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Monday, September 28, 2009
Chapter 7
Changmin’s POV
It’s been 3 weeks after the incident and I never seen her after that. She’s been avoiding me since that time. I try to call her a few times, but Shinhye picked it up and said she’s busy, sleeping or in the bathroom. The same thing goes when I went to her apartment. I know it’s all just excuses that she made to avoid me. Somehow it’s hurt me so much. I never though my first love will be this hard.
I sigh heavily and gaze to the TV again. Yunho hyung pop out from no where and sit next to me. He grabbed the TV remote control and flipped it to his favourite programme. I just sit there silently, still gazing at the TVand ignoring Yunho hyung.
“Yah Changmin. What’s wrong with you now? You’re gazing at the TV since I’m here. Are you still hungry until you want to eat the TV now?” Yunho hyung spoke without facing me. Once again, I release a sigh.
“Misa. She’s been avoiding me for 3 weeks. I really missed her.” I think I’m out of my mind! This feeling, I feel like dying not meeting her. Love.. I never thought it will be this hard.
“I can guess it’s about her again. no matter what happen, always remember that your hyung will always be there to support you. But, I hope your love life will not bring any effect to our group schedule. Never mix you personal life with work or you’ll fail in your carrier. Remember that.” Yunho hyung face me and smiled. I try to smile at him although I know it looks dull.
“Thanks hyung. I’ll remember that.” I got up and walk to my room. Need some time alone to think. I don’t want to burden my hyungs with my life. But, it can’t be avoid.
Misa’s POV
“Misa, how’s the contest?” Shinhye came to me. There’s two mug in her hand. She pass one to me and settle down next to me. We’re watching a drama in the TV after having our dinner. I have start going to work almost a week and my company entered a contest. I was the only one got chosen to represent my company.
“The result coming tomorrow.” I took a sip and placed the mug on the table. The contest has been made about a month. So, it’s before I got into the accident and the deadline is last Monday. Tomorrow, the result will be send to my company. This contest is very important to me because the winner get the chance to work with artists. No one knows who are they artists since it’ll be reveal with the result.
“Tomorrow? I hope the best for you. You seem so relax. Not worrying about it?” I chuckled lightly at her. I took the glass and sip it before turn my attention to her.
“I admit it’s important to my carrier. But, I have done my best. So, let’s just hope tomorrow is one of my lucky day.” No one knows how nervous I am now. I’m not good at expressing my feeling. That’s why I just conceal everything to myself and sometime I sat in my room crying alone.
“Are you watching the drama or the drama is watching you?” I looked at Shinhye blurly. She laughed at my expression. I was so angry without and I pinched her arm hard without even realizing it.
“Stop laughing or I’m not going to send you to work tomorrow.” I threatened her with an evil smile.
“Yah, that’s unfair.” I ran to the kitchen and stick my tongue out at her. I clean all the dishes that we used for dinner.
Shinhye has been staying with me for 3 weeks. On the second week she started her work at a new place. I also let her used my beloved car since I’m still on leave on that week. She supposed to go back to her parent’s house a week ago but I asked her to stay for another 2 weeks. I feel so lonely these days and I need a company. I can’t asked Anli because my umma will take the oppurtunity to make me stay with her.
I was smiling and so into my thought to realize that Shinhye is sneaking behind me. Suddenly she blows my hair and it makes me jerk a little. Then I heard a laugh from my back and I know that voice very much. “Shinhye.” I screamed her name loudly.
She just clutch her stomach and try to control her laugh. I fold my hands to my chest while staring at her. “Okay, I’m sorry. I didn’t know it will afraid you. You should see your face just now.”
“Hahahaha.. so funny. Keep laughing till you die.” I made a fake smile and leave her at the kitchen alone. I kept silent and ignoring her. The only way to make her feel guilty.
After 5 minutes of silent and ignorance, she speak with a guilty voice. “Misa, I’m sorry. I’ll do anything as long as you talk to me. Ok, for this week I’ll do all the house chores for you.” I turn to face her with a winning smile. She hit her forehead when she realize my acting. She looks so funny and make me laugh hard.
“Now, you have if so you need to keep that promise.” I laugh at her evilly. Gosh, I’m feeling like Cinderella evil stepmother now.
“Whatever. How could you put such an act on me just now! I’m going to bed now. You don’t want to be late on the important day tomorrow. Don’t forget to call me once you got the result tomorrow.” She walked to her room, leaving me all alone again. I have totally forgot about the contest for a moment just now. I sigh heavily and try to turn my focus to the Tv but my mind suddenly remember about someone who I haven’t meet for sometime now.
“Aish, why I’m remembering him?” I shook my head to get the thought away. I yawn in tired and turn off the TV before walk into my room. Work made me tired and I’m so nervous to face the new day tomorrow. Once I put my head on my pillow, I fall asleep and went to the dream land.
The next morning..
“Misa, the boss wants to see you now.” I looked up at the voice and smile at her.
“Thanks Yorin.” She smiled back at me and continued with her works. Yorin is the assistant for my boss, Mr Park. I walk towards Mr. Park’s room and knock for 3 times before entering his room.
“Please, have a sit Misa. I have something to discuss with you.” His voice makes me more nervous. I try to smile to look more relax. I pull a chair in front of me and sit. I played with my hands under the table, my habit since I’m in high school whenever I’m very nervous. Mr. Park smile and hand to me an envelope. I stare at him in blur before took it after he nodded. My hands was trembling as I open it. I read the letter slowly and my eyes open widely.
“Congrats Misa. You won it.” Mr.Park gave out his hand and I took his hand. My hand is still trembling and I’m still in shock by the letter. I won? I read the letter all over again to convience myself and pinched myself very hard. I frowned and smile on the same time. Guess I’m not dreaming now.
“You’ve win. Looks like you’ll be working with DBSK soon.” My smile faded away after hearing the name. Working with DBSK soon? What does that mean?
“Pardon me Mr. Park? Are you saying that the artists were the boys?” I asked him disbelief. If it was someone else, they would be smiling widely or maybe faint after knowing that they’ll be working with the most famous boys. But, I almost had a heart attack when he mentioned the name. My face looks a little pale and make Mr Park stared weirdly.
“Yes they are and you’re going to meet them in the evening at 5.” I feel like my world is crushing down to pieces. It can’t be. That means I’m going to work with Changmin.
“I’m sorry sir but I don’t think I can do that job. Let them replace me with someone else then.” I returned the letter to him. Surely I was not planning to work with him after trying so hard to get away from him before this.
“I’m sorry but there’s nothing I can do. They can’t replace you since the meeting is this evening. I’m sorry. It’s already in the form that you fill in before joining the contest. Why did you want to back away now?” I released a long sigh at his question. It’s hard to explain and I know how much Mr.Park didn’t like his workers to mix up personal life with work.
“If there’s nothing you can do, I guess will just do it. It’s nothing serious. If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to finish my work before the meeting.” I never thought that DBSK was the artist. If I know it when I’m submitting the design, I would not work hard on it. I walked out of his room weakly with disappointment. I grabbed my phone and quickly dialed Shinhye’s number. At this time she’s the only one I could think for now.
“How’s the result.” Before I could start talking, she answered my call with a question. I close my eyes for awhile to clear up my mind.
“I.. I won but..”
“You won it? congrats Misa. I know you can do it. But why didn’t you sound happy? And what’s with the but thingy?”
“I’ll be working with DBSK soon. I’m meeting them this evening on 5. I asked my bos to replace me with someone else but he can’t do it. what should I do Shinhye?” I explained to her everything. She released a sigh and make me frowned upon hearing it.
“Misa, can’t you just forget about what happened to you and him? Don’t get your work mix up with work. You’re being unprofessional now. Just act like normal and ignore him. It can’t be that bad working with them.” She try to convience and persuaded me to do the job at the same time. I feel a lot better after talking to her. At least I can release my stress.
“I’ll try. Thanks a lot and maybe I’ll be back a little late today.” I ended the call. My mind couldn’t focus on my work after that. All I think is about the meeting.
Changmin’s POV
“Boys, you’ll be meeting a new fashion designer this evening at 5 pm. So, get home and rest first. I’ll pick you up at 4pm.” Our manager, Mr.Kim, approach us when we’re finish our practice. We’ve been practicing since early in the morning and totally exhausted now.
I grab a bottle of mineral water and drink half of it. I lean against the wall and watch the others. Yunho hyung was talking with our manager while Jaejoong and Yoochun hyung teasing Junsu hyung. “Yah don’t do that.” Yoochun hyung ran around the room, Junsu hyung chased him while shouting. “Yah Yoochun. You better run away from me before I kill you!!”
“Let’s go home first.” Yunho hyung came to us and packed his things.
“Hyung, what did manager hyung said about he fashion designer?” Junsu asked Yunho when we’re in the car, going home.
“Hyung said he didn’t know who is the new designer but he heard that the designer is a girl. She been picked from a contest that SME made last month.” It’s 12 o’clock and I’m truly hungry. I heard Yunho hyung told the others about the new designer but I didn’t pay my attention to them until Junsu hyung words makes me smile.
“Yunho hyung, why don’t we have lunch at outside today?” when we’re back we can get rest and we’ll not going to trouble Jae hyung.” Junsu hyung hugged Yunho hyung when he received a nod from him.
“So, where’re going to eat?” I asked Yunho hyung with a grin but before he could answer me, Junsu hyung interrupt us.
“Let’s go to the usual place! I miss the food.”
“Yah, I’m not asking you hyung.” I hit Junsu hyung head pretty hard and make him screamed with pain. The others just laughed at us and Jaejoong hyung stop Junsu hyung from hitting me back.
“We’re here. So stop it you two or there’s not going to be lunch for both of you today.” We went to the restaurant and enjoy our lunch happily. After that, everyone went missing to their own room to have rest before we’re going to the meeting.
At the meeting……
“Hyung, where is she?” Yoochun hyung stepped forward and walk with Mr. Kim. We arrived at the usual room that we use to have meeting.
“She’s on her way. Boys, I want you to behave nicely to her ok.” Mr. Kim leave us in the room to settle the other things.
“I wonder how is that girl.” Yoochun oppa made me laugh hard. He always act like that when it comes to girls. He’s not a playboy but it’s his attitude from the first time I knew him. He never dated with any girls since we had debut but I don’t know before that.
“Chun, can you concentrate on our work first. Stop playing around.” Jaejoong hyung replied lazily. He already know how is Yoochun hyung interest in girls. As long as it didn’t effect the group, all ofg them are fine with it.
“Jae, I was just playing around. Well, don’t tell me you’re not curious about her?” Chun oppa glance at each of us in anxiety. Junsu hyung has already grin.
“I bet she’s not your type of girls again hyung.” I replied him with a soft chuckle and made Junsu hyung laughing hard until he has hug Yunho hyung. Well, Chun oppa has met many girls but none of them manage to fill his heart. That’s what he used to say to us long time ago.
“Guys, you’re ready to meet her?” Our manager suddenly pop out of no where, stop us from laughing and continue teasing Yoochun oppa. Behind him, there’s a young girl and she looks very familiar to me. I dropped my jaw after recognized the girl. So as the other.
“Looks like our job are going to be much easy since we’ve known each other. Please have a sit.” Mr. Kim invited the girl sit. I’m still in shock and just gazed at her when she sit in front of me with her eyes at the other members. After a long time, finally I manage to see her again.
“Hi Misa. Nice to see you again. Hope we can work together without any problems.” Yoochun hyung represent us to welcome her although I thought it should be Yunho hyung. She smile sweetly as the reply. Although she was smiling at Yoochun oppa and the others, I feel like I’m in heaven again. the other members shook hands with her and when it’s my turn, she looks little uncomfortable. I held her hand like I’m not going to let it go again from me.
It’s been 3 weeks after the incident and I never seen her after that. She’s been avoiding me since that time. I try to call her a few times, but Shinhye picked it up and said she’s busy, sleeping or in the bathroom. The same thing goes when I went to her apartment. I know it’s all just excuses that she made to avoid me. Somehow it’s hurt me so much. I never though my first love will be this hard.
I sigh heavily and gaze to the TV again. Yunho hyung pop out from no where and sit next to me. He grabbed the TV remote control and flipped it to his favourite programme. I just sit there silently, still gazing at the TVand ignoring Yunho hyung.
“Yah Changmin. What’s wrong with you now? You’re gazing at the TV since I’m here. Are you still hungry until you want to eat the TV now?” Yunho hyung spoke without facing me. Once again, I release a sigh.
“Misa. She’s been avoiding me for 3 weeks. I really missed her.” I think I’m out of my mind! This feeling, I feel like dying not meeting her. Love.. I never thought it will be this hard.
“I can guess it’s about her again. no matter what happen, always remember that your hyung will always be there to support you. But, I hope your love life will not bring any effect to our group schedule. Never mix you personal life with work or you’ll fail in your carrier. Remember that.” Yunho hyung face me and smiled. I try to smile at him although I know it looks dull.
“Thanks hyung. I’ll remember that.” I got up and walk to my room. Need some time alone to think. I don’t want to burden my hyungs with my life. But, it can’t be avoid.
Misa’s POV
“Misa, how’s the contest?” Shinhye came to me. There’s two mug in her hand. She pass one to me and settle down next to me. We’re watching a drama in the TV after having our dinner. I have start going to work almost a week and my company entered a contest. I was the only one got chosen to represent my company.
“The result coming tomorrow.” I took a sip and placed the mug on the table. The contest has been made about a month. So, it’s before I got into the accident and the deadline is last Monday. Tomorrow, the result will be send to my company. This contest is very important to me because the winner get the chance to work with artists. No one knows who are they artists since it’ll be reveal with the result.
“Tomorrow? I hope the best for you. You seem so relax. Not worrying about it?” I chuckled lightly at her. I took the glass and sip it before turn my attention to her.
“I admit it’s important to my carrier. But, I have done my best. So, let’s just hope tomorrow is one of my lucky day.” No one knows how nervous I am now. I’m not good at expressing my feeling. That’s why I just conceal everything to myself and sometime I sat in my room crying alone.
“Are you watching the drama or the drama is watching you?” I looked at Shinhye blurly. She laughed at my expression. I was so angry without and I pinched her arm hard without even realizing it.
“Stop laughing or I’m not going to send you to work tomorrow.” I threatened her with an evil smile.
“Yah, that’s unfair.” I ran to the kitchen and stick my tongue out at her. I clean all the dishes that we used for dinner.
Shinhye has been staying with me for 3 weeks. On the second week she started her work at a new place. I also let her used my beloved car since I’m still on leave on that week. She supposed to go back to her parent’s house a week ago but I asked her to stay for another 2 weeks. I feel so lonely these days and I need a company. I can’t asked Anli because my umma will take the oppurtunity to make me stay with her.
I was smiling and so into my thought to realize that Shinhye is sneaking behind me. Suddenly she blows my hair and it makes me jerk a little. Then I heard a laugh from my back and I know that voice very much. “Shinhye.” I screamed her name loudly.
She just clutch her stomach and try to control her laugh. I fold my hands to my chest while staring at her. “Okay, I’m sorry. I didn’t know it will afraid you. You should see your face just now.”
“Hahahaha.. so funny. Keep laughing till you die.” I made a fake smile and leave her at the kitchen alone. I kept silent and ignoring her. The only way to make her feel guilty.
