng!!" Junsu greeted them as he opened the door.

"Annyeong oppa! Ohh, all of you are here!!" Sulli greeted us back and look at me. But before she could ask, someone manage to cut her off.

"Oppa, who is this unnie? Your girlfriend???" Krystal smiled playfully at us and were joined by the other 4 girls. I look down, not wanting them to see my blushing cheeks.

"Yah, you wanna die early? I still want to marry my dream girl you know! Anyway, this is our new designer, Misa. And Misa, this is f(x)" Junsu's words make the girls giggled while I could see Changmin is glaring his hyung.

"Oh, unnie, I'm Krystal. This is our leader, Victoria umma. Our oppa, Amber and next to oppa is Luna unnie and here is Sulli." All of them came towards me and hug me. Wow, they're really friendly! I hug them all back.

"Ok, I think we need to cut this short and move on to the next one now." Yunho butted in and remind us of the time.

"Oww unnie! You're going now?"

"Ne, I think so. I'll meet you at company when I have time ne.." With that, the boys pull me to the next door. I didn't managed to read the name at the door.

As the door was open, my eyes were focused on one face.'IS THIS HIS GROUP'S ROOM??"

Before anyone could say anything, there's a scream came from one of the member."MISAAA!!"

Then he pulls me into a hug and lifts me up. I hugged him back while laughing. To my surprise, he planted a kiss on both of my cheeks, leaving me blushing.

"Ehem, done with the lovely dovey scene guys? Now Yangderella, I want you to give us the full explanation on what happened just now." Now, 10 pairs of eyes are giving us a stare. He puts his hand on my shoulder and say,"She's my girl."

Changmin's POV

When I enter the room after finished talking to Sulli, I saw something that shock me to death! What is going on here!!!!

"She's my girl."

Oh god, what else will came up after this.

Toki Wo Tomete

RING! RING!

“Ok class. I think that’s all for today. Remember to do your work and happy holiday.” With her usual smile, Mrs. Kim walked out of our class, leaving bunch of kids with a big smile on their face.

“It’s holiday!” Shindong screams in his loud voice. Being a class monitor never seems to change his crazy attitude. With that, half of us breakout from the class, running to get home.

“Minji-ah, where are you going after this?” I went to the back of the class, there, sitting a girl with her cute ponytail, gathering her things to take home. Lee Minji, the one and only girl that managed to steal my heart away. We’ve been friends for almost 14 years already. Attended the same kindergarten, elementary school, middle school and now, both of us are even in the same class in high school. Looks like the luck is always on my side. Since we’re in middle school, I’ve completely fall in love with her. At the end of the year, I chose to confess my love to her. Yes, I were afraid that she might reject my love and that it may effect our precious friendship. But you can’t keep your love in your heart forever. There’s times where you just can’t deny or ignore it. That’s what I’ve been through after years hiding my love. I got to say, I never thought that she will accept me more than a friend and officially, we’ve become couple on that day till today.

“Yah Jaejoong! Don’t talk to me if you choose to ignore me!” She smack my head and headed out.

'Ouch! My head...'While rubbing my head, I watch her walking while smiling dubiously. Sometime I really don't get her. She can switch to cute, tomboyish, feminine, angry, happy, sad and even jealous in just a few seconds. That’s what make her special.

I ran to catch her in the hallway. “Minji! Wait for me will ya?” She stopped walking and turned around to look for me. She hugged herself, waiting for me. I breathed heavily while my eyes looking at her for some sympathy but she just turned around and sticked her tongue out.

“Hey, why are you so moody? Did I do something?” I leaned against a locker next to hers, watching her hands smoothly arranged her books in it. Her silent always killed me inside. I grab her hand and pull her hand as we run out of school.
“Jae, where are we going?” I looked at her and smile.

“Just follow me. I know you will love this.” We’re running and laughing happily. A stone throw from our school, there’s a field, full with blooming sunflowers, hidden by an old mansion. Minji, gasping with amusement, walk through the field until she’s in the middle of it.

“You like it?” She just nodded her head, still can't get a single word out. Minji loves gardening and flowers so much. Every morning, I will always prepared her favourite flower, white lilac.

“Jae, I want you to promise me something. Can you?” she broke the silent when we’re lying together on the field.

“What is it baby? I can’t promise something like... taking you to Niagara Waterfalls now. Hahahaha.. maybe I’ll take you when I’ve become a successful singer. And then, maybe I’ll ask you to be the queen of my life. Life is wonderful.” The blue sky moves calmly, make me feels relax, release me from stress about school and home.

“You and your daydreaming. It just never end right? You know Jae, I love you so much. Even before you confessed to me. If... if, anything ever happen to me, to us, you need to promise  me that you will not waste your life and find someone else to replace me." I stares her with a questioning look. Before I could speak a word, Minji put her finger on my lips.

"No, listen to me first. I know, first love is not something that we can replace or forget that easily. I'm not asking you to forget me. If you ever do that, I'll choke you to death! But I don't want just because of me you miss out all the fun in this world. We live as a teenager just once.” My heart won’t accept her words.