After 5 minutes of silent and ignorance, she speak with a guilty voice. “Misa, I’m sorry. I’ll do anything as long as you talk to me. Ok, for this week I’ll do all the house chores for you.” I turn to face her with a winning smile. She hit her forehead when she realize my acting. She looks so funny and make me laugh hard.
“Now, you have if so you need to keep that promise.” I laugh at her evilly. Gosh, I’m feeling like Cinderella evil stepmother now.
“Whatever. How could you put such an act on me just now! I’m going to bed now. You don’t want to be late on the important day tomorrow. Don’t forget to call me once you got the result tomorrow.” She walked to her room, leaving me all alone again. I have totally forgot about the contest for a moment just now. I sigh heavily and try to turn my focus to the Tv but my mind suddenly remember about someone who I haven’t meet for sometime now.
“Aish, why I’m remembering him?” I shook my head to get the thought away. I yawn in tired and turn off the TV before walk into my room. Work made me tired and I’m so nervous to face the new day tomorrow. Once I put my head on my pillow, I fall asleep and went to the dream land.
The next morning..
“Misa, the boss wants to see you now.” I looked up at the voice and smile at her.
“Thanks Yorin.” She smiled back at me and continued with her works. Yorin is the assistant for my boss, Mr Park. I walk towards Mr. Park’s room and knock for 3 times before entering his room.
“Please, have a sit Misa. I have something to discuss with you.” His voice makes me more nervous. I try to smile to look more relax. I pull a chair in front of me and sit. I played with my hands under the table, my habit since I’m in high school whenever I’m very nervous. Mr. Park smile and hand to me an envelope. I stare at him in blur before took it after he nodded. My hands was trembling as I open it. I read the letter slowly and my eyes open widely.
“Congrats Misa. You won it.” Mr.Park gave out his hand and I took his hand. My hand is still trembling and I’m still in shock by the letter. I won? I read the letter all over again to convience myself and pinched myself very hard. I frowned and smile on the same time. Guess I’m not dreaming now.
“You’ve win. Looks like you’ll be working with DBSK soon.” My smile faded away after hearing the name. Working with DBSK soon? What does that mean?
“Pardon me Mr. Park? Are you saying that the artists were the boys?” I asked him disbelief. If it was someone else, they would be smiling widely or maybe faint after knowing that they’ll be working with the most famous boys. But, I almost had a heart attack when he mentioned the name. My face looks a little pale and make Mr Park stared weirdly.
“Yes they are and you’re going to meet them in the evening at 5.” I feel like my world is crushing down to pieces. It can’t be. That means I’m going to work with Changmin.
“I’m sorry sir but I don’t think I can do that job. Let them replace me with someone else then.” I returned the letter to him. Surely I was not planning to work with him after trying so hard to get away from him before this.
“I’m sorry but there’s nothing I can do. They can’t replace you since the meeting is this evening. I’m sorry. It’s already in the form that you fill in before joining the contest. Why did you want to back away now?” I released a long sigh at his question. It’s hard to explain and I know how much Mr.Park didn’t like his workers to mix up personal life with work.
“If there’s nothing you can do, I guess will just do it. It’s nothing serious. If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to finish my work before the meeting.” I never thought that DBSK was the artist. If I know it when I’m submitting the design, I would not work hard on it. I walked out of his room weakly with disappointment. I grabbed my phone and quickly dialed Shinhye’s number. At this time she’s the only one I could think for now.
“How’s the result.” Before I could start talking, she answered my call with a question. I close my eyes for awhile to clear up my mind.
“I.. I won but..”
“You won it? congrats Misa. I know you can do it. But why didn’t you sound happy? And what’s with the but thingy?”
“I’ll be working with DBSK soon. I’m meeting them this evening on 5. I asked my bos to replace me with someone else but he can’t do it. what should I do Shinhye?” I explained to her everything. She released a sigh and make me frowned upon hearing it.
“Misa, can’t you just forget about what happened to you and him? Don’t get your work mix up with work. You’re being unprofessional now. Just act like normal and ignore him. It can’t be that bad working with them.” She try to convience and persuaded me to do the job at the same time. I feel a lot better after talking to her. At least I can release my stress.
“I’ll try. Thanks a lot and maybe I’ll be back a little late today.” I ended the call. My mind couldn’t focus on my work after that. All I think is about the meeting.
Changmin’s POV
“Boys, you’ll be meeting a new fashion designer this evening at 5 pm. So, get home and rest first. I’ll pick you up at 4pm.” Our manager, Mr.Kim, approach us when we’re finish our practice. We’ve been practicing since early in the morning and totally exhausted now.
I grab a bottle of mineral water and drink half of it. I lean against the wall and watch the others. Yunho hyung was talking with our manager while Jaejoong and Yoochun hyung teasing Junsu hyung. “Yah don’t do that.” Yoochun hyung ran around the room, Junsu hyung chased him while shouting. “Yah Yoochun. You better run away from me before I kill you!!”
“Let’s go home first.” Yunho hyung came to us and packed his things.
“Hyung, what did manager hyung said about he fashion designer?” Junsu asked Yunho when we’re in the car, going home.
“Hyung said he didn’t know who is the new designer but he heard that the designer is a girl. She been picked from a contest that SME made last month.” It’s 12 o’clock and I’m truly hungry. I heard Yunho hyung told the others about the new designer but I didn’t pay my attention to them until Junsu hyung words makes me smile.
“Yunho hyung, why don’t we have lunch at outside today?” when we’re back we can get rest and we’ll not going to trouble Jae hyung.” Junsu hyung hugged Yunho hyung when he received a nod from him.
“So, where’re going to eat?” I asked Yunho hyung with a grin but before he could answer me, Junsu hyung interrupt us.
“Let’s go to the usual place! I miss the food.”
“Yah, I’m not asking you hyung.” I hit Junsu hyung head pretty hard and make him screamed with pain. The others just laughed at us and Jaejoong hyung stop Junsu hyung from hitting me back.
“We’re here. So stop it you two or there’s not going to be lunch for both of you today.” We went to the restaurant and enjoy our lunch happily. After that, everyone went missing to their own room to have rest before we’re going to the meeting.
At the meeting……
“Hyung, where is she?” Yoochun hyung stepped forward and walk with Mr. Kim. We arrived at the usual room that we use to have meeting.
“She’s on her way. Boys, I want you to behave nicely to her ok.” Mr. Kim leave us in the room to settle the other things.
“I wonder how is that girl.” Yoochun oppa made me laugh hard. He always act like that when it comes to girls. He’s not a playboy but it’s his attitude from the first time I knew him. He never dated with any girls since we had debut but I don’t know before that.
“Chun, can you concentrate on our work first. Stop playing around.” Jaejoong hyung replied lazily. He already know how is Yoochun hyung interest in girls. As long as it didn’t effect the group, all ofg them are fine with it.
“Jae, I was just playing around. Well, don’t tell me you’re not curious about her?” Chun oppa glance at each of us in anxiety. Junsu hyung has already grin.
“I bet she’s not your type of girls again hyung.” I replied him with a soft chuckle and made Junsu hyung laughing hard until he has hug Yunho hyung. Well, Chun oppa has met many girls but none of them manage to fill his heart. That’s what he used to say to us long time ago.
“Guys, you’re ready to meet her?” Our manager suddenly pop out of no where, stop us from laughing and continue teasing Yoochun oppa. Behind him, there’s a young girl and she looks very familiar to me. I dropped my jaw after recognized the girl. So as the other.
“Looks like our job are going to be much easy since we’ve known each other. Please have a sit.” Mr. Kim invited the girl sit. I’m still in shock and just gazed at her when she sit in front of me with her eyes at the other members. After a long time, finally I manage to see her again.
“Hi Misa. Nice to see you again. Hope we can work together without any problems.” Yoochun hyung represent us to welcome her although I thought it should be Yunho hyung. She smile sweetly as the reply. Although she was smiling at Yoochun oppa and the others, I feel like I’m in heaven again. the other members shook hands with her and when it’s my turn, she looks little uncomfortable. I held her hand like I’m not going to let it go again from me.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Chapter 6
2 days later….
Finally, I can go back to my lovely apartment. From the morning until now, I was just smiling. Maybe Anli thinks her unnie has gone mad. But like I care because today is my never ending happiness day!! The first reason is I can go back to my old life routine. Second, I don’t have to see that Changmin again!!
“Misa, how did you plan on going home?” umma asked me while she’s helping me packing all my things.
“I’ll just take cab to my apartment umma.” Well, that was my plan before umma 100% against with it.
“No you can’t. You’re going back to my house until you fully recover.” She fold her hands to her chest. Ok, her demanding aura is here again!!
“But umma.”
“No but.. This is my final decision.” I can’t get a word in edgeways. I release a heavy sigh and look at Anli with a help-me-please look. But, she just shrug and continue her work. No one dare to say no to my umma.
“Unnie, it’s better if you stay with us for awhile. Just for a few days ok.You don’t think about going back to work now right? I mean your hand still broke. You can’t do work with that hand. Besides, you’re not left handed.” I glare at Anli and make her stop talking. She smile nervously and continue packing again.
“Umma, I can take care of myself. Maybe I can ask Shinhye to stay with me for awhile. She hasn’t start working yet.” I stared at her in hope. She’s thinking for it. that’s what I can see from her face. I’m a very lucky person if she agree and going to be the miserable person if she disagree.
“Ok then. But, make sure Shinhye will be there with you.” I was like dreaming the moment she said that. She nods a few times after seeing me like an idiot with mouth open widely staring at her. Not just me, Anli also has stop packing and gape in antonishment.
“Hurry packing sweetie.” Umma poked Anli on her shoulder and bring her back out of her shock. I was laughing hard looking at her reaction just now. She sends me a death glare and I try hard not laugh.
“Ok, you’re finish right. Let’s go.” I grinned at her and walk quickly before her. I follow umma and put some distance between me and Anli since she’s still gazing at me.
At the hospital main door, once again, we bump to Changmin. He looks quite surprise looking at us. I bet he still have no idea about me get discharge today. I thought Anli already slipped that from her mouth. For the first time, she managed to keep something for secret and somehow, I feel so proud about it. Changmin walks towards us with a smile. Well, he always do that. I think he is a very cheerful person. Now, I have a bad feeling that something is going to happen.
“I didn’t know Misa is going to be discharge today. Well, since I’m already here, I can help send her home.” My eyes wide opens at his words. This is totally disaster. I’m sure my umma will always agree to whatever this annoying person in front of me say. Maybe he has curse something on my umma. ‘Aish, what am I thinking at this moment?’ I shook my head a few times.
“Yes, sure. Thank you Changmin. It’s so nice of you. If that the case, I don’t think I’ll be accompany you Misa. Shinhye is going to be there and I know Changmin is going to take care of you. So, I can go back to my shop.” Umma decision shock me. What is she trying to do? How can she trust Changmin so much? Maybe he’s a pervert or something for god sake!!
“Umma, I still haven’t call Shinhye yet.” I cut her words before she goes too far. I really haven’t call her. I was planning to call her when I’m already at my apartment.
“What? Misa, call her now.” She hurried me and gave me the phone. Half-heartedly, I dialed Shinhye’s number. I was hoping in my heart she will not pick up my call or maybe she can’t accompany me today but will come tomorrow or something that will have to make my umma accompany me at my apartment. If not, I need to go back with this annoying human in the universe.
“Hello.” Shinhye’s voice greet me. Why?? Why did you pick up Shinhye?? I was crying in my heart.
“Hello. Shinhye, Misa’s here. I need you help.” I glance at umma once and my eyes caught Changmin looking at me intently. I swiftly turn my back from him.
“What is it? You have be discharge right.”
“Yes. My umma asked me to stay with her but you know I don’t like it right. She told me I can go back to my apartment only if you can stay with me for a few days maybe weeks.” I explained to her in a breath. There’s a silent from her. Maybe she’s thinking.
“Okay then. I’ll go to your apartment in the evening or night. Is it okay?” No!!! I screamed in my heart. That’s mean I need to go back alone with him. I close my phone and turn to umma weakly.
“She’ll be there soon.” I utter in a low tone. Umma smile and excused herself. Anli follows her because she said she want to learn something. Her real reason is to get her revenge on me. She knows I don’t like Changmin.
“So, can we go now?” I glance at him and begin to walk although I have no idea where is his car.
“Excuse me. My car is over there.” He shouted at me and pointed to the other direction. I turn around and I can see he’s trying hard not to laugh.
“He’s better not laughing or he’s a dead meat.” I mutter slowly. We walk in a silence to his car. He open the car’s door for me. I roll my eyes looking at him acting like a gentleman. I sit silently, not planning to talk to him.
“Where’s your apartment?” After 5 minutes left the hospital, finally he asked me. I thought he’s not going to ask.
“Near Hug Café.” A simple answer came from me. I continue the silent and prefer to play with my memories. Suddenly, the moment of Shinhye and Changmin first met come to my mind. At that time Changmin already left after Junsu came and pick up Anli. I have no idea where did those two went.
*FLASHBACK*
“Misa, he’s so handsome ne.” Shinhye’s starting to drool over Changmin now I think. I just continue reading a magazine that Anli bought for me just now. I’m not entresting on her new crush on Changmin. I know she will over with him after this. That’s what always happened.
Shinhye grab the magazine from my hand. “Yah, what are you doing? I was reading that if you can see.”I try to grab it back but she put the magazine away from me. I pouted and fold my hand to my chest.
“Misa, don’t tell me you like Changmin and now you’re jealous of me.” her question make me frown. If I was drinking, I will spurt in right on her face. Where did she get that idea?
I stared at her with a blur face. “Are you out of your mind? Why should I fall in love with such an annoying person? He’s not even my type.” I replied her in a raised voice. It’s not like I’m angry, I just want her to understand me perfectly so she will not bring this matter up again. she chuckled lightly.
“Okay, I got it. I kind of like him since I knew DBSK. For me, he just too perfect and he’s about our age too.” Shinhye confession made me jerk a little. I feel some strange feeling. But what is it?
*End of Flashback*
Without even noticing it, I sigh heavily and somehow it attract Changmin. He glances at me, on the same time trying to focus on the road.the road was busy since it’s Saturday. How I wish I could escape from this busy road and go to my room now, enjoying every seconds of peaceful time. Usually I just sat at home, doing nothing on weekends. I really hate crowd but my work need me to be in the crowd.
“We’re here.” His voice wake me from my day-dreaming. Before I could open the door, Changmin already out, opening the door for me. why is he doing this to me? I stared at him, who’s getting all my bags from the car.
I walk into the building and feel so calm from the first time I step in it. I saw Mr.Kim, the security guard, smiling at me. “Miss Misa, glad you’re back again. Your umma has told me everything. Hope you will recover soon.”
“Thank you Mr.Kim.” I smiled at him and walk to the elevator. Mr.Kim has been a security guard since I moved here for a few years ago. We have become close since he help me a lot when I’m in trouble. I already feel like he’s my own father that I never want to remember. My apartment is on the 18th floor. We wait for the elevator reach it with silence. I don’t know why but today Changmin likes to be silent. Not like before this. It makes me feel awkward and totally strange.
I walk in front of him. If my hand is not broken, I’m gladly, will carried all the bags on my own. I feel uncomfortable having him carrying all the bags and I really don’t want him to know my place. Well, at least I’m not going to meet him after this.
“We’re here so thank you.” I faced him and smiled in dishonest. Well, clearly it show how much I want him to go. I try to take all the bags from him but he quickly put it away from me. I stare him angrily. “Can’t you just leave me now?”
“Don’t be stubborn. You can’t even open the door using this hand. Give me the key.” He gave me a cold, hard look. I was surprise by it and step away from the door. Giving him the key as he ask. He put all my things in a corner inside my apartment after that.
“Thanks.” Now, I feel totally awkward. He gives me his usual sweet smile. I wouldn’t say it’s heart-breaking since it’s nothing to me. really, sometime I feel like I don’t have a heart or feeling. I walk to my room but unfortunately the floor was slippery. I almost fell because of it and if I really fell, I need to go to hospital again!!
“Misa!” Changmin acts hurrily and catch me. But, he’s the one who fell and pull me with him too and I land on him. Accidently, our lips meet. 3 minutes past but we didn’t move any single muscles. Our eyes meet and we stare at each other. My heart beats wildly and I feel like it’s going to jump from my chest any moment now.
‘Ding Dong… Ding Dong..’
The door’s bell bring me back to reality. I broke the kiss and get up from him. I feel my face is really hot and I know I was blushing madly now. I run to the door swiftly while Changmin get up and follow me after that.
“Hi Misa. Oh Changmin. You’re here too.” Shinhye greet us happily. I try to smile, and act like normal so that she can’t sense anything fishy.
“Oh Shinhye. I thought you were coming tonight.” I replied her while open the door widely for her.
“Since Shinhye is here, I think I’ll go now.” Changmin excused himself and walk out from my apartment. I gaze at him until he was no where to be seen. Shinhye looks at me and follow my eyes direction.
“What are you looking at?” (Shinhye)
I walk into my apartment, ignoring her. I darted to where the television remote sat on the end of table beside a sofa and sit on the sofa. I flipped the Tv on to a drama and nod to myself. Shinhye come and seetle down beside me.
“What happened between you two just now? I can see you blushing and awkward when opening the door. Did I interrupt you or something?” her question stunned me. My eyes shifted to Shinhye.
“What are you saying? I stammered, try to reply her. I try to look normal and really hard hiding the fact from her. Of course I don’t want her to know. If she knows, she will make that even small thing become worst!!
“I know something happened just now. Come on Misa. You’re not going to keep a secret from me won’t you?” I sigh heavily and try to pay attention to the TV but she keeps begging me and it’s really annoying me.
“Fine. You want to know? I just lost my very first kiss to the man that I don’t really know and I really hate.” I screamed at her and I realize I slipped a few things that she doesn’t know, a thing that I don’t want her to know. I can say anything that I can’t even imagine when I’m angry.
“How did that happened?” she totally stunned by my words.
“It just happened ok. Even I didn’t realize it. He try to catch me from falling and it happened. Stop asking me and I’m sorry for being to harsh. It just.. I don’t know” I get up slowly and slammed my room’s door. I still can feel his lips. Not even a man ever dare to kiss or touch me. I’m always acting cold towards men and I hate them.
Finally, I can go back to my lovely apartment. From the morning until now, I was just smiling. Maybe Anli thinks her unnie has gone mad. But like I care because today is my never ending happiness day!! The first reason is I can go back to my old life routine. Second, I don’t have to see that Changmin again!!
“Misa, how did you plan on going home?” umma asked me while she’s helping me packing all my things.
“I’ll just take cab to my apartment umma.” Well, that was my plan before umma 100% against with it.
“No you can’t. You’re going back to my house until you fully recover.” She fold her hands to her chest. Ok, her demanding aura is here again!!
“But umma.”
“No but.. This is my final decision.” I can’t get a word in edgeways. I release a heavy sigh and look at Anli with a help-me-please look. But, she just shrug and continue her work. No one dare to say no to my umma.
“Unnie, it’s better if you stay with us for awhile. Just for a few days ok.You don’t think about going back to work now right? I mean your hand still broke. You can’t do work with that hand. Besides, you’re not left handed.” I glare at Anli and make her stop talking. She smile nervously and continue packing again.
“Umma, I can take care of myself. Maybe I can ask Shinhye to stay with me for awhile. She hasn’t start working yet.” I stared at her in hope. She’s thinking for it. that’s what I can see from her face. I’m a very lucky person if she agree and going to be the miserable person if she disagree.
“Ok then. But, make sure Shinhye will be there with you.” I was like dreaming the moment she said that. She nods a few times after seeing me like an idiot with mouth open widely staring at her. Not just me, Anli also has stop packing and gape in antonishment.
“Hurry packing sweetie.” Umma poked Anli on her shoulder and bring her back out of her shock. I was laughing hard looking at her reaction just now. She sends me a death glare and I try hard not laugh.
“Ok, you’re finish right. Let’s go.” I grinned at her and walk quickly before her. I follow umma and put some distance between me and Anli since she’s still gazing at me.
At the hospital main door, once again, we bump to Changmin. He looks quite surprise looking at us. I bet he still have no idea about me get discharge today. I thought Anli already slipped that from her mouth. For the first time, she managed to keep something for secret and somehow, I feel so proud about it. Changmin walks towards us with a smile. Well, he always do that. I think he is a very cheerful person. Now, I have a bad feeling that something is going to happen.
“I didn’t know Misa is going to be discharge today. Well, since I’m already here, I can help send her home.” My eyes wide opens at his words. This is totally disaster. I’m sure my umma will always agree to whatever this annoying person in front of me say. Maybe he has curse something on my umma. ‘Aish, what am I thinking at this moment?’ I shook my head a few times.
“Yes, sure. Thank you Changmin. It’s so nice of you. If that the case, I don’t think I’ll be accompany you Misa. Shinhye is going to be there and I know Changmin is going to take care of you. So, I can go back to my shop.” Umma decision shock me. What is she trying to do? How can she trust Changmin so much? Maybe he’s a pervert or something for god sake!!
“Umma, I still haven’t call Shinhye yet.” I cut her words before she goes too far. I really haven’t call her. I was planning to call her when I’m already at my apartment.
“What? Misa, call her now.” She hurried me and gave me the phone. Half-heartedly, I dialed Shinhye’s number. I was hoping in my heart she will not pick up my call or maybe she can’t accompany me today but will come tomorrow or something that will have to make my umma accompany me at my apartment. If not, I need to go back with this annoying human in the universe.
“Hello.” Shinhye’s voice greet me. Why?? Why did you pick up Shinhye?? I was crying in my heart.
“Hello. Shinhye, Misa’s here. I need you help.” I glance at umma once and my eyes caught Changmin looking at me intently. I swiftly turn my back from him.
“What is it? You have be discharge right.”
“Yes. My umma asked me to stay with her but you know I don’t like it right. She told me I can go back to my apartment only if you can stay with me for a few days maybe weeks.” I explained to her in a breath. There’s a silent from her. Maybe she’s thinking.
“Okay then. I’ll go to your apartment in the evening or night. Is it okay?” No!!! I screamed in my heart. That’s mean I need to go back alone with him. I close my phone and turn to umma weakly.
“She’ll be there soon.” I utter in a low tone. Umma smile and excused herself. Anli follows her because she said she want to learn something. Her real reason is to get her revenge on me. She knows I don’t like Changmin.
“So, can we go now?” I glance at him and begin to walk although I have no idea where is his car.
“Excuse me. My car is over there.” He shouted at me and pointed to the other direction. I turn around and I can see he’s trying hard not to laugh.
“He’s better not laughing or he’s a dead meat.” I mutter slowly. We walk in a silence to his car. He open the car’s door for me. I roll my eyes looking at him acting like a gentleman. I sit silently, not planning to talk to him.
“Where’s your apartment?” After 5 minutes left the hospital, finally he asked me. I thought he’s not going to ask.
“Near Hug Café.” A simple answer came from me. I continue the silent and prefer to play with my memories. Suddenly, the moment of Shinhye and Changmin first met come to my mind. At that time Changmin already left after Junsu came and pick up Anli. I have no idea where did those two went.
*FLASHBACK*
“Misa, he’s so handsome ne.” Shinhye’s starting to drool over Changmin now I think. I just continue reading a magazine that Anli bought for me just now. I’m not entresting on her new crush on Changmin. I know she will over with him after this. That’s what always happened.
Shinhye grab the magazine from my hand. “Yah, what are you doing? I was reading that if you can see.”I try to grab it back but she put the magazine away from me. I pouted and fold my hand to my chest.
“Misa, don’t tell me you like Changmin and now you’re jealous of me.” her question make me frown. If I was drinking, I will spurt in right on her face. Where did she get that idea?
I stared at her with a blur face. “Are you out of your mind? Why should I fall in love with such an annoying person? He’s not even my type.” I replied her in a raised voice. It’s not like I’m angry, I just want her to understand me perfectly so she will not bring this matter up again. she chuckled lightly.
“Okay, I got it. I kind of like him since I knew DBSK. For me, he just too perfect and he’s about our age too.” Shinhye confession made me jerk a little. I feel some strange feeling. But what is it?
*End of Flashback*
Without even noticing it, I sigh heavily and somehow it attract Changmin. He glances at me, on the same time trying to focus on the road.the road was busy since it’s Saturday. How I wish I could escape from this busy road and go to my room now, enjoying every seconds of peaceful time. Usually I just sat at home, doing nothing on weekends. I really hate crowd but my work need me to be in the crowd.
“We’re here.” His voice wake me from my day-dreaming. Before I could open the door, Changmin already out, opening the door for me. why is he doing this to me? I stared at him, who’s getting all my bags from the car.
I walk into the building and feel so calm from the first time I step in it. I saw Mr.Kim, the security guard, smiling at me. “Miss Misa, glad you’re back again. Your umma has told me everything. Hope you will recover soon.”
“Thank you Mr.Kim.” I smiled at him and walk to the elevator. Mr.Kim has been a security guard since I moved here for a few years ago. We have become close since he help me a lot when I’m in trouble. I already feel like he’s my own father that I never want to remember. My apartment is on the 18th floor. We wait for the elevator reach it with silence. I don’t know why but today Changmin likes to be silent. Not like before this. It makes me feel awkward and totally strange.
I walk in front of him. If my hand is not broken, I’m gladly, will carried all the bags on my own. I feel uncomfortable having him carrying all the bags and I really don’t want him to know my place. Well, at least I’m not going to meet him after this.
“We’re here so thank you.” I faced him and smiled in dishonest. Well, clearly it show how much I want him to go. I try to take all the bags from him but he quickly put it away from me. I stare him angrily. “Can’t you just leave me now?”
“Don’t be stubborn. You can’t even open the door using this hand. Give me the key.” He gave me a cold, hard look. I was surprise by it and step away from the door. Giving him the key as he ask. He put all my things in a corner inside my apartment after that.
“Thanks.” Now, I feel totally awkward. He gives me his usual sweet smile. I wouldn’t say it’s heart-breaking since it’s nothing to me. really, sometime I feel like I don’t have a heart or feeling. I walk to my room but unfortunately the floor was slippery. I almost fell because of it and if I really fell, I need to go to hospital again!!
“Misa!” Changmin acts hurrily and catch me. But, he’s the one who fell and pull me with him too and I land on him. Accidently, our lips meet. 3 minutes past but we didn’t move any single muscles. Our eyes meet and we stare at each other. My heart beats wildly and I feel like it’s going to jump from my chest any moment now.
‘Ding Dong… Ding Dong..’
The door’s bell bring me back to reality. I broke the kiss and get up from him. I feel my face is really hot and I know I was blushing madly now. I run to the door swiftly while Changmin get up and follow me after that.
“Hi Misa. Oh Changmin. You’re here too.” Shinhye greet us happily. I try to smile, and act like normal so that she can’t sense anything fishy.
“Oh Shinhye. I thought you were coming tonight.” I replied her while open the door widely for her.
“Since Shinhye is here, I think I’ll go now.” Changmin excused himself and walk out from my apartment. I gaze at him until he was no where to be seen. Shinhye looks at me and follow my eyes direction.
“What are you looking at?” (Shinhye)
I walk into my apartment, ignoring her. I darted to where the television remote sat on the end of table beside a sofa and sit on the sofa. I flipped the Tv on to a drama and nod to myself. Shinhye come and seetle down beside me.
“What happened between you two just now? I can see you blushing and awkward when opening the door. Did I interrupt you or something?” her question stunned me. My eyes shifted to Shinhye.
“What are you saying? I stammered, try to reply her. I try to look normal and really hard hiding the fact from her. Of course I don’t want her to know. If she knows, she will make that even small thing become worst!!
“I know something happened just now. Come on Misa. You’re not going to keep a secret from me won’t you?” I sigh heavily and try to pay attention to the TV but she keeps begging me and it’s really annoying me.
“Fine. You want to know? I just lost my very first kiss to the man that I don’t really know and I really hate.” I screamed at her and I realize I slipped a few things that she doesn’t know, a thing that I don’t want her to know. I can say anything that I can’t even imagine when I’m angry.
“How did that happened?” she totally stunned by my words.
“It just happened ok. Even I didn’t realize it. He try to catch me from falling and it happened. Stop asking me and I’m sorry for being to harsh. It just.. I don’t know” I get up slowly and slammed my room’s door. I still can feel his lips. Not even a man ever dare to kiss or touch me. I’m always acting cold towards men and I hate them.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Chapter 5
Misa’s POV
I opened my eyes slowly. I try to find Changmin in every corner of my room but I end up in dissapoinment. Why I need to dissapoint?? I should be happy!! What’s wrong with me now!!
“Ohh unnie. You’re awake.” Anli come to my side and help me to sit. She looks at me when my eyes wandering all over the room like I was searching for something.
“If you’re looking for Changmin oppa, he left about 45 minutes ago with Yoochun and Junsu oppa. Unnie, can I ask you something?” she looked at me with her eyes open widely. It’s so scary and I almost fall from my bed.
“What do you think you’re doing?? Are you trying to kill me here Anli??” I hit her on her shoulder and pouted at her. She chuckle lightly as she know I’m just joking with her. Then, her serious face come again. She does looks like umma when she make that face.
“Ok, what do you want to ask me?” I go along with her expression. She rarely use that face with me unless she really curious about something.
“Did you fall in love with Changmin oppa?” her question make my jaw drop. What is she talking about? I stare at her confusedly as she’s smiling playfully.
“What are you talking about? Me? Falling in love with Changmin? No way. All he can do is getting on my nerves. I felt like crushing him into pieces when he’s here.” I explained to her with annoying tone.
“Okay unnie. It’s up to you. But, why are you looking at him when you’re awake? And your face tell me that you’re disappointed.” She grinned widely and wink at me. I try to pinch her but she ran away quickly.
“Stop disturbing me okay. Oh, I forgot to tell you earlier. Shinhye is here. She just arrived here just now. She’ll come and visit me tomorrow morning. You have class tomorrow?” She jumped on my bed when she heard Shinhye name.
“Unnie, you’re not kidding right? She’s back? I can’t wait to see her again.” She smiled happily and pinch my cheeks before jumped off.