There’s no why I’ll be apart from her forever. She’s the reason I’m breathing in this cruel world, she’s the air that I breath, my heart, mind and soul. I keep silent and let out a heavy sigh hearing her request. Slowy, I pull her close to my chest and gently plant a kiss on her forehead.

“What are you talking about Minji? Are you leaving me?” I managed to control my shock and spoke in a gentle tone.

“No.. If I could, I want to lay by your side every second, minute and hour. I don’t want ever to be apart from you. There’s no one else in here except for one name that was crafted on my heart. I promise we will be together forever. Till death do us apart.” Placing her hand at her heart, she stare at me, until it reach deep into my heart. Her deep blue eyes seem to tear a bit.

I cared her hair. ‘I knew.’ silently, my heart answered her. “Let’s head home, Minji. It’s almost dark.” Hand in hand, we walk together, waiting for the future that was written for us.

A month later….

“Jae, let’s go to the rooftop.” Recently, Minji has been acting weird. Her requests, attitudes, makes me wondered. As we walk side by side, she seems so cheerful and happy. I haven’t seen her like this for a long time.

“Minji, did something happen? Why are you so happy?” I pulled her hand to stop her from continue walking. She looked at me with one eyebrow up.

“Nothing. I’m just happy to be with my love one. That’s all. You know, I really want to visit Niagara Falls with you. Maybe after that we can visit France.” She danced happily on the rooftop and finally sat at our favourite spot.

“Minji, how deep is your love for me?” while waiting for the sunset, I tried to figure deep into her heart although I’ve already knew about it.

“Jae,  you know about my favourite place right?” Of course I know, she told me every single detail she managed to remember. She continued while looking away at the sky, “Niagara Falls will be the mark of my love to you that never stops to flow..” She turned to me and with her gentle and warm smile, she took me into a brand new world where there’s only both of us. I held her hand tightly and kiss it. We held onto each other, watching the beautiful and peaceful sunset. How I wish I could stop the time.

A few days later..

“Leeteuk hyung, gomawo for the ride.” Leeteuk is the one and only hyung I have. Or should I say my one and sibling. My omma was pregnant when I was 5 years old and hyung was 8 years old at that time. Unfortunately, omma has miscarriage when the baby was 5 months old. I still remember her face when the doctor told her that she can't have any baby anymore. Omma become moody and trauma after that. Until now, she still can’t let go of the incident. Sometime she will have a nightmare. I was so afraid that all I can do is cry in my room hearing omma’s screaming.

“Jae, are you ok?” I was so into my thought until I didn’t realize we’re already sitting, facing the blue sea. The cold breeze accompany by the blue cottons like sky make the scene looks peaceful.

“Yeah I’m ok. So, what should we do now?” I hugged her and play with her hair. She loves everytime I do that.

“Let’s collect the seashell and maybe after this the candy van will be here.” After a few times coming here, Minji has already memorize the candy van arrival. She’s been addicted to candy since we came here last year. Everyday, at this time, the van will stop across the road. And, she will be running towards the van like a 6-year-old child, getting her candy.
“Ok, let’s go. Let’s start there.” Running through the seashore make us so happy. I feel like we have become a little kid once again.

“Oh look. It’s here.” Ignoring me, she ran quickly towards the road. Leaving me laughing seeing her so happy. however, she didn't notice a car coming fast from the other direction.

"Minjiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! Look out!” my voice attracted her but it did not reach her completely as she turned and waved both of her hands. By the time she saw the car, it was all over. My eyes witnessed how the car bumped to her skinny body. “Nooo!!!” I screamed and ran towards her body.

I placed her head on my lap. The red liquid was all over the place but I didn't care less bout it as I held her tightly in my arms. “Someone, call the ambulance!” I heard a voice shouting for help. “Minji, look at me. LOOK AT ME!!! Please, stay with me. You can’t leave me. You promised me right. I know you're a tough girl. So you need to hold on.” Biting my upper lip, I tried to prevent myself from crying. She raised her hand and cares my cheek with her hand that's full of blood.

“Jae.... Remember.... Yo...yo....ur wo..word. I.. I’m.. so.. sorry. I..I..... lo.....ve.. you.” With that, her eyes was closed, leaving me shouting her name repeatly like crazy.

“Minji? MINJIIIIIII!! Please, please. Oh god...”

“Sir, I’m sorry we need to check on her.” Someone asked me to let her go but nothing seems matter to me anymore. My eyes look empty as I saw her body was lifted up by the man.

At the funeral..

“I’m sorry Jae.” All of our classmates said the same things to me but none of it managed to wake me up. It feels like there’s nothing happen. A voice brought me back to face the bitter reality.

“Jae, let her go. She’s not with us anymore. I understand your feeling.” There, standing 4 other boys, looking at me with sympathy. 'What are they talking about? Letting who go and who’s not with us anymore? Are they joking? Today is not even April fool .’ I thought to myself while staring at them weirdly.

“What are you guys talking about? I don’t understand.”

“Jae, Minji has gone. Did you realize that?” Yoochun came to my side and hugged me. My mind's getting more confuse.

“What are you talking abbout? She’s just with me a moment ago. We’re hanging out together at the beach. Ask Leeteuk hyung if you don’t trust me. Wait, where am I? Whose funeral is this? Where’s Minji? She never leave me alone. I need to find her.” I started to look around me, trying to find the face of my love but all I see is just a bunch of strangers.

“What does he's blabbering, Yunho hyung?” Changmin’s voice attract my attention. I feel so angry at them. Why aren’t any of them answer my question?

“Jae, don’t you remember? She was hit by a car and bleeding badly. She left this world even before the ambulance got there?” Yunho’s words make my mind hurt trying to find the memory. All images of the incident play back in my mind just like I'm watching it one more time.

“Minji? Minji!!!!” With that, my sight become blurry and I couldn't hear what they're saying. The last thing I saw was Yunho, Changmin and Junsu rushed towards me and I felt a hand caught me just in time before I fell down with tears running wildly. All the memories that we shared together roaming in my mind like it just happen yesterday. Her smile, her laugh, the tears of joy and sadness seems so real.

'Oh god, why did you test me this way!' silently I cry in Yoochun's arms.

SM New Family

Chapter  8 <3

“Alright. That’s the new theme. It’s quite good for their new song. What do you think boys? I think Misa has done a good work with the theme. “ he turned to face the boys who rather look, well I can say, impress about the discussion. All they can do is just nodding with a widely gasping mouth.

‘Who they think I am afterall? Gosh!’ I rolled my eyes seeing them in that condition. I wonder how was their former fashion designers do their work. Huh, like I even care.

After closing our first session meeting, I immediately excused myself with an excuse that I've made promise with someone. And of course that 'SOMEONE' means Shinhye but the boys keep saying I'm going on my date. Changmin just keep staring outside the window and ignore me completely.

'Gosh, how can a person change so fast! He didn't even bid me goodbye! That.. FREAKING ANNOYING UNTHANKFULL LITTLE SPOILED MAKNAE!' I kept cursing him slowly so that no one heard of it even though it's rather empty now in the parking lot when I realize something.

'Misa! Why are you even bother bout him? Didn't you the one who start to ignore him first?' A voice echoed in my head.

"Where was that came from!!" I mumbled to myself while looking to my right and left.
'You idiot girl! I'm your heart and I'm talking to you, Miss!'

"Oh nice! Now I've gone completely crazy because of him until I heard my own heart talking. This is SUPERB!" I keep talking to myself while heading towards my car. My hands were flying all over my face when suddenly I feel a tap on my shoulder.

"UMMA!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed from the shock of the tap when my eyes focused on a body that was laughing so hard while pointing at me.

"Omo, that's funny! Oh gosh, I don't think I can stop laughing now!" All I see in my eyes is a very very TINY Junsu that's waiting time for me to step on him! I give him a glare and hit him on the shoulder.

"Yah, do you really want to see me die so bad! I'm going to kill you, KIM JUNSU!!!!!" even with my warning, Junsu just kept holding to his stomach but the laughter seems to fade away little by little.

"Okay, Okay! I'm deeply sorry my dongsaeng. I just want to see you off. Well, of course I don't want anything bad happen to my sweet dongsaeng(lil sis) right? And who were you cursing just now? Someone I know??" I look him with a blur expression.

Just when did I've officially became his dongsaeng? I don't remember anything in the contract saying that I need to be anyone dongsaeng. Oh well, it's not like it's going to cost me anything. WAIT!!! Did he heard me cursing Changmin just now??? I'm so dead!
"Err........ Oh it's nothing. Just my friend." I looked at him with relief as he seem to accept my words with his 'O" expression. I'M SAVED!!!!!

"Yah! What are you doing hyung! Are you flirting in the middle of the parking lot!" A voice came from Junsu's back and there's standing a boy, maybe not a boy already, holding a piece of chicken in his hand while there're 4 other boys following him.

They saw me and bowed at me while shouting(like...really shouting)"Annyeonghaseyo! SHINEE's here!"

"Ohh guys, perfect timing! Let me introduce you guys to our new family. This is," Junsu pointed his hand at me,"Misa, our new designer and Misa, this is my cute dongsaeng," Wow, he got a lot of dongsaeng here,"SHINEE. From the left it's Minho, Key, Onew with his chicken, as always," the one name Onew look at me and wave his chicken before continue to eat it. That Onew is really something and that chicken is so delicous! Junsu went on with the other two that known as Jonghyun and Taemin.

As I look at Taemin, my eyes widening because, serious, like seriously, this boy is a cute one! I feel like hugging him and pinching his cheeks. "Annyeong noona! Omo, can I call you that?" the cute little one asked.

"Of course. It's nice meeting you guys. Urghh, but I'm afraid I really really need to go now," I look at Junsu that was wearing his guilty face.