“Yah, you want to die? You know I hate people pinch my cheeks.” I touched my cheeks that just turn red because of Anli pinch.
“Sorry unnie. Umma called me earlier. She said she’s going to be late tonight.” Anli lay down on the couch and close her eyes. I think she’s asleep now. She’s really a sleepy head since young.
Changmin’s POV
‘Why you have to be sad if she really hate you? Don’t tell me you have fall in love with her.’ Yoochun hyung’s voice keep repeating in my mind. I was sitting on my bed in my room. Still thinking about Yoochun hyung words moment ago.
We reached our apartment a few minutes ago. I walked straight to my room without greet Jaejoong hyung and Yunho hyung who were sitting at the living room. I’m sure they’re completely puzzled with me.
“Am I falling in love with Misa? That can’t be happening. She’s been treating me coldly from the first time we met.” I’m mumbled it to myself. But I think what Yoochun hyung said was true. I am falling in love with her. In fact, I have fallen for her from the first time I visited her at the hospital.
“Arghhhh….” I shouted loudly. My head is spinning and I feel so confuse. Is this love? I fell asleep while thinking about Misa and my feeling towards her.
Yoochun’s POV
I sighed heavily and sit on sofa beside Jaejoong. He looks at me, waiting for an answer. Changmin has left to his room silently while Junsu and Yunho disappear to the kitchen.
“Chun, what’s wrong with Changmin now?” after a few minutes of silence, Jaejoong seems impatient.
“Nothing. He just need some times on his own to figure out his true feeling. He’s completely confuss now so let him be.” I stood up and walk to my room, leaving Jaejoong who is absolutely lost with my explanation. I can hear his voice, shouting something when I shut the door.
End of Yoochun’s POV
“Yoochun hyung!!!!” Changmin was shouting early in the morning. He search for Yoochun all around their apartment. Yunho come out from his room, rubbing his eyes and look at Changmin with anger. It’s bad!!!
“Yah Changmin. What are you doing shouting like crazy people early morning??” Yunho’s voice shocked Changmin who’s standing like a stone in front of Yoochun’s room. Changmin pouts and ignore Yunho. He keeps shouting for Yoochun. Yunho moves toward him and hit Changmin’s head hard. That’s make Changmin shouts in pain.
“Yah hyung. What’s that for? Can’t you see I’m busy waking Yoochun hyung up? He’s such a sleep head!!” Changmin yelled Yunho and continue to wake Yoochun up. After a few seconds, the door was open and there’s Yoochun, with his eyes half open.
“What are you two doing this early in front of my room? I’m trying to sleep here.” Yoochun was going to close the door but Changmin obstruct him and push the door widely. Changmin enter the room with Yunho who is curios to know what had happened.
“Hyung, what will happen if I really fall in love with Misa?” Changmin asked Yoochun straightly. From half open, Yoochun’s eyes open widely and he stare at Changmin in disbelief. Yunho seems to be amaze by Changmin words and totally speechless.
“What did you just say Min?” Yunho finally recover from his speechless time. Changmin blush a little. He didn’t notice that Yunho was there all this time. Yoochun burst out laughing, looking at Changmin’s blush and Yunho’s reaction.
“Hyung, stop laughing will you? And Yunho hyung, why are you following me to Yoochun’s room? Go back to your room and continue with your precious sleep!!” Changmin pouted and look at Yoochun who has stop laughing but still grinning widely.
“Changmin, what did you mean by what will happen if you really fall in love with Misa? You’re trying to tell me that you’ve finally fall in love with her?” Yoochun turned serious straight away. He looks at Changmin without surprise, like he already knowing about it but it’s difference with Yunho. He drops his jaw and look intently at Changmin.
“Maybe. But I’m not sure. It just, I feel like I want to be with her all the time and I nearly kiss her yesterday.” Changmin confessed in a low tone but clearly heard by Yoochun and Yunho who already astonish by the words.
“What happen to you Changmin? This is the first time I heard something like this from your mouth. If Yoochun told me like that, I’m not going to be this shock. But you!!! Are you the real Changmin? Or where did you put my Changmin?” Changmin rolled his eyes. Yoochun already lay on his bed, clutching his stomach while rolling on his bed, laughing hard.
“Yunho, what drama did you watch last night? I think you have watch too many drama. Stop being wacky now. Poor our Changmin here. This is the first time he’s falling in love and you’re saying his an alien now?” Yoochun, for the uncount times, laughing while clutching his stomach. Changmin looks down and blushing.
“Chun, what did you say just now? Changmin-ah, you’re falling in love?? With who?” suddenly Jaejoong and Junsu appear from no where, attacking Changmin on the same time. Changmin almost jumped towards Yunho.
“Yah hyung, where did you come from? When did you wake up and peeping on us?” Changmin asked and at the same time, he’s pushing Jaejoong and Junsu away from him. Both of them back away and sit on Yoochun’s bed.
“Sorry. Yoochun was laughing loudly and before that, I think anyone could hear you and Yunho’s voice shouting like crazy, so can you tell me how we can sleep? Now, we want a full explanation quickly!!.” Junsu smiled evilly and raised one of his eyebrow. Changmin give Yoochun a death glare.
“Yoochun hyung, thanks for making the whole apartment know about it.” (Min)
“No problem. It’s my pleasure.” Yoochun grinned and move away from Changmin before he get hit or worst by the mean Changmin.
“We’re waiting here.” (Jae)
“I’ll explain since Changmin will go blushy when he do it.” Yoochun laugh again and stop when he caught Changmin eyes looking like he’s going to eat Yoochun in any moment. “Ok, actually, our sweet and innocent maknae here has fall in love with Misa and I can guess that it’s first sight love.” All of them look at Yoochun seriously. But then, Junsu suddenly laugh. 8 pairs of eyes now concentrate on him.
“Sorry. It just, I can’t help but to laugh. Changmin and Misa? You got to be kidding me.” Junsu grinned and gaze at Changmin who has pout. Yunho and Jaejoong punch both of Junsu’s shoulders and make him frown because of the pain.
“Yah, can’t you be more careful when you’re speaking? Or you want to die early?” (Jae)
Junsu grinned and ran out of the room quickly. Changmin eyes follow Junsu movement like he’s going to attack him any minutes. “Hyung, I’m going to the hospital now.” Changmin get up and walk silently to the main door.
“Changmin, it’s still early. Maybe Misa hasn’t awake yet. And how do you think you’re going there? You still can’t drive.” Jaejoong approach Changmin. The other just watch from Yoochun’s room since his room is just a few feet from the main door.
“I think I’ll try to drive again. Maybe after Misa has recover, I can drive again. I think I’ll go visit my family first. It’s been a while.” Changmin gave a smile and went out from their apartment.
Changmin’s POV
“Ok, try to relax Changmin. You can do it.” I release the hand break after believe in myself. With the toe of my shoe, I gently nudged the gas pedal down, and the car shot forward. I manage to overcome my phobia. I drove down a road that has been familiar to me for years. Usually, I take almost 5 or 6 months to visit them. Sometime I just met them once a year since my debut with DBSK. Our schedule are always pack with concert, training, interviews, and other activities. We just sleep for 4 or 5 hours a day. When I can’t sleep at night, I will turn out to be panda in a few days after that.
I park my car behind my appa’s car. My dongsaeng’s car also there, maybe they don’t have class today. With 2 little sisters, I’ve been raised in Seoul since I was baby. Both of my dongsaeng are studying in a local university. Actually, they’re twins.
“Morning. Anyone home?” I have a spare key to my parents house. They know I’ll be back without informing them first. I step inside and dashed to the kitchen. My umma is preparing breakfast and I’m such a lucky. It’s been a while since I ate her cooks. I sneak up on her and hug her from back. She was not surprise, like she has been waiting for me.
“Shin Changmin, what do you think you’re doing?” I can guess she’s smiling from the way she’s talking to me. I chuckled and move to the table.
“Umma, what are you making? I’m kinda hungry now. By the way, where’s appa?” there’s a sound of someone walking down the stairs and I can tell it’s my appa. If it’s my dongsaeng, they’re not going to be that silence. Like I guess, my appa enter the kitchen and his eyes caught me, looking at him with a grin.
“What did you dreamt last night until you’re here today? And so early in the morning?” he smiled at me and sat beside me. His cloth is simple, mean he’s not going to work today.
“I just want to visit you before going to the hospital.” Umma put a plate of sandwiches in front of us and without waiting longer, I grab them and stuff it into my mouth. “Where’s Haebin and Yeonyi?” I continued once finish eating a few sandwiches.
“They’re upstair. I think they don’t have class today. So, how’s Misa?” umma answered and at the same time ask me about Misa. I glance at the stairs once I heard voices talking or mumbling about something loudly.
“You know I don’t like it. Ohh!!” two girls enter the kitchen and look at me in surprise. Quickly, they run towards me while screaming. “Oppa”
“Yah, are you trying to kill me. I can’t breath.” They hugged me and backed away once I’m whimpering. They’re grinning and kiss me on the cheek.
“Oppa, I miss you so much. What did you do until you don’t have time to check on us. And what happen to Misa unnie, oppa??” Haebin sit next to me and start eating while Yeonyi open the refrigerator, grabbing her favourite drink.
“Haebin, you know I’m busy with the other. Umm, Misa has woke up 2 days ago. I’m going to visit her today. Wanna join me Haebin, Yeonyi? Beside, Anli is going to be there too.” I thought maybe they would love to join me since Haebin and Yeonyi really close to Anli after that incident night. It’s kinda strange how the girls could be so close in just one night.
“Sure, we love too. I haven’t met with Anli since that night.” Yeonyi answered while eating her breakfast. She’s just like me. When it comes to food, no one can disturb us.
“Ok. Finish your breakfast and we’ll go there. Before that I need to but something for her.” I continued eating without realizing Haebin and Yeonyi looking at me weirdly and after that a smile crack on their face.
Misa’s POV
It’s 8am. I lay on my bed, thinking about something. I received a call from Shinhye before this. She told me she’ll be here in any minutes. It’s so boring be in hospital. I can’t do anything I like and I’ve miss my work!!
And then the door was open and the doctor, who I can’t remember her name, step inside my room. She gives me a sweet smile and greet me while looking at my health report. “Misa, how are you today?”
“I’m feeling healthy as a horse doc. Doc, when I’ll be discharge?” she looks me and then smiling again. I wait for her answer patiently.
“I think you can go out the day after tomorrow. There’s nothing wrong with your health and you just need to wait for your hand to heal.” I was about to jump off my bed and hug her. But I keep it in my heart and smile hugely.
“Thank you doc.” After that, she excused herself to visit other patients. I can’t wait to go out!! While I’m enjoying my happy time, suddenly, Anli and Shinhye enter the room. Without waiting any minutes, Shinhye come to me and hug me tightly.
“Misa, I miss you so much. How are you?” (Shinhye)
“Shinhye!! Miss you too. I’m fine. Just broke my hand and I’m going to be discharge the day after tomorrow!!” She look at me with a pair of wide eyes.. She looks so funny. Like a cute bear. Shinhye has a very cute face..
She owns a pair of slanted eyes that can make people look twice at her. Her hair was wavy but she always keeps it pony-tail. I always asked her to free her hair but she insisted keeping it the way she used to. Her rosy bud lips always make others go crazy over her. Well, she was the centre of the attention back at our high schooling days. Many boys confessed to her but she never accepted even one of them. When I asked her why, she just smiled at me.
“Unnie!! You’re going to be discharge soon? I got to tell umma first.” Anli took her phone and quickly dial a number. A few seconds waiting, finally someone pick up her call as Anli greet her happily.
“Umma!! Unnie going to be discharge the day after tomorrow!!” Anli was smiling happily. She ended the call after talking for a few minutes.
“Umma is on her way here.” (Anli)
“How can you get involve with the accident?” Shinhye looked straight to my eyes. That’s mean she really want to know the real thing and I can’t avoid but to tell her everything from A to Z.
“It’s my fault. I crossed the road without checking first.” I know I need to hear her long lecture today. She’s not going to stop until she’s satisfied.
“Anyway, you hit you actually? Did he/she came visit you?” I rolled my eyes. She’s going to be the FBI now.. Anli just look at us and giggle at the way Shinhye’s talking to me. I didn’t expect her to see me in this way.
Before I could answer her, for the umpteenth tines, the door was open again. I rolled my eyes when I saw the person come in and smiling at me sweetly. It’s him again!! What’s more shocking is there’s two girls walking behind him. Who are they?
“Anli, long time no see you ne. So, how are you?” the two girls move toward Anli and hug her. Then, they look at me, smiling and come near me.
“Hi Misa unnie. We haven’t know each other right. I’m Haebin and this is my twin, Yeonyi. Both of us are Changmin oppa’s dongsaeng.” I smiled at them and bow a little. My eyes move to Shinhye. She is looking, more to staring at Changmin. I’m sure she knows him. I mean, who didn’t know Shim Changmin. I nudge her at her hand but her eyes still focus on him.
“Shinhye.” I whispered her name slowly. But, she still looking at Changmin, who’s talking to Anli near the sofa. After trying to nudge her but fail, I pinch her cheecks hardly.
“Qww, what’s that for?” She screamed at me in pain. I pinched her lips together with my thumb and finger. Shinhye try to pull my hand away. I grin at her and let go of her lips.
“Why are you staring him?” I asked her immediately. She looks at me weirdly. What’s that question for Misa??? I thought it in my head.
“No reason.” She turned her face away from me but I managed to catch her face. She’s blushing madly.
“You know him Misa?” we talk in a low tone, not wanting anyone to hear us.
“So what if I do?” I try to see her reaction by my words. I answered her perfunctorily. Her eyes become even wider.
“Don’t you want to introduce me to him? To the famous Shim Changmin?” she gaves me a puppy eyes that I really can’t take. I sigh heavily before agree with her. I don’t want her to sulk on our first meeting.
“Umm, why did you come again?” I try to make a conversation with him before make Shinhye’s wish. Changmin looks at me while grinning. His sisters and Anli have gone to the café while ago. That’s why I asked that kind of question.
“Why? I can’t visit you?” My question was reply with another question. Now, he really makes me annoy with him again.
“I didn’t said that. By the way, this is my best friend, Shinhye.” Changmin looks at Shinhye and give out his hand with his sweet smile. I can guess it’s enough to melt Shinhye’s heart.
“Hi, I’m Shim Changmin.”
“Hi, I’m Shinhye. Kim Shinye. Nice meeting you.” They shook hands. The way Shinhye stares at Changmin is strange and she looks like didn’t want to let go of Changmin’s hand while ago.
I opened my eyes slowly. I try to find Changmin in every corner of my room but I end up in dissapoinment. Why I need to dissapoint?? I should be happy!! What’s wrong with me now!!
“Ohh unnie. You’re awake.” Anli come to my side and help me to sit. She looks at me when my eyes wandering all over the room like I was searching for something.
“If you’re looking for Changmin oppa, he left about 45 minutes ago with Yoochun and Junsu oppa. Unnie, can I ask you something?” she looked at me with her eyes open widely. It’s so scary and I almost fall from my bed.
“What do you think you’re doing?? Are you trying to kill me here Anli??” I hit her on her shoulder and pouted at her. She chuckle lightly as she know I’m just joking with her. Then, her serious face come again. She does looks like umma when she make that face.