"I'm so sorry for holding you back from your date, Misa!" Oh god, not this issue again. I thought I've made myself clear earlier.

"WHaT? Noona's got a boyfriend already????" Taemin's voice was heard again. Omona, It's so cute! Aishh, snapped out of it Misa!

"KIM JUNSU, I've told you before, it's Shinye. It's not a date. For god sake, stop telling me that. You've made them misunderstood me!" I look at him with my eyes that I purposely make it looks larger that it size.

"Arasso, arasso! I'm deeply sorry okay my cute donsaeng. Now off you go! You better get a good sleep tonight okay. I see you tomorrow." With that I get into my car and start to move out of the company.

As soon as I arrived home, I saw Shinhye already slept in the guest room. I started to clean myself and changed to my night gown before jumping like a kid to my bed.

While thinking about the 'reunion' with DBSK and meeting with the Shinee's boys, I yawned a little. But mostly, my head was occupied with the thought about Changmin. Why didn't he annoy me like always? Did he know that I'm running from him? Uhh, I don't care about him anymore! Oh, this is heaven! As my head touch the pillow, I drifted to the Dreams Wonderland.

DBSK's Place

"Gosh, I'm telling you! It's a shame you guys didn't see her face at that time." Junsu just kept talking and missed to see Jaejoong's glaring sharp at him.

'Aishh, this dolphin! Can't he see his dongsaeng is pulling a face already! I'm going to rip his mouth after this!' Jaejoong felt like dragging Junsu out of the living room. While Changmin was really upset hearing how close his hyung with the girl that he fell for. As a protest, Changmin headed to his room and slammed his door shut. Really HARD! Junsu was shocked and looked at the other.

"And I were just thinking how clueless can a dolphin get," Yoochun swirked at Junsu who practically still didn't get what had happened just now.

"What's wrong with Minnie now?" Junsu looked at yunho and swifted to Jaejoong before he got hit on his back by Yoochun.

"Yah pabo! You're story-telling about Misa like Changmin wasn't here while you knew that Misa treated him like he's invincile moment ago!" Yoochun tried to control his voice from yelling and attracted Changmin to the living room.

"Oww, now I get it. YAH!!! I.." Before Junsu could finished his words, Yunho made his mouth shut by placing a hand over his mouth!

"Control your voice Kim Junsu," Yunho stated as he released Junsu's mouth.

" I were just telling you about my new dongsaeng!" he whispered loudly to the others (is that even count as whisper??).

" And now you're going to be grill by your mean dongsaeng," Jaejoong's word made him realise that his life in jeopardy now!!!

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Chapter 7

Changmin’s POV

It’s been 3 weeks after the incident and I never seen her after that. She’s been avoiding me since that time. I try to call her a few times, but Shinhye picked it up and said she’s busy, sleeping or in the bathroom. The same thing goes when I went to her apartment. I know it’s all just excuses that she made to avoid me. Somehow it’s hurt me so much. I never though my first love will be this hard.

I sigh heavily and gaze to the TV again. Yunho hyung pop out from no where and sit next to me. He grabbed the TV remote control and flipped it to his favourite programme. I just sit there silently, still gazing at the TVand ignoring Yunho hyung.

“Yah Changmin. What’s wrong with you now? You’re gazing at the TV since I’m here. Are you still hungry until you want to eat the TV now?” Yunho hyung spoke without facing me. Once again, I release a sigh.

“Misa. She’s been avoiding me for 3 weeks. I really missed her.” I think I’m out of my mind! This feeling, I feel like dying not meeting her. Love.. I never thought it will be this hard.

“I can guess it’s about her again. no matter what happen, always remember that your hyung will always be there to support you. But, I hope your love life will not bring any effect to our group schedule. Never mix you personal life with work or you’ll fail in your carrier. Remember that.” Yunho hyung face me and smiled. I try to smile at him although I know it looks dull.

“Thanks hyung. I’ll remember that.” I got up and walk to my room. Need some time alone to think. I don’t want to burden my hyungs with my life. But, it can’t be avoid.

Misa’s POV

“Misa, how’s the contest?” Shinhye came to me. There’s two mug in her hand. She pass one to me and settle down next to me. We’re watching a drama in the TV after having our dinner. I have start going to work almost a week and my company entered a contest. I was the only one got chosen to represent my company.

“The result coming tomorrow.” I took a sip and placed the mug on the table. The contest has been made about a month. So, it’s before I got into the accident and the deadline is last Monday. Tomorrow, the result will be send to my company. This contest is very important to me because the winner get the chance to work with artists. No one knows who are they artists since it’ll be reveal with the result.

“Tomorrow? I hope the best for you. You seem so relax. Not worrying about it?” I chuckled lightly at her. I took the glass and sip it before turn my attention to her.

“I admit it’s important to my carrier. But, I have done my best. So, let’s just hope tomorrow is one of my lucky day.” No one knows how nervous I am now. I’m not good at expressing my feeling. That’s why I just conceal everything to myself and sometime I sat in my room crying alone.