“Ok, what do you want to ask me?” I go along with her expression. She rarely use that face with me unless she really curious about something.
“Did you fall in love with Changmin oppa?” her question make my jaw drop. What is she talking about? I stare at her confusedly as she’s smiling playfully.
“What are you talking about? Me? Falling in love with Changmin? No way. All he can do is getting on my nerves. I felt like crushing him into pieces when he’s here.” I explained to her with annoying tone.
“Okay unnie. It’s up to you. But, why are you looking at him when you’re awake? And your face tell me that you’re disappointed.” She grinned widely and wink at me. I try to pinch her but she ran away quickly.
“Stop disturbing me okay. Oh, I forgot to tell you earlier. Shinhye is here. She just arrived here just now. She’ll come and visit me tomorrow morning. You have class tomorrow?” She jumped on my bed when she heard Shinhye name.
“Unnie, you’re not kidding right? She’s back? I can’t wait to see her again.” She smiled happily and pinch my cheeks before jumped off.
“Yah, you want to die? You know I hate people pinch my cheeks.” I touched my cheeks that just turn red because of Anli pinch.
“Sorry unnie. Umma called me earlier. She said she’s going to be late tonight.” Anli lay down on the couch and close her eyes. I think she’s asleep now. She’s really a sleepy head since young.
Changmin’s POV
‘Why you have to be sad if she really hate you? Don’t tell me you have fall in love with her.’ Yoochun hyung’s voice keep repeating in my mind. I was sitting on my bed in my room. Still thinking about Yoochun hyung words moment ago.
We reached our apartment a few minutes ago. I walked straight to my room without greet Jaejoong hyung and Yunho hyung who were sitting at the living room. I’m sure they’re completely puzzled with me.
“Am I falling in love with Misa? That can’t be happening. She’s been treating me coldly from the first time we met.” I’m mumbled it to myself. But I think what Yoochun hyung said was true. I am falling in love with her. In fact, I have fallen for her from the first time I visited her at the hospital.
“Arghhhh….” I shouted loudly. My head is spinning and I feel so confuse. Is this love? I fell asleep while thinking about Misa and my feeling towards her.
Yoochun’s POV
I sighed heavily and sit on sofa beside Jaejoong. He looks at me, waiting for an answer. Changmin has left to his room silently while Junsu and Yunho disappear to the kitchen.
“Chun, what’s wrong with Changmin now?” after a few minutes of silence, Jaejoong seems impatient.
“Nothing. He just need some times on his own to figure out his true feeling. He’s completely confuss now so let him be.” I stood up and walk to my room, leaving Jaejoong who is absolutely lost with my explanation. I can hear his voice, shouting something when I shut the door.
End of Yoochun’s POV
“Yoochun hyung!!!!” Changmin was shouting early in the morning. He search for Yoochun all around their apartment. Yunho come out from his room, rubbing his eyes and look at Changmin with anger. It’s bad!!!
“Yah Changmin. What are you doing shouting like crazy people early morning??” Yunho’s voice shocked Changmin who’s standing like a stone in front of Yoochun’s room. Changmin pouts and ignore Yunho. He keeps shouting for Yoochun. Yunho moves toward him and hit Changmin’s head hard. That’s make Changmin shouts in pain.
“Yah hyung. What’s that for? Can’t you see I’m busy waking Yoochun hyung up? He’s such a sleep head!!” Changmin yelled Yunho and continue to wake Yoochun up. After a few seconds, the door was open and there’s Yoochun, with his eyes half open.
“What are you two doing this early in front of my room? I’m trying to sleep here.” Yoochun was going to close the door but Changmin obstruct him and push the door widely. Changmin enter the room with Yunho who is curios to know what had happened.
“Hyung, what will happen if I really fall in love with Misa?” Changmin asked Yoochun straightly. From half open, Yoochun’s eyes open widely and he stare at Changmin in disbelief. Yunho seems to be amaze by Changmin words and totally speechless.
“What did you just say Min?” Yunho finally recover from his speechless time. Changmin blush a little. He didn’t notice that Yunho was there all this time. Yoochun burst out laughing, looking at Changmin’s blush and Yunho’s reaction.
“Hyung, stop laughing will you? And Yunho hyung, why are you following me to Yoochun’s room? Go back to your room and continue with your precious sleep!!” Changmin pouted and look at Yoochun who has stop laughing but still grinning widely.
“Changmin, what did you mean by what will happen if you really fall in love with Misa? You’re trying to tell me that you’ve finally fall in love with her?” Yoochun turned serious straight away. He looks at Changmin without surprise, like he already knowing about it but it’s difference with Yunho. He drops his jaw and look intently at Changmin.
“Maybe. But I’m not sure. It just, I feel like I want to be with her all the time and I nearly kiss her yesterday.” Changmin confessed in a low tone but clearly heard by Yoochun and Yunho who already astonish by the words.
“What happen to you Changmin? This is the first time I heard something like this from your mouth. If Yoochun told me like that, I’m not going to be this shock. But you!!! Are you the real Changmin? Or where did you put my Changmin?” Changmin rolled his eyes. Yoochun already lay on his bed, clutching his stomach while rolling on his bed, laughing hard.
“Yunho, what drama did you watch last night? I think you have watch too many drama. Stop being wacky now. Poor our Changmin here. This is the first time he’s falling in love and you’re saying his an alien now?” Yoochun, for the uncount times, laughing while clutching his stomach. Changmin looks down and blushing.
“Chun, what did you say just now? Changmin-ah, you’re falling in love?? With who?” suddenly Jaejoong and Junsu appear from no where, attacking Changmin on the same time. Changmin almost jumped towards Yunho.
“Yah hyung, where did you come from? When did you wake up and peeping on us?” Changmin asked and at the same time, he’s pushing Jaejoong and Junsu away from him. Both of them back away and sit on Yoochun’s bed.
“Sorry. Yoochun was laughing loudly and before that, I think anyone could hear you and Yunho’s voice shouting like crazy, so can you tell me how we can sleep? Now, we want a full explanation quickly!!.” Junsu smiled evilly and raised one of his eyebrow. Changmin give Yoochun a death glare.
“Yoochun hyung, thanks for making the whole apartment know about it.” (Min)
“No problem. It’s my pleasure.” Yoochun grinned and move away from Changmin before he get hit or worst by the mean Changmin.
“We’re waiting here.” (Jae)
“I’ll explain since Changmin will go blushy when he do it.” Yoochun laugh again and stop when he caught Changmin eyes looking like he’s going to eat Yoochun in any moment. “Ok, actually, our sweet and innocent maknae here has fall in love with Misa and I can guess that it’s first sight love.” All of them look at Yoochun seriously. But then, Junsu suddenly laugh. 8 pairs of eyes now concentrate on him.
“Sorry. It just, I can’t help but to laugh. Changmin and Misa? You got to be kidding me.” Junsu grinned and gaze at Changmin who has pout. Yunho and Jaejoong punch both of Junsu’s shoulders and make him frown because of the pain.
“Yah, can’t you be more careful when you’re speaking? Or you want to die early?” (Jae)
Junsu grinned and ran out of the room quickly. Changmin eyes follow Junsu movement like he’s going to attack him any minutes. “Hyung, I’m going to the hospital now.” Changmin get up and walk silently to the main door.
“Changmin, it’s still early. Maybe Misa hasn’t awake yet. And how do you think you’re going there? You still can’t drive.” Jaejoong approach Changmin. The other just watch from Yoochun’s room since his room is just a few feet from the main door.
“I think I’ll try to drive again. Maybe after Misa has recover, I can drive again. I think I’ll go visit my family first. It’s been a while.” Changmin gave a smile and went out from their apartment.
Changmin’s POV
“Ok, try to relax Changmin. You can do it.” I release the hand break after believe in myself. With the toe of my shoe, I gently nudged the gas pedal down, and the car shot forward. I manage to overcome my phobia. I drove down a road that has been familiar to me for years. Usually, I take almost 5 or 6 months to visit them. Sometime I just met them once a year since my debut with DBSK. Our schedule are always pack with concert, training, interviews, and other activities. We just sleep for 4 or 5 hours a day. When I can’t sleep at night, I will turn out to be panda in a few days after that.
I park my car behind my appa’s car. My dongsaeng’s car also there, maybe they don’t have class today. With 2 little sisters, I’ve been raised in Seoul since I was baby. Both of my dongsaeng are studying in a local university. Actually, they’re twins.
“Morning. Anyone home?” I have a spare key to my parents house. They know I’ll be back without informing them first. I step inside and dashed to the kitchen. My umma is preparing breakfast and I’m such a lucky. It’s been a while since I ate her cooks. I sneak up on her and hug her from back. She was not surprise, like she has been waiting for me.
“Shin Changmin, what do you think you’re doing?” I can guess she’s smiling from the way she’s talking to me. I chuckled and move to the table.
“Umma, what are you making? I’m kinda hungry now. By the way, where’s appa?” there’s a sound of someone walking down the stairs and I can tell it’s my appa. If it’s my dongsaeng, they’re not going to be that silence. Like I guess, my appa enter the kitchen and his eyes caught me, looking at him with a grin.
“What did you dreamt last night until you’re here today? And so early in the morning?” he smiled at me and sat beside me. His cloth is simple, mean he’s not going to work today.
“I just want to visit you before going to the hospital.” Umma put a plate of sandwiches in front of us and without waiting longer, I grab them and stuff it into my mouth. “Where’s Haebin and Yeonyi?” I continued once finish eating a few sandwiches.
“They’re upstair. I think they don’t have class today. So, how’s Misa?” umma answered and at the same time ask me about Misa. I glance at the stairs once I heard voices talking or mumbling about something loudly.
“You know I don’t like it. Ohh!!” two girls enter the kitchen and look at me in surprise. Quickly, they run towards me while screaming. “Oppa”
“Yah, are you trying to kill me. I can’t breath.” They hugged me and backed away once I’m whimpering. They’re grinning and kiss me on the cheek.
“Oppa, I miss you so much. What did you do until you don’t have time to check on us. And what happen to Misa unnie, oppa??” Haebin sit next to me and start eating while Yeonyi open the refrigerator, grabbing her favourite drink.
“Haebin, you know I’m busy with the other. Umm, Misa has woke up 2 days ago. I’m going to visit her today. Wanna join me Haebin, Yeonyi? Beside, Anli is going to be there too.” I thought maybe they would love to join me since Haebin and Yeonyi really close to Anli after that incident night. It’s kinda strange how the girls could be so close in just one night.
“Sure, we love too. I haven’t met with Anli since that night.” Yeonyi answered while eating her breakfast. She’s just like me. When it comes to food, no one can disturb us.
“Ok. Finish your breakfast and we’ll go there. Before that I need to but something for her.” I continued eating without realizing Haebin and Yeonyi looking at me weirdly and after that a smile crack on their face.
Misa’s POV
It’s 8am. I lay on my bed, thinking about something. I received a call from Shinhye before this. She told me she’ll be here in any minutes. It’s so boring be in hospital. I can’t do anything I like and I’ve miss my work!!
‘Knock..knock..’
And then the door was open and the doctor, who I can’t remember her name, step inside my room. She gives me a sweet smile and greet me while looking at my health report. “Misa, how are you today?”
“I’m feeling healthy as a horse doc. Doc, when I’ll be discharge?” she looks me and then smiling again. I wait for her answer patiently.
“I think you can go out the day after tomorrow. There’s nothing wrong with your health and you just need to wait for your hand to heal.” I was about to jump off my bed and hug her. But I keep it in my heart and smile hugely.
“Thank you doc.” After that, she excused herself to visit other patients. I can’t wait to go out!! While I’m enjoying my happy time, suddenly, Anli and Shinhye enter the room. Without waiting any minutes, Shinhye come to me and hug me tightly.
“Misa, I miss you so much. How are you?” (Shinhye)
“Shinhye!! Miss you too. I’m fine. Just broke my hand and I’m going to be discharge the day after tomorrow!!” She look at me with a pair of wide eyes.. She looks so funny. Like a cute bear. Shinhye has a very cute face..
She owns a pair of slanted eyes that can make people look twice at her. Her hair was wavy but she always keeps it pony-tail. I always asked her to free her hair but she insisted keeping it the way she used to. Her rosy bud lips always make others go crazy over her. Well, she was the centre of the attention back at our high schooling days. Many boys confessed to her but she never accepted even one of them. When I asked her why, she just smiled at me.
“Unnie!! You’re going to be discharge soon? I got to tell umma first.” Anli took her phone and quickly dial a number. A few seconds waiting, finally someone pick up her call as Anli greet her happily.
“Umma!! Unnie going to be discharge the day after tomorrow!!” Anli was smiling happily. She ended the call after talking for a few minutes.
“Umma is on her way here.” (Anli)
“How can you get involve with the accident?” Shinhye looked straight to my eyes. That’s mean she really want to know the real thing and I can’t avoid but to tell her everything from A to Z.
“It’s my fault. I crossed the road without checking first.” I know I need to hear her long lecture today. She’s not going to stop until she’s satisfied.
“Anyway, you hit you actually? Did he/she came visit you?” I rolled my eyes. She’s going to be the FBI now.. Anli just look at us and giggle at the way Shinhye’s talking to me. I didn’t expect her to see me in this way.
Before I could answer her, for the umpteenth tines, the door was open again. I rolled my eyes when I saw the person come in and smiling at me sweetly. It’s him again!! What’s more shocking is there’s two girls walking behind him. Who are they?
“Anli, long time no see you ne. So, how are you?” the two girls move toward Anli and hug her. Then, they look at me, smiling and come near me.
“Hi Misa unnie. We haven’t know each other right. I’m Haebin and this is my twin, Yeonyi. Both of us are Changmin oppa’s dongsaeng.” I smiled at them and bow a little. My eyes move to Shinhye. She is looking, more to staring at Changmin. I’m sure she knows him. I mean, who didn’t know Shim Changmin. I nudge her at her hand but her eyes still focus on him.
“Shinhye.” I whispered her name slowly. But, she still looking at Changmin, who’s talking to Anli near the sofa. After trying to nudge her but fail, I pinch her cheecks hardly.
“Qww, what’s that for?” She screamed at me in pain. I pinched her lips together with my thumb and finger. Shinhye try to pull my hand away. I grin at her and let go of her lips.
“Why are you staring him?” I asked her immediately. She looks at me weirdly. What’s that question for Misa??? I thought it in my head.
“No reason.” She turned her face away from me but I managed to catch her face. She’s blushing madly.
“You know him Misa?” we talk in a low tone, not wanting anyone to hear us.
“So what if I do?” I try to see her reaction by my words. I answered her perfunctorily. Her eyes become even wider.
“Don’t you want to introduce me to him? To the famous Shim Changmin?” she gaves me a puppy eyes that I really can’t take. I sigh heavily before agree with her. I don’t want her to sulk on our first meeting.
“Umm, why did you come again?” I try to make a conversation with him before make Shinhye’s wish. Changmin looks at me while grinning. His sisters and Anli have gone to the café while ago. That’s why I asked that kind of question.
“Why? I can’t visit you?” My question was reply with another question. Now, he really makes me annoy with him again.