“Are you watching the drama or the drama is watching you?” I looked at Shinhye blurly. She laughed at my expression. I was so angry without and I pinched her arm hard without even realizing it.

“Stop laughing or I’m not going to send you to work tomorrow.” I threatened her with an evil smile.

“Yah, that’s unfair.” I ran to the kitchen and stick my tongue out at her. I clean all the dishes that we used for dinner.

Shinhye has been staying with me for 3 weeks. On the second week she started her work at a new place. I also let her used my beloved car since I’m still on leave on that week. She supposed to go back to her parent’s house a week ago but I asked her to stay for another 2 weeks. I feel so lonely these days and I need a company. I can’t asked Anli because my umma will take the oppurtunity to make me stay with her.

I was smiling and so into my thought to realize that Shinhye is sneaking behind me. Suddenly she blows my hair and it makes me jerk a little. Then I heard a laugh from my back and I know that voice very much. “Shinhye.” I screamed her name loudly.

She just clutch her stomach and try to control her laugh. I fold my hands to my chest while staring at her. “Okay, I’m sorry. I didn’t know it will afraid you. You should see your face just now.”

“Hahahaha.. so funny. Keep laughing till you die.” I made a fake smile and leave her at the kitchen alone. I kept silent and ignoring her. The only way to make her feel guilty.

After 5 minutes of silent and ignorance, she speak with a guilty voice. “Misa, I’m sorry. I’ll do anything as long as you talk to me. Ok, for this week I’ll do all the house chores for you.” I turn to face her with a winning smile. She hit her forehead when she realize my acting. She looks so funny and make me laugh hard.

“Now, you have if so you need to keep that promise.” I laugh at her evilly. Gosh, I’m feeling like Cinderella evil stepmother now.

“Whatever. How could you put such an act on me just now! I’m going to bed now. You don’t want to be late on the important day tomorrow. Don’t forget to call me once you got the result tomorrow.” She walked to her room, leaving me all alone again. I have totally forgot about the contest for a moment just now. I sigh heavily and try to turn my focus to the Tv but my mind suddenly remember about someone who I haven’t meet for sometime now.

“Aish, why I’m remembering him?” I shook my head to get the thought away. I yawn in tired and turn off the TV before walk into my room. Work made me tired and I’m so nervous to face the new day tomorrow. Once I put my head on my pillow, I fall asleep and went to the dream land.

The next morning..


“Misa, the boss wants to see you now.” I looked up at the voice and smile at her.

“Thanks Yorin.” She smiled back at me and continued with her works. Yorin is the assistant for my boss, Mr Park. I walk towards Mr. Park’s room and knock for 3 times before entering his room.

“Please, have a sit Misa. I have something to discuss with you.” His voice makes me more nervous. I try to smile to look more relax. I pull a chair in front of me and sit. I played with my hands under the table, my habit since I’m in high school whenever I’m very nervous. Mr. Park smile and hand to me an envelope. I stare at him in blur before took it after he nodded. My hands was trembling as I open it. I read the letter slowly and my eyes open widely.

“Congrats Misa. You won it.” Mr.Park gave out his hand and I took his hand. My hand is still trembling and I’m still in shock by the letter. I won? I read the letter all over again to convience myself and pinched myself very hard. I frowned and smile on the same time. Guess I’m not dreaming now.

“You’ve win. Looks like you’ll be working with DBSK soon.” My smile faded away after hearing the name. Working with DBSK soon? What does that mean?

“Pardon me Mr. Park? Are you saying that the artists were the boys?” I asked him disbelief. If it was someone else, they would be smiling widely or maybe faint after knowing that they’ll be working with the most famous boys. But, I almost had a heart attack when he mentioned the name. My face looks a little pale and make Mr Park stared weirdly.

“Yes they are and you’re going to meet them in the evening at 5.” I feel like my world is crushing down to pieces. It can’t be. That means I’m going to work with Changmin.

“I’m sorry sir but I don’t think I can do that job. Let them replace me with someone else then.” I returned the letter to him. Surely I was not planning to work with him after trying so hard to get away from him before this.

“I’m sorry but there’s nothing I can do. They can’t replace you since the meeting is this evening. I’m sorry. It’s already in the form that you fill in before joining the contest. Why did you want to back away now?” I released a long sigh at his question. It’s hard to explain and I know how much Mr.Park didn’t like his workers to mix up personal life with work.

“If there’s nothing you can do, I guess will just do it. It’s nothing serious. If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to finish my work before the meeting.” I never thought that DBSK was the artist. If I know it when I’m submitting the design, I would not work hard on it. I walked out of his room weakly with disappointment. I grabbed my phone and quickly dialed Shinhye’s number. At this time she’s the only one I could think for now.

“How’s the result.” Before I could start talking, she answered my call with a question. I close my eyes for awhile to clear up my mind.

“I.. I won but..”

“You won it? congrats Misa. I know you can do it. But why didn’t you sound happy? And what’s with the but thingy?”