“I didn’t said that. By the way, this is my best friend, Shinhye.” Changmin looks at Shinhye and give out his hand with his sweet smile. I can guess it’s enough to melt Shinhye’s heart.
“Hi, I’m Shim Changmin.”
“Hi, I’m Shinhye. Kim Shinye. Nice meeting you.” They shook hands. The way Shinhye stares at Changmin is strange and she looks like didn’t want to let go of Changmin’s hand while ago.
Friday, September 11, 2009
You're My Love [One Shot]
“Yunho, I’ve fall in love with you.” Finally, I managed to confess my feeling to him. I’ve been keeping this feeling from the first time we met. We’ve become best friend and classmates almost 2 years.
It’s the first day at high school. My parents just went home after they finished registered me at the office. I make my way to my class and hoping to see some faces that I’ll reconigze. I arrange my steps perfectly so I can avoid anything bad happen. Suddenly..
“Ouch.” I cried loudly and fall to the ground.
“I’m sorry. I’m in a hurry. Mianhae.” The boy just run quickly without even try to help me stand up again after he bumped me. I couldn’t take a good look at his face.
“Are you alright?” on the spur of the moment, there’s a voice coming from my back. I sigh heavily and turn to face the voice. What I see is a boy, very tall boy, standing with a sweet smile behind me. I was stunned by his smile for a while.
“Oh, I’m.. I’m fine.” I become nervous and my heart beat fast when he offer his hand to help me. Without thinking any further, I accept his help and take his hand.
“I’m sorry about my friend. He’s in a hurry. Hope you don’t mind him.” Again, he gave me his sweet and heartbreaking smile.
‘OMO, I’m going to have a nosebleed here!!’ I placed my hand at my heart and feel my heart beats wildly. I hope he can’t hear it. I never felt this way before with other boys. What is this mean?
“Hey, are you all right? Your face look pale.” he looked at me worriedly. My face look pale? Hah, when does my face look pale? I hurriedly touch my face and place my hand on my forehead to feel my body temperature. Ok, I’m not sick.
“No, I’m just fine. Thanks for your help anyway. If you please excuse me. I need to go to my class.” I excused myself quickly before I make any embarrassing scene in front of him. I walked away without waiting for his answer.
In a few minutes, I found my class and enter it. The class almost full with students. As my eyes wandering around the class, a girl’s voice that I really recognize shout my name. I stare her with a wide open eyes and pinch my cheek. Ok, it’s hurt. So, it’s really Hajin.
“Anli, we’re on the same class again!!” she jumped to me happily and drag me into the class. She introduce me to the class.
“Hi all. This is my best friend. Her name is Anli. So, greet her properly okay. Or you’re going to regret it later.” Hajin, a very cheerful girl. She always jokes around and never serious about something except if she’s really mad or curious. So, she easily fit in any situation.
“Hi Anli.” All the students greet me with a smile. It makes me relief. I reply with a very simple smile and bow a little. I stare at my new classmates one by one. After I reach at a face, I stop for a while. He’s also staring at me with his sweet smile again!!
“Hi Anli. We meet again. By the way, this is my friend that bumped with you earlier, Kim Jaejoong. These 3 are also my friends. They’re want to accompany me although I’ve been telling them not to do so.” He glare at his friends. After that, they introduce themselves one by one to Hajin and me. From that moment, we’ve become best friends.
“I’m sorry Anli but I only think you as my best friends. Not more than that.” His words sent me back to where we were just now. The confession thing is Hajin’s idea. I’m very dubious about it at first but she kept force me.
“It’s fine. At least you come clean with me about it.” I smiled bitterly at him. I’m so ashame!! How can I face him after this? I look down, can’t face him anymore.
“I hope our friendship will not be affect by my decision. I still need you as my friend.” He try to persuade me. He walks to my side and lift my face. I try hard not to cry in front of him.
“I hope so too. I need to go now. Hajin’s waiting for me at the gate.” I grabbed my bag and make my way to the door without turning back to him. I can’t help but cry when I meet Hajin at the gate. My tears start running down my cheeks rapidly.
“Hajin, he rejected me. He only thinks me as a best friend.” Hajin pull me into her embrace to calm me. I sobbed in her embrace and she pat my back.
“Let’s go home first okay.” I just nodded at her and follow her home. That’s all I can think for now. To go home and be with Hajin. Only her can make me calm again.
“Yunho” Jaejoong greet me and poked me. Behind him, there’s Changmin, Yoochun and also Junsu.
“Hi guys. Ready to go home?” I tried to sound cheerful to hide my true feeling.
“Yunho, what’s wrong with Anli? I saw her walked weakly out of here and she didn’t even heard I was calling for her. Like she’s not here just now.” Yoochun asked me without knowing what had happened before.
“I rejected her.” I sighed heavily and stared at them. My words make them wonder and more puzzle.
“Her?? As in who hyung?” Changmin asked me while sitting on a chair beside me. He look at me and his eyes were asking for my explaination.
“Anli. She just confessed at me just now. And I rejected her. It’s hurt!!” I feel like crying now. I don’t know why but whe it come to Anli, I always weak. Yoochun stared me in disbelief. His face turned to red and it’s very dangerous.
“Yah, why did you do that? I thought you also love her. And what’s with the rejection? Don’t you know how much she loves you? Are you out of your mind? Don’t tell me you did that just because that thing.” Yoochun fired me non stop. I could only listen to him and look down.
“Yoochun, stop it. I’m sure Yunho has a good reason for it. Let’s hear his full explaination first okay. Please control your temper.” Jaejoong calmed Yoochun down and turn to me.
“Why did you do that Yunho?” (Jae)
“I need to do that. If I accept her love, I will make her suffer even more. I haven’t told you guys before but I’m leaving to America tonight. I’m sorry for keeping it from you guys.” My statement make all of them stunned. Changmin pinch his hand and Jaejoong shooked his head in disbelief. I know how they feel right now. I had the same reaction when my dad told me about it a few days ago.
“Wait, why are you telling us now? You’re going tonight and you tell us today? What a good friend I have.” Junsu release a long and heavy sigh. Yoochun can’t even say a single word because of shock.
“I’m sorry. I can’t told you guys before. I’m afraid I can’t leave you guys. I’m going there for a few years. Maybe until we’ve finish our high school or I’ll just continue stay there. It’s up to my parents.” My tears at the edge of my eyes now. My vision become blur because of it.
“It’s fine hyung. I understand you.” I pulled Changmin to my embrace. He can’t hold his tear anymore. He’s sobbing in my embrace. He’s the most close to me. I can’t help but to cry with him.
“Yunho, what time is your flight? We’ll sent you tonight.” Finally Jaejoong managed to control his tears. Yoochun’s still trying to calm Junsu who’s crying.
“I think it’s on 9pm. I’ll meet you guys there ok. Don’t tell anyone else especially Anli and Hajin.” All of them nodded in agree.
“Yunho, you’re ready to go now? You have your ticket with you?” appa placed his hand on my shoulder and give me a smile. He has seetle everything for me at America. I’ll fly to America alone and meet with my uncle there.
I moved to my umma and hug her. I can hear she’s sobbing lightly. “Umma, don’t cry ok. We’ll meet again in a few months.” I tried to cheer her up.
“Yunho, don’t forget us here ok. We’ll miss you and take care when you’re there. We’re not there to help you again.” Yoochun grinned widely and give me a hug. I hug him back with sadness in my eyes.
I look at Changmin and he embrace me and sob loudly. “Yah Changmin. You’re like a baby now you know. Stop crying will ya. People are staring at us now.” I whispered at him with a low tone. He lift his face and smile at me.
“Now, that’s my Changmin. I don’t want you to be sad when I’m not here okay. If anyone bully you, just tell your hyungs okay.” Changmin, the maknae, always being bullied at school. I’m kinda worry about him.
As I moved to Junsu, I could see his eyes are all red. Not to mention his nose and face. I bet he’s been crying since we arrived here. “Yah Junsu, why are you crying you little dolphin?” I smiled at him and at the same time, biting my lip to hold tears. I thought he’s going to hit me for calling him dolphin like we always do before. But, he just sob loudly like Changmin. I hug him tightly.
“Yunho, I’m going to miss you after this.” He talked in a weird voice. Maybe because he’s crying. This guy really going to make me cry.
Afetr I broke our hug, I stare at Jaejoong. He looks more calm than the other. “Can’t wait to see you’re healthy again.” I smiled and hug him. “Jae, I need your help.” I whispered to him in a low voice. I open my bag and take a white letter written…
I gave him the envelope. “I want you to give this to Anli tomorrow. I’ve explain everything to her in here. Please, take care of her while I’m gone. I know I can trust you and the other.”
He just nod and keep the envelope. Finally, there’s an announcement for my flight departure. For the last time, I hug all of them once again and walk away from them. I turn back and wave at them. It’s so hard trying to smile when you’re really sad.
“Goodbye Seoul. Goodbye guys. Goodbye Anli. Till we meet again.”
I woke up early that morning and immediately get ready to go to school. I’m so nervous to see Yunho for the first time after the confession.
“Anli, come and have your breakfast first.” Umma called me once I’m downstair. Appa already at the table, reading newspaper while eating his breakfast like always.
“No umma. I have promised Hajin to go early today. We have something to seetle.” I entered the kitchen and kiss my umma and appa in the cheeks. I grab a glass of milk and drink it to fill my stomach before I take lunch at school after this. After that, I excused myself and walk to school nervously.
When I arrive at the school gate, I meet with Hajin but she’s not alone. She’s with Jaejoong, Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun but Yunho is not with them today. It’s really weird. Yunho was always be with the 4 boys and they always came to school together. I approach and stared Junsu weirdly. He’s eyes looks funny, like he’s been crying from last night.
“Junsu, what has happened to your eyes? Did you cry because Changmin finished all your breakfast again?” I chuckled lightly but everyone was not affected by my joke. Now, I feel totally awkward with the situation now.
“Okay, what’s with the serious face now? Tell me..” I asked them and looked at Hajin’s sad face. I’m totally confuss and blur now. What had happened here actually??
“Anli, let’s go to your class first okay.” Jaejoong finally broke the silence and all of us walk to my class. Well, I’m still in the same class as Hajin and Yunho since the first year we’re in high school.
When we arrived at my class, Jaejoong give me an envelope. I stare at the envelope and to his face. I take it and surprise by the handwriting and the names on it…
“What is this Jae? Where’s Yunho? What’s with this letter?” I’m completely confussed. I look at them one by one but all they do are just being silent.
“Read it and you’ll know what have happened.” Somehow, I feel like something bad had happened. Jaejoong ask me to open and read it. Slowly, I open the letter with my heart beats wildly and begin to read it.
Anli,
When you’re reading this letter, I already left Seoul. I’m sorry for not telling you about this. I know I’ll end up hurting you but trust me, if I don’t do this, it will be harder for both of us.
First of all, I want to thank you for being my friend and always by my side when I’m in trouble or happy. You’re a good friend and I’m never going to forget you. But, without you realizing it, I always want you to be more than a friend to me. you don’t know how happy I was when you confessed to me yesterday. I’ve always been waiting for that moment.
But, I can’t accept your love. You’re too perfect to me and I don’t want you to hurt by being by my side. There’s something that I’ve been keeping from you. Actually, I can’t live more than 2 months. I have some kind of heart disease and I need a heart transplant. I just knew this last year. Jaejoong and the other have knew about it except for you and Hajin. I asked them to keep it from you and Hajin. So, don’t be mad at them ok. Because of it, my appa decided to send to the America. So, I’ve left last night and maybe already arrive there at this time. I’ll be staying there in a few years.
Anli,
All I want to say here is I love you. I’ve fall in love with you since the first time we met. Your eyes makes my heart beat so hard. Sometime I feel like I want to hold you in my arms, to be by your side, and to care you till the end. I try hard to control myself because if I don’t I will make you suffer more. I tried so many time to forget my feeling towards you but my love for you just grow deeper and deeper. Would you willing to wait for me? Will you keep me in your heart until I come back one day if I’m cure? Can you promise me that I’ll be the first and the last love for you?
Well, that’s up to you. I’m so sorry for leaving like this. I hope you can understand me after you read this letter. I hope we can meet again in the future to continue everything that we left behind now. I promise, I’ll search for you once I’m all better again and come back to Seoul. I will always you.
The one and only,
Jung Yunho
I stared at the letter. My hands are shaking and tears start running down my cheeks. All of them look at me with sympathy. But I don’t need that right now, I just want to see Yunho. Hajin embrace me and try to calm me down. I feel a part of me has gone. Like Anli has die from the moment she knows Yunho has left her.
“Anli, calm down. Don’t do this. You’re making us worry. I understand your feeling right now.” Hajin’s already sobbing with me. jaejoong and the other just watch both of us. I could tell they’re sad like us too.
“Anli, please say something.” Jaeejoong finally open his mouth. I ignored him and walk slowly out of the class. After taking a few steps, my vision become dark and blur. All I know after that, Hajin’s voice is shouting for my name and I can feel someone was holding me.
“Yunho…” that’s the last thing I said before my world become so dark. From that moment, I have promise to myself to wait for Yunho and never fall in love again.
5 years later….
“Jaejoong.” I shouted his name once I’m sure it was him, standing outside a jewellery shop. We’ve been separate for almost 4 years. After finish high school, I made my way to Japan to continue my study. Since that day, I’ve left everyone without any news.
“Anli, are you Anli?” he stared at me in disbelief. I nod my head once and smile widely at him. I’m so happy to meet him again and I really miss him. He’s like a brother to me. he always take care of me when we’re in high school. Suddenly, a girl come to Jaejoong’s side and look at me with her eyes open widely. 0_0
“Hajin?” I looked at her and drop my jaw. She looks so difference. She looks more mature and totally gorgeous. Her eyes start to fill with tears as she approach me. She touch my face, I think she’s still shock.
“Anli, is this you? I miss you so much. How could you left me without sent any news after that?” she hugged me when she’s sure that I’m her Anli. Only god knows how much I miss her. Jaejoong looks at us with a smile.
“Hajin, I’m sorry ok. Let me treat you two lunch as my forgiveness. I have so many things to ask and tell you guys.” I grinned and winked at the same time at both of them. She looks at Jaejoong to ask for answer.
“Why not? We haven’t meet for years. Besides, I don’t have any plans now.” After that, we walk to a café nearby. It’s so crowded because it’s Sunday. We choose to sit near a window and make orders.
“So what are you two doing here together?” I looked at them and Hajin chuckled softly before takes Jaejoong’s hand. Of course, it makes me more puzzle.
“Actually, we were searching for rings for our engagement.” I dropped my jaw and shook my head a few times. I look at Hajin and she just nod a few times. So, that’s mean I’m not dreaming.
“How can you guys ended up be together?” at last, I managed to speak out but totally in a great shock. I never thought Hajin will ended up with Jaejoong. But people always say that love is blind.
“After finish high school, we’ve attend the same university and we’ve become so close than in the high school. I didn’t reliaze when I’ve fall in love with Hajin. We have been together almost 2 years and going to engage in 2 weeks.” Jaejoong explained everything while Hajin just look down. Maybe she’s shy or feel truly guilty to me.
“Yah, you’re busy asking about us but you haven’t told us about you.” Hajin lift her face and grin at me widely.