“I’ll be working with DBSK soon. I’m meeting them this evening on 5. I asked my bos to replace me with someone else but he can’t do it. what should I do Shinhye?” I explained to her everything. She released a sigh and make me frowned upon hearing it.

“Misa, can’t you just forget about what happened to you and him? Don’t get your work mix up with work. You’re being unprofessional now. Just act like normal and ignore him. It can’t be that bad working with them.” She try to convience and persuaded me to do the job at the same time. I feel a lot better after talking to her. At least I can release my stress.

“I’ll try. Thanks a lot and maybe I’ll be back a little late today.” I ended the call. My mind couldn’t focus on my work after that. All I think is about the meeting.

Changmin’s POV

“Boys, you’ll be meeting a new fashion designer this evening at 5 pm. So, get home and rest first. I’ll pick you up at 4pm.” Our manager, Mr.Kim, approach us when we’re finish our practice. We’ve been practicing since early in the morning and totally exhausted now.

I grab a bottle of mineral water and drink half of it. I lean against the wall and watch the others. Yunho hyung was talking with our manager while Jaejoong and Yoochun hyung teasing Junsu hyung. “Yah don’t do that.” Yoochun hyung ran around the room, Junsu hyung chased him while shouting. “Yah Yoochun. You better run away from me before I kill you!!”

“Let’s go home first.” Yunho hyung came to us and packed his things.

“Hyung, what did manager hyung said about he fashion designer?” Junsu asked Yunho when we’re in the car, going home.

“Hyung said he didn’t know who is the new designer but he heard that the designer is a girl. She been picked from a contest that SME made last month.” It’s 12 o’clock and I’m truly hungry. I heard Yunho hyung told the others about the new designer but I didn’t pay my attention to them until Junsu hyung words makes me smile.

“Yunho hyung, why don’t we have lunch at outside today?” when we’re back we can get rest and we’ll not going to trouble Jae hyung.” Junsu hyung hugged Yunho hyung when he received a nod from him.

“So, where’re going to eat?” I asked Yunho hyung with a grin but before he could answer me, Junsu hyung interrupt us.

“Let’s go to the usual place! I miss the food.”

“Yah, I’m not asking you hyung.” I hit Junsu hyung head pretty hard and make him screamed with pain. The others just laughed at us and Jaejoong hyung stop Junsu hyung from hitting me back.

“We’re here. So stop it you two or there’s not going to be lunch for both of you today.” We went to the restaurant and enjoy our lunch happily. After that, everyone went missing to their own room to have rest before we’re going to the meeting.

At the meeting……

“Hyung, where is she?” Yoochun hyung stepped forward and walk with Mr. Kim. We arrived at the usual room that we use to have meeting.

“She’s on her way. Boys, I want you to behave nicely to her ok.” Mr. Kim leave us in the room to settle the other things.

“I wonder how is that girl.” Yoochun oppa made me laugh hard. He always act like that when it comes to girls. He’s not a playboy but it’s his attitude from the first time I knew him. He never dated with any girls since we had debut but I don’t know before that.

“Chun, can you concentrate on our work first. Stop playing around.” Jaejoong hyung replied lazily. He already know how is Yoochun hyung interest in girls. As long as it didn’t effect the group, all ofg them are fine with it.

“Jae, I was just playing around. Well, don’t tell me you’re not curious about her?” Chun oppa glance at each of us in anxiety. Junsu hyung has already grin.

“I bet she’s not your type of girls again hyung.” I replied him with a soft chuckle and made Junsu hyung laughing hard until he has hug Yunho hyung. Well, Chun oppa has met many girls but none of them manage to fill his heart. That’s what he used to say to us long time ago.

“Guys, you’re ready to meet her?” Our manager suddenly pop out of no where, stop us from laughing and continue teasing Yoochun oppa. Behind him, there’s a young girl and she looks very familiar to me. I dropped my jaw after recognized the girl. So as the other.

“Looks like our job are going to be much easy since we’ve known each other. Please have a sit.” Mr. Kim invited the girl sit. I’m still in shock and just gazed at her when she sit in front of me with her eyes at the other members. After a long time, finally I manage to see her again.

“Hi Misa. Nice to see you again. Hope we can work together without any problems.” Yoochun hyung represent us to welcome her although I thought it should be Yunho hyung. She smile sweetly as the reply. Although she was smiling at Yoochun oppa and the others, I feel like I’m in heaven again. the other members shook hands with her and when it’s my turn, she looks little uncomfortable. I held her hand like I’m not going to let it go again from me.

Chapter 6

2 days later….

Finally, I can go back to my lovely apartment. From the morning until now, I was just smiling. Maybe Anli thinks her unnie has gone mad. But like I care because today is my never ending happiness day!! The first reason is I can go back to my old life routine. Second, I don’t have to see that Changmin again!!

“Misa, how did you plan on going home?” umma asked me while she’s helping me packing all my things.

“I’ll just take cab to my apartment umma.” Well, that was my plan before umma 100% against with it.

“No you can’t. You’re going back to my house until you fully recover.” She fold her hands to her chest. Ok, her demanding aura is here again!!

“But umma.”

“No but.. This is my final decision.” I can’t get a word in edgeways. I release a heavy sigh and look at Anli with a help-me-please look. But, she just shrug and continue her work. No one dare to say no to my umma.

“Unnie, it’s better if you stay with us for awhile. Just for a few days ok.You don’t think about going back to work now right? I mean your hand still broke. You can’t do work with that hand. Besides, you’re not left handed.” I glare at Anli and make her stop talking. She smile nervously and continue packing again.

“Umma, I can take care of myself. Maybe I can ask Shinhye to stay with me for awhile. She hasn’t start working yet.” I stared at her in hope. She’s thinking for it. that’s what I can see from her face. I’m a very lucky person if she agree and going to be the miserable person if she disagree.

“Ok then. But, make sure Shinhye will be there with you.” I was like dreaming the moment she said that. She nods a few times after seeing me like an idiot with mouth open widely staring at her. Not just me, Anli also has stop packing and gape in antonishment.

“Hurry packing sweetie.” Umma poked Anli on her shoulder and bring her back out of her shock. I was laughing hard looking at her reaction just now. She sends me a death glare and I try hard not laugh.

“Ok, you’re finish right. Let’s go.” I grinned at her and walk quickly before her. I follow umma and put some distance between me and Anli since she’s still gazing at me.

At the hospital main door, once again, we bump to Changmin. He looks quite surprise looking at us. I bet he still have no idea about me get discharge today. I thought Anli already slipped that from her mouth. For the first time, she managed to keep something for secret and somehow, I feel so proud about it. Changmin walks towards us with a smile. Well, he always do that. I think he is a very cheerful person. Now, I have a bad feeling that something is going to happen.

“I didn’t know Misa is going to be discharge today. Well, since I’m already here, I can help send her home.” My eyes wide opens at his words. This is totally disaster. I’m sure my umma will always agree to whatever this annoying person in front of me say. Maybe he has curse something on my umma. ‘Aish, what am I thinking at this moment?’ I shook my head a few times.

“Yes, sure. Thank you Changmin. It’s so nice of you. If that the case, I don’t think I’ll be accompany you Misa. Shinhye is going to be there and I know Changmin is going to take care of you. So, I can go back to my shop.” Umma decision shock me. What is she trying to do? How can she trust Changmin so much? Maybe he’s a pervert or something for god sake!!

“Umma, I still haven’t call Shinhye yet.” I cut her words before she goes too far. I really haven’t call her. I was planning to call her when I’m already at my apartment.

“What? Misa, call her now.” She hurried me and gave me the phone. Half-heartedly, I dialed Shinhye’s number. I was hoping in my heart she will not pick up my call or maybe she can’t accompany me today but will come tomorrow or something that will have to make my umma accompany me at my apartment. If not, I need to go back with this annoying human in the universe.

“Hello.” Shinhye’s voice greet me. Why?? Why did you pick up Shinhye?? I was crying in my heart.

“Hello. Shinhye, Misa’s here. I need you help.” I glance at umma once and my eyes caught Changmin looking at me intently. I swiftly turn my back from him.

“What is it? You have be discharge right.”

“Yes. My umma asked me to stay with her but you know I don’t like it right. She told me I can go back to my apartment only if you can stay with me for a few days maybe weeks.” I explained to her in a breath. There’s a silent from her. Maybe she’s thinking.

“Okay then. I’ll go to your apartment in the evening or night. Is it okay?” No!!! I screamed in my heart. That’s mean I need to go back alone with him. I close my phone and turn to umma weakly.

“She’ll be there soon.” I utter in a low tone. Umma smile and excused herself. Anli follows her because she said she want to learn something. Her real reason is to get her revenge on me. She knows I don’t like Changmin.

“So, can we go now?” I glance at him and begin to walk although I have no idea where is his car.

“Excuse me. My car is over there.” He shouted at me and pointed to the other direction. I turn around and I can see he’s trying hard not to laugh.

“He’s better not laughing or he’s a dead meat.” I mutter slowly. We walk in a silence to his car. He open the car’s door for me. I roll my eyes looking at him acting like a gentleman. I sit silently, not planning to talk to him.

“Where’s your apartment?” After 5 minutes left the hospital, finally he asked me. I thought he’s not going to ask.

“Near Hug Café.” A simple answer came from me. I continue the silent and prefer to play with my memories. Suddenly, the moment of Shinhye and Changmin first met come to my mind. At that time Changmin already left after Junsu came and pick up Anli. I have no idea where did those two went.

*FLASHBACK*

“Misa, he’s so handsome ne.” Shinhye’s starting to drool over Changmin now I think. I just continue reading a magazine that Anli bought for me just now. I’m not entresting on her new crush on Changmin. I know she will over with him after this. That’s what always happened.

Shinhye grab the magazine from my hand. “Yah, what are you doing? I was reading that if you can see.”I try to grab it back but she put the magazine away from me. I pouted and fold my hand to my chest.