“What do you want to know? I just arrived here yesterday. Finally, I’ve finished my study and going to find a job here. Currently staying at my umma house. Well, what’s the most important thing here is about you two. What happened to the other?” I chuckled lightly at my own explanation.
“Junsu is helping his father with his family company. He’s still like before. You should see Changmin. He has change a lot but still the food monster like the old days. As for Yoochun, he stil with his bad temper but it can be control now. He has change so much too especially after you left without any news. Maybe he’s still can’t accept the fact that Yunho has left before that.” The last name make me stop smiling. I haven’t heard that name and never felt this heart beats so hard again after he’s gone. But, I still keep him deep inside my heart. I never forget anything about him. My face turn pale after heard that name and at that time, a waiteress come and put our orders on the table.
After she’s gone, Jaejoong continue, “Anli, are you alright? Your face looks pale.” That words make me remember him even more. He has asked me the same question at the first time we met and made me fall in love at once at him. Without realizing it, my tears run down my cheeks. I haven’t cry because of him for many years. Jaejoong and Hajin stare at me worriedly. They haven’t see me crying for a long time too.
“Hey Anli. What’s wrong?” Hajin got up and walk to my side. She embrace me like she used to calm me when I’m sad. I lean my head to her and cry. After awhile, Hajin seems to understand my tears and she looks at Jaejoong. I can see Jaejoong nod his head but what is that mean?
“Anli, calm down. I understand you now.” Afetr crying a few minutes, I can control my tears. I smile weakly at Hajin.
“Thank you Hajin. You always know how to comfort me. I’m sorry for getting emotional. I thought I was brave enough to face you guys especially him. But it seems like I’m still weak when it comes to him.” Hajin still by my side. I release a heavy and long sigh. Suddenly, Jaejoong’s phone ring. He excused himself and walk out of the café. I could see he’s speaking on the phone for a few minutes and ended the call before dialed a new number.
“Hajin, Anli, could you wait here for a few minutes? I need to meet my friend for a while and I’ll come back ok.” I didn’t realize when did Jaejoong come back to our table again. He left again and leave us.
“Anli, what will you do if you meet with Yunho?” her question made me jerk a little. I try to control my expression by throwing my view outside of the café. My eyes caught a couple of lover holding hand in hand, walking happily. A smile cracks and I turn my face to Hajin. She frown and stare at me with blur.
“You know Hajin, I used to dream about us. Walking hand in hand in a park. Then, he embrace me and he’ll say 3 words that I’m really dying to hear from his mouth. But I know, it will never happen. It’s been 5 years and maybe ha has forget me. It’s still hurt although I have forgive him long time ago. I never fall in love with someone else again after I made a promised to my heart.” My vision become blur. It’s really hurt but no one know about it. no one understand my heart except for Hajin. Years without her is like a hell.
“I’m sorry Anli.” A voice, the voice I’ve been waiting all this years, came from my back. I never forget that voice but it can’t be him. I turn to my back and see, the most person that I want to meet all these years, standing besides Jaejoong, Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun. I feel like my heart going to jump off from my chest now. He’s still the same like before but now he’s more handsome and looks more mature.
“Anli, I didn’t know you’re suffering that much. I didn’t think leaving you will make you hurt even more.” He took a few steps closer to me. I never thought our meeting is going to be so soon.
I take my bag and look at Hajin, “I need to go now.” I ran out of the café. I can hear voices calling my name. I can’t turn around. I’m not brave enough to face all this things. I spent the entire day crying in my room.
The next morning, all of them come to my house. My mom left us alone and she went out to shop. “Yunho, Anli, we’re going out for a while. Changmin hasn’t take his breakfast yet.” Yoochun, represent Changmin and the others excused themselves and leave us all alone. 3 minutes past with silence. From 3 minutes, it become 5 minutes.
“How are you?” finally he broke the silence. He take a look at my face with love fill in his eyes.
“I’m fine.” It feels so awkward to be alone with him after all this time. He makes a wistful sigh that makes me stare at him. For a minute, our eyes meet. There’s no words coming from our mouth, our eyes communicate silencely.
“I’m sorry Anli.”
“Please stop apologizing for once.” I gave him a chilling look and get up at once. I take a few steps towards the stairs and he grab my hand softly.
“I still love you. That’s why I come back. If it wasn’t for you, I don’t think I can survive from my illness.” His words make my heart stop beating for a while. I stay silent, can’t choose words to speak. Yunho held my shoulders and turn me to face him. I look down and the he lift my chin. My eyes turn all red trying to hold tears..
“You can cry if you want to. Let me share the sadness with you.” He pulled me into his embrace. I feel so safe and calm in his arms. I sob and bury my face into his chest.
“I… I…” he put his finger at my lip to stop me from talking. He smile, the heartbreaking smile that I’ve been missing for so long. He takes us to the sofa again. He still hold me in his arms.
“Don’t talk. I know everything. I heard everything you said to Hajin at the café and Jaejoong has told me everything.” He cared my hair and I like the feeling. I can feel his love. I hope this moment will never end. I rest my head on his shoulder.
“Thank you Anli. For willing to wait for me although you still didn’t know if I have chance to live. I love you.” I chuckled lightly.
“Thank you Yunho, for loving me. I love you too.” I whispered to him but I’m sure he heard it clearly as he tighten his embrace. I’m so happy. Our story has just begin. There’s going to be many problems in the future. But I believe in our love and him. So, the end of my story although I want to tell you a lot of things here..
It’s the first day at high school. My parents just went home after they finished registered me at the office. I make my way to my class and hoping to see some faces that I’ll reconigze. I arrange my steps perfectly so I can avoid anything bad happen. Suddenly..
“Ouch.” I cried loudly and fall to the ground.
“I’m sorry. I’m in a hurry. Mianhae.” The boy just run quickly without even try to help me stand up again after he bumped me. I couldn’t take a good look at his face.
“Are you alright?” on the spur of the moment, there’s a voice coming from my back. I sigh heavily and turn to face the voice. What I see is a boy, very tall boy, standing with a sweet smile behind me. I was stunned by his smile for a while.
“Oh, I’m.. I’m fine.” I become nervous and my heart beat fast when he offer his hand to help me. Without thinking any further, I accept his help and take his hand.
“I’m sorry about my friend. He’s in a hurry. Hope you don’t mind him.” Again, he gave me his sweet and heartbreaking smile.
‘OMO, I’m going to have a nosebleed here!!’ I placed my hand at my heart and feel my heart beats wildly. I hope he can’t hear it. I never felt this way before with other boys. What is this mean?
“Hey, are you all right? Your face look pale.” he looked at me worriedly. My face look pale? Hah, when does my face look pale? I hurriedly touch my face and place my hand on my forehead to feel my body temperature. Ok, I’m not sick.
“No, I’m just fine. Thanks for your help anyway. If you please excuse me. I need to go to my class.” I excused myself quickly before I make any embarrassing scene in front of him. I walked away without waiting for his answer.
In a few minutes, I found my class and enter it. The class almost full with students. As my eyes wandering around the class, a girl’s voice that I really recognize shout my name. I stare her with a wide open eyes and pinch my cheek. Ok, it’s hurt. So, it’s really Hajin.
“Anli, we’re on the same class again!!” she jumped to me happily and drag me into the class. She introduce me to the class.
“Hi all. This is my best friend. Her name is Anli. So, greet her properly okay. Or you’re going to regret it later.” Hajin, a very cheerful girl. She always jokes around and never serious about something except if she’s really mad or curious. So, she easily fit in any situation.
“Hi Anli.” All the students greet me with a smile. It makes me relief. I reply with a very simple smile and bow a little. I stare at my new classmates one by one. After I reach at a face, I stop for a while. He’s also staring at me with his sweet smile again!!
“Hi Anli. We meet again. By the way, this is my friend that bumped with you earlier, Kim Jaejoong. These 3 are also my friends. They’re want to accompany me although I’ve been telling them not to do so.” He glare at his friends. After that, they introduce themselves one by one to Hajin and me. From that moment, we’ve become best friends.
“I’m sorry Anli but I only think you as my best friends. Not more than that.” His words sent me back to where we were just now. The confession thing is Hajin’s idea. I’m very dubious about it at first but she kept force me.
“It’s fine. At least you come clean with me about it.” I smiled bitterly at him. I’m so ashame!! How can I face him after this? I look down, can’t face him anymore.
“I hope our friendship will not be affect by my decision. I still need you as my friend.” He try to persuade me. He walks to my side and lift my face. I try hard not to cry in front of him.
“I hope so too. I need to go now. Hajin’s waiting for me at the gate.” I grabbed my bag and make my way to the door without turning back to him. I can’t help but cry when I meet Hajin at the gate. My tears start running down my cheeks rapidly.
“Hajin, he rejected me. He only thinks me as a best friend.” Hajin pull me into her embrace to calm me. I sobbed in her embrace and she pat my back.
“Let’s go home first okay.” I just nodded at her and follow her home. That’s all I can think for now. To go home and be with Hajin. Only her can make me calm again.
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“Yunho” Jaejoong greet me and poked me. Behind him, there’s Changmin, Yoochun and also Junsu.
“Hi guys. Ready to go home?” I tried to sound cheerful to hide my true feeling.
“Yunho, what’s wrong with Anli? I saw her walked weakly out of here and she didn’t even heard I was calling for her. Like she’s not here just now.” Yoochun asked me without knowing what had happened before.
“I rejected her.” I sighed heavily and stared at them. My words make them wonder and more puzzle.
“Her?? As in who hyung?” Changmin asked me while sitting on a chair beside me. He look at me and his eyes were asking for my explaination.
“Anli. She just confessed at me just now. And I rejected her. It’s hurt!!” I feel like crying now. I don’t know why but whe it come to Anli, I always weak. Yoochun stared me in disbelief. His face turned to red and it’s very dangerous.
“Yah, why did you do that? I thought you also love her. And what’s with the rejection? Don’t you know how much she loves you? Are you out of your mind? Don’t tell me you did that just because that thing.” Yoochun fired me non stop. I could only listen to him and look down.
“Yoochun, stop it. I’m sure Yunho has a good reason for it. Let’s hear his full explaination first okay. Please control your temper.” Jaejoong calmed Yoochun down and turn to me.
“Why did you do that Yunho?” (Jae)
“I need to do that. If I accept her love, I will make her suffer even more. I haven’t told you guys before but I’m leaving to America tonight. I’m sorry for keeping it from you guys.” My statement make all of them stunned. Changmin pinch his hand and Jaejoong shooked his head in disbelief. I know how they feel right now. I had the same reaction when my dad told me about it a few days ago.
“Wait, why are you telling us now? You’re going tonight and you tell us today? What a good friend I have.” Junsu release a long and heavy sigh. Yoochun can’t even say a single word because of shock.
“I’m sorry. I can’t told you guys before. I’m afraid I can’t leave you guys. I’m going there for a few years. Maybe until we’ve finish our high school or I’ll just continue stay there. It’s up to my parents.” My tears at the edge of my eyes now. My vision become blur because of it.
“It’s fine hyung. I understand you.” I pulled Changmin to my embrace. He can’t hold his tear anymore. He’s sobbing in my embrace. He’s the most close to me. I can’t help but to cry with him.
“Yunho, what time is your flight? We’ll sent you tonight.” Finally Jaejoong managed to control his tears. Yoochun’s still trying to calm Junsu who’s crying.
“I think it’s on 9pm. I’ll meet you guys there ok. Don’t tell anyone else especially Anli and Hajin.” All of them nodded in agree.
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“Yunho, you’re ready to go now? You have your ticket with you?” appa placed his hand on my shoulder and give me a smile. He has seetle everything for me at America. I’ll fly to America alone and meet with my uncle there.
I moved to my umma and hug her. I can hear she’s sobbing lightly. “Umma, don’t cry ok. We’ll meet again in a few months.” I tried to cheer her up.
“Yunho, don’t forget us here ok. We’ll miss you and take care when you’re there. We’re not there to help you again.” Yoochun grinned widely and give me a hug. I hug him back with sadness in my eyes.
I look at Changmin and he embrace me and sob loudly. “Yah Changmin. You’re like a baby now you know. Stop crying will ya. People are staring at us now.” I whispered at him with a low tone. He lift his face and smile at me.
“Now, that’s my Changmin. I don’t want you to be sad when I’m not here okay. If anyone bully you, just tell your hyungs okay.” Changmin, the maknae, always being bullied at school. I’m kinda worry about him.
As I moved to Junsu, I could see his eyes are all red. Not to mention his nose and face. I bet he’s been crying since we arrived here. “Yah Junsu, why are you crying you little dolphin?” I smiled at him and at the same time, biting my lip to hold tears. I thought he’s going to hit me for calling him dolphin like we always do before. But, he just sob loudly like Changmin. I hug him tightly.
“Yunho, I’m going to miss you after this.” He talked in a weird voice. Maybe because he’s crying. This guy really going to make me cry.
Afetr I broke our hug, I stare at Jaejoong. He looks more calm than the other. “Can’t wait to see you’re healthy again.” I smiled and hug him. “Jae, I need your help.” I whispered to him in a low voice. I open my bag and take a white letter written…
To Anliasstane
From Jung Yunho
From Jung Yunho
I gave him the envelope. “I want you to give this to Anli tomorrow. I’ve explain everything to her in here. Please, take care of her while I’m gone. I know I can trust you and the other.”
He just nod and keep the envelope. Finally, there’s an announcement for my flight departure. For the last time, I hug all of them once again and walk away from them. I turn back and wave at them. It’s so hard trying to smile when you’re really sad.
“Goodbye Seoul. Goodbye guys. Goodbye Anli. Till we meet again.”
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
I woke up early that morning and immediately get ready to go to school. I’m so nervous to see Yunho for the first time after the confession.
“Anli, come and have your breakfast first.” Umma called me once I’m downstair. Appa already at the table, reading newspaper while eating his breakfast like always.
“No umma. I have promised Hajin to go early today. We have something to seetle.” I entered the kitchen and kiss my umma and appa in the cheeks. I grab a glass of milk and drink it to fill my stomach before I take lunch at school after this. After that, I excused myself and walk to school nervously.
When I arrive at the school gate, I meet with Hajin but she’s not alone. She’s with Jaejoong, Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun but Yunho is not with them today. It’s really weird. Yunho was always be with the 4 boys and they always came to school together. I approach and stared Junsu weirdly. He’s eyes looks funny, like he’s been crying from last night.
“Junsu, what has happened to your eyes? Did you cry because Changmin finished all your breakfast again?” I chuckled lightly but everyone was not affected by my joke. Now, I feel totally awkward with the situation now.
“Okay, what’s with the serious face now? Tell me..” I asked them and looked at Hajin’s sad face. I’m totally confuss and blur now. What had happened here actually??
“Anli, let’s go to your class first okay.” Jaejoong finally broke the silence and all of us walk to my class. Well, I’m still in the same class as Hajin and Yunho since the first year we’re in high school.
When we arrived at my class, Jaejoong give me an envelope. I stare at the envelope and to his face. I take it and surprise by the handwriting and the names on it…
To Anliasstane
From Jung Yunho
From Jung Yunho
“What is this Jae? Where’s Yunho? What’s with this letter?” I’m completely confussed. I look at them one by one but all they do are just being silent.