“Misa, don’t tell me you like Changmin and now you’re jealous of me.” her question make me frown. If I was drinking, I will spurt in right on her face. Where did she get that idea?

I stared at her with a blur face. “Are you out of your mind? Why should I fall in love with such an annoying person? He’s not even my type.” I replied her in a raised voice. It’s not like I’m angry, I just want her to understand me perfectly so she will not bring this matter up again. she chuckled lightly.

“Okay, I got it. I kind of like him since I knew DBSK. For me, he just too perfect and he’s about our age too.” Shinhye confession made me jerk a little. I feel some strange feeling. But what is it?

*End of Flashback*

Without even noticing it, I sigh heavily and somehow it attract Changmin. He glances at me, on the same time trying to focus on the road.the road was busy since it’s Saturday. How I wish I could escape from this busy road and go to my room now, enjoying every seconds of peaceful time. Usually I just sat at home, doing nothing on weekends. I really hate crowd but my work need me to be in the crowd.

“We’re here.” His voice wake me from my day-dreaming. Before I could open the door, Changmin already out, opening the door for me. why is he doing this to me? I stared at him, who’s getting all my bags from the car.

I walk into the building and feel so calm from the first time I step in it. I saw Mr.Kim, the security guard, smiling at me. “Miss Misa, glad you’re back again. Your umma has told me everything. Hope you will recover soon.”

“Thank you Mr.Kim.” I smiled at him and walk to the elevator. Mr.Kim has been a security guard since I moved here for a few years ago. We have become close since he help me a lot when I’m in trouble. I already feel like he’s my own father that I never want to remember. My apartment is on the 18th floor. We wait for the elevator reach it with silence. I don’t know why but today Changmin likes to be silent. Not like before this. It makes me feel awkward and totally strange.

I walk in front of him. If my hand is not broken, I’m gladly, will carried all the bags on my own. I feel uncomfortable having him carrying all the bags and I really don’t want him to know my place. Well, at least I’m not going to meet him after this.

“We’re here so thank you.” I faced him and smiled in dishonest. Well, clearly it show how much I want him to go. I try to take all the bags from him but he quickly put it away from me. I stare him angrily. “Can’t you just leave me now?”

“Don’t be stubborn. You can’t even open the door using this hand. Give me the key.” He gave me a cold, hard look. I was surprise by it and step away from the door. Giving him the key as he ask. He put all my things in a corner inside my apartment after that.

“Thanks.” Now, I feel totally awkward. He gives me his usual sweet smile. I wouldn’t say it’s heart-breaking since it’s nothing to me. really, sometime I feel like I don’t have a heart or feeling. I walk to my room but unfortunately the floor was slippery. I almost fell because of it and if I really fell, I need to go to hospital again!!

“Misa!” Changmin acts hurrily and catch me. But, he’s the one who fell and pull me with him too and I land on him. Accidently, our lips meet. 3 minutes past but we didn’t move any single muscles. Our eyes meet and we stare at each other. My heart beats wildly and I feel like it’s going to jump from my chest any moment now.

‘Ding Dong… Ding Dong..’

The door’s bell bring me back to reality. I broke the kiss and get up from him. I feel my face is really hot and I know I was blushing madly now. I run to the door swiftly while Changmin get up and follow me after that.

“Hi Misa. Oh Changmin. You’re here too.” Shinhye greet us happily. I try to smile, and act like normal so that she can’t sense anything fishy.

“Oh Shinhye. I thought you were coming tonight.” I replied her while open the door widely for her.

“Since Shinhye is here, I think I’ll go now.” Changmin excused himself and walk out from my apartment. I gaze at him until he was no where to be seen. Shinhye looks at me and follow my eyes direction.

“What are you looking at?” (Shinhye)

I walk into my apartment, ignoring her. I darted to where the television remote sat on the end of table beside a sofa and sit on the sofa. I flipped the Tv on to a drama and nod to myself. Shinhye come and seetle down beside me.

“What happened between you two just now? I can see you blushing and awkward when opening the door. Did I interrupt you or something?” her question stunned me. My eyes shifted to Shinhye.

“What are you saying? I stammered, try to reply her. I try to look normal and really hard hiding the fact from her. Of course I don’t want her to know. If she knows, she will make that even small thing become worst!!

“I know something happened just now. Come on Misa. You’re not going to keep a secret from me won’t you?” I sigh heavily and try to pay attention to the TV but she keeps begging me and it’s really annoying me.

“Fine. You want to know? I just lost my very first kiss to the man that I don’t really know and I really hate.” I screamed at her and I realize I slipped a few things that she doesn’t know, a thing that I don’t want her to know. I can say anything that I can’t even imagine when I’m angry.

“How did that happened?” she totally stunned by my words.

“It just happened ok. Even I didn’t realize it. He try to catch me from falling and it happened. Stop asking me and I’m sorry for being to harsh. It just.. I don’t know” I get up slowly and slammed my room’s door. I still can feel his lips. Not even a man ever dare to kiss or touch me. I’m always acting cold towards men and I hate them.