“Read it and you’ll know what have happened.” Somehow, I feel like something bad had happened. Jaejoong ask me to open and read it. Slowly, I open the letter with my heart beats wildly and begin to read it.
Anli,
When you’re reading this letter, I already left Seoul. I’m sorry for not telling you about this. I know I’ll end up hurting you but trust me, if I don’t do this, it will be harder for both of us.
First of all, I want to thank you for being my friend and always by my side when I’m in trouble or happy. You’re a good friend and I’m never going to forget you. But, without you realizing it, I always want you to be more than a friend to me. you don’t know how happy I was when you confessed to me yesterday. I’ve always been waiting for that moment.
But, I can’t accept your love. You’re too perfect to me and I don’t want you to hurt by being by my side. There’s something that I’ve been keeping from you. Actually, I can’t live more than 2 months. I have some kind of heart disease and I need a heart transplant. I just knew this last year. Jaejoong and the other have knew about it except for you and Hajin. I asked them to keep it from you and Hajin. So, don’t be mad at them ok. Because of it, my appa decided to send to the America. So, I’ve left last night and maybe already arrive there at this time. I’ll be staying there in a few years.
Anli,
All I want to say here is I love you. I’ve fall in love with you since the first time we met. Your eyes makes my heart beat so hard. Sometime I feel like I want to hold you in my arms, to be by your side, and to care you till the end. I try hard to control myself because if I don’t I will make you suffer more. I tried so many time to forget my feeling towards you but my love for you just grow deeper and deeper. Would you willing to wait for me? Will you keep me in your heart until I come back one day if I’m cure? Can you promise me that I’ll be the first and the last love for you?
Well, that’s up to you. I’m so sorry for leaving like this. I hope you can understand me after you read this letter. I hope we can meet again in the future to continue everything that we left behind now. I promise, I’ll search for you once I’m all better again and come back to Seoul. I will always you.
The one and only,
Jung Yunho
I stared at the letter. My hands are shaking and tears start running down my cheeks. All of them look at me with sympathy. But I don’t need that right now, I just want to see Yunho. Hajin embrace me and try to calm me down. I feel a part of me has gone. Like Anli has die from the moment she knows Yunho has left her.
“Anli, calm down. Don’t do this. You’re making us worry. I understand your feeling right now.” Hajin’s already sobbing with me. jaejoong and the other just watch both of us. I could tell they’re sad like us too.
“Anli, please say something.” Jaeejoong finally open his mouth. I ignored him and walk slowly out of the class. After taking a few steps, my vision become dark and blur. All I know after that, Hajin’s voice is shouting for my name and I can feel someone was holding me.
“Yunho…” that’s the last thing I said before my world become so dark. From that moment, I have promise to myself to wait for Yunho and never fall in love again.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
5 years later….
“Jaejoong.” I shouted his name once I’m sure it was him, standing outside a jewellery shop. We’ve been separate for almost 4 years. After finish high school, I made my way to Japan to continue my study. Since that day, I’ve left everyone without any news.
“Anli, are you Anli?” he stared at me in disbelief. I nod my head once and smile widely at him. I’m so happy to meet him again and I really miss him. He’s like a brother to me. he always take care of me when we’re in high school. Suddenly, a girl come to Jaejoong’s side and look at me with her eyes open widely. 0_0
“Hajin?” I looked at her and drop my jaw. She looks so difference. She looks more mature and totally gorgeous. Her eyes start to fill with tears as she approach me. She touch my face, I think she’s still shock.
“Anli, is this you? I miss you so much. How could you left me without sent any news after that?” she hugged me when she’s sure that I’m her Anli. Only god knows how much I miss her. Jaejoong looks at us with a smile.
“Hajin, I’m sorry ok. Let me treat you two lunch as my forgiveness. I have so many things to ask and tell you guys.” I grinned and winked at the same time at both of them. She looks at Jaejoong to ask for answer.
“Why not? We haven’t meet for years. Besides, I don’t have any plans now.” After that, we walk to a café nearby. It’s so crowded because it’s Sunday. We choose to sit near a window and make orders.
“So what are you two doing here together?” I looked at them and Hajin chuckled softly before takes Jaejoong’s hand. Of course, it makes me more puzzle.
“Actually, we were searching for rings for our engagement.” I dropped my jaw and shook my head a few times. I look at Hajin and she just nod a few times. So, that’s mean I’m not dreaming.
“How can you guys ended up be together?” at last, I managed to speak out but totally in a great shock. I never thought Hajin will ended up with Jaejoong. But people always say that love is blind.
“After finish high school, we’ve attend the same university and we’ve become so close than in the high school. I didn’t reliaze when I’ve fall in love with Hajin. We have been together almost 2 years and going to engage in 2 weeks.” Jaejoong explained everything while Hajin just look down. Maybe she’s shy or feel truly guilty to me.
“Yah, you’re busy asking about us but you haven’t told us about you.” Hajin lift her face and grin at me widely.
“What do you want to know? I just arrived here yesterday. Finally, I’ve finished my study and going to find a job here. Currently staying at my umma house. Well, what’s the most important thing here is about you two. What happened to the other?” I chuckled lightly at my own explanation.
“Junsu is helping his father with his family company. He’s still like before. You should see Changmin. He has change a lot but still the food monster like the old days. As for Yoochun, he stil with his bad temper but it can be control now. He has change so much too especially after you left without any news. Maybe he’s still can’t accept the fact that Yunho has left before that.” The last name make me stop smiling. I haven’t heard that name and never felt this heart beats so hard again after he’s gone. But, I still keep him deep inside my heart. I never forget anything about him. My face turn pale after heard that name and at that time, a waiteress come and put our orders on the table.
After she’s gone, Jaejoong continue, “Anli, are you alright? Your face looks pale.” That words make me remember him even more. He has asked me the same question at the first time we met and made me fall in love at once at him. Without realizing it, my tears run down my cheeks. I haven’t cry because of him for many years. Jaejoong and Hajin stare at me worriedly. They haven’t see me crying for a long time too.
“Hey Anli. What’s wrong?” Hajin got up and walk to my side. She embrace me like she used to calm me when I’m sad. I lean my head to her and cry. After awhile, Hajin seems to understand my tears and she looks at Jaejoong. I can see Jaejoong nod his head but what is that mean?
“Anli, calm down. I understand you now.” Afetr crying a few minutes, I can control my tears. I smile weakly at Hajin.
“Thank you Hajin. You always know how to comfort me. I’m sorry for getting emotional. I thought I was brave enough to face you guys especially him. But it seems like I’m still weak when it comes to him.” Hajin still by my side. I release a heavy and long sigh. Suddenly, Jaejoong’s phone ring. He excused himself and walk out of the café. I could see he’s speaking on the phone for a few minutes and ended the call before dialed a new number.
“Hajin, Anli, could you wait here for a few minutes? I need to meet my friend for a while and I’ll come back ok.” I didn’t realize when did Jaejoong come back to our table again. He left again and leave us.
“Anli, what will you do if you meet with Yunho?” her question made me jerk a little. I try to control my expression by throwing my view outside of the café. My eyes caught a couple of lover holding hand in hand, walking happily. A smile cracks and I turn my face to Hajin. She frown and stare at me with blur.
“You know Hajin, I used to dream about us. Walking hand in hand in a park. Then, he embrace me and he’ll say 3 words that I’m really dying to hear from his mouth. But I know, it will never happen. It’s been 5 years and maybe ha has forget me. It’s still hurt although I have forgive him long time ago. I never fall in love with someone else again after I made a promised to my heart.” My vision become blur. It’s really hurt but no one know about it. no one understand my heart except for Hajin. Years without her is like a hell.
“I’m sorry Anli.” A voice, the voice I’ve been waiting all this years, came from my back. I never forget that voice but it can’t be him. I turn to my back and see, the most person that I want to meet all these years, standing besides Jaejoong, Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun. I feel like my heart going to jump off from my chest now. He’s still the same like before but now he’s more handsome and looks more mature.
“Anli, I didn’t know you’re suffering that much. I didn’t think leaving you will make you hurt even more.” He took a few steps closer to me. I never thought our meeting is going to be so soon.
I take my bag and look at Hajin, “I need to go now.” I ran out of the café. I can hear voices calling my name. I can’t turn around. I’m not brave enough to face all this things. I spent the entire day crying in my room.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
The next morning, all of them come to my house. My mom left us alone and she went out to shop. “Yunho, Anli, we’re going out for a while. Changmin hasn’t take his breakfast yet.” Yoochun, represent Changmin and the others excused themselves and leave us all alone. 3 minutes past with silence. From 3 minutes, it become 5 minutes.
“How are you?” finally he broke the silence. He take a look at my face with love fill in his eyes.
“I’m fine.” It feels so awkward to be alone with him after all this time. He makes a wistful sigh that makes me stare at him. For a minute, our eyes meet. There’s no words coming from our mouth, our eyes communicate silencely.
“I’m sorry Anli.”
“Please stop apologizing for once.” I gave him a chilling look and get up at once. I take a few steps towards the stairs and he grab my hand softly.
“I still love you. That’s why I come back. If it wasn’t for you, I don’t think I can survive from my illness.” His words make my heart stop beating for a while. I stay silent, can’t choose words to speak. Yunho held my shoulders and turn me to face him. I look down and the he lift my chin. My eyes turn all red trying to hold tears..
“You can cry if you want to. Let me share the sadness with you.” He pulled me into his embrace. I feel so safe and calm in his arms. I sob and bury my face into his chest.
“I… I…” he put his finger at my lip to stop me from talking. He smile, the heartbreaking smile that I’ve been missing for so long. He takes us to the sofa again. He still hold me in his arms.
“Don’t talk. I know everything. I heard everything you said to Hajin at the café and Jaejoong has told me everything.” He cared my hair and I like the feeling. I can feel his love. I hope this moment will never end. I rest my head on his shoulder.
“Thank you Anli. For willing to wait for me although you still didn’t know if I have chance to live. I love you.” I chuckled lightly.
“Thank you Yunho, for loving me. I love you too.” I whispered to him but I’m sure he heard it clearly as he tighten his embrace. I’m so happy. Our story has just begin. There’s going to be many problems in the future. But I believe in our love and him. So, the end of my story although I want to tell you a lot of things here..
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Chapter 4
“Sweetie, what’s wrong?” mom begin to worry about my reaction.
“What are they doing in here? How did you know them umma? How can I act normally when there’s some strangers here?” I shot so many questions at the same time – whispering, of course. Obviously I don’t want them to hear what I’m saying.
“I think you already know all of them. I haven’t told you before about the accident. Actually, when you want to crossed the road, Changmin’s car accidently hit you. He brought you to the hospital and his manager called us. His father also paid for the hospital’s bill although I kept insisting that it’s fine.” Mom pressed on the ‘insist’ word a little. She knows how I hate that kind of things.
“Hi Misa. I think you have known all of us. But I think it’s more comfortable if we introduourself officially to you. I’m Jung Yunho, the leader of DBSK. Beside me is Kim Jaejoong and that one is Park Yoochun.” He’s pointing to Yoochun. Yoochun smile at me and I would category his smile as the killer one. But it didn’t effect me but maybe yes to other girls.
“And this is…” before Yunho could finish his words, someone else speak up.
“I’m Kim Junsu. The one and only dolphin in this group. Hajimemashite!!” he greet me and use a Japanese word. Maybe he think I’m Japanese and lucky me, I use to learn Japanese.
I laugh at his act. So cute!! I laughed until my eyes meet with the guy that I known as Changmin. He smile at me and I turned my head to Anli who is talking to Junsu right now.
“Hi. I’m Shim Changmin. The maknae in this group.” He finally introduce himself. I kind of dislike him. I don’t know why.
“I hope all of you will be good to each other. Misa sweetie, I need to go to my shop now. There’s a customer coming this evening and I need to go to prepare her things. Anli, could you stay with your sister today?” mom asked Anli.
“What did you say umma?” Anli looks like she just come back to earth. I heard her laugh a few minutes ago. I don’t know what she’s talking with Junsu.
“I asked you if you can company your sister this evening? I have work in my shop.” She repeat again. The DBSK boys just listen to us.
“No I can’t umma. I have class and I can’t skip it again. Or I can’t take my final exam. I’m sorry umma, unnie.” She replied with guilty face.
“It’s ok umma. I can take care of myself. Don’t worry. You can go to your shop and Anli can go to her class.” I try to convience mom.
“No young lady. There’s no way I’m going to leave you alone. You still not heal 100%.” Mom use her demand voice. She’s standing in front of me now.
“Aunty, if you don’t mind, I can company her this evening. I don’t have anything to do.” Suddenly, a man voice interfere us and it’s Changmin. I looked at him with a sharp look.
“Oh Changmin. I don’t want to burden you.”
“No aunty. I don’t mind at all. I’m glad I can help your family.”
“Ok, if you insist. Misa, Changmin going to keep your company this evening. I’ll be back at night. Anli, how’re you going to your class?” she focused on Anli now. My mom likes all things arrange and be plan before being done by any of us.
“I’ll drop her aunty. Beside I’m going somewhere with the other 3 near her university.” Junsu volunteer himself to drop my sister.
“Umma, I don’t want him to company me here!!” I protest her decision. She looks at me like she’s going to kill me!!!
“Alright then.” Finally I have to agree with her. I don’t want her to kill me, of course. Who want to get kill by her own mother. Mom excused herself and gone.
“Unnie, I’ll stay here with you before I go to my class ok.” Anli smile at me. that’s relief. At least my sister is here. I’m not going to be comfortable if it’s just me and that guy.
Time past by so quick. Finally Anli and the other 4 gone to her university. Of course, there’s only Changmin and I in here.
Changmin’s POV
You know that I’d once thought she was pretty, but what I think about her now is way beyond that, I was as if I set my eyes on her for the first time. I tried to fight off the temptation to stroke her flawless, pale face. I examined her face more, completely not aware of the surroundings.
She was smiling sweetly to her sister a few moments ago. My heart stopped for awhile. What was happening to me? I had never felt like this before. Her eyes were the warmest brown, and her long, shiny, sleek black hair fluttered gently down to her slim waist. Her hair was contrast to her pale skin. It looked really lovely.
“Why are you even here??” finally, she’s talking to me. The angel from heaven finally open her mouth and let her precious voice out.
“I have promise your mother to look after you this evening. So, that’s why I’m here.” I give her a smile. But she seem like annoy with it. I don’t know why, maybe she dislike me. but why??
“Bug off... Ii'd feel a LOT better if I don't have to see you!! Hello? You’re such a dreamer, you know!!” I didn’t heard what she’s said. I’m so focus and was carried away by her look. Why?? I can’t answer it because even I don’t know the answer.
“I’m sorry. What did you said just now?”
“I said, BUG OFF!!! Really, you're so annoying.” she said it in a loud voice. Totally freak me out.
‘This girl is unbeliavleable.’
“I’m sorry if I’m annoying you.” I sit on the couch near the window. My eyes bore on me. Somehow, I think it makes her really uncomfortable.
“If you're sorry then you should go,’ she said, trying to sound as harsh as possible. “I don't know why my mom trusts you so much.”
“Maybe it's because you're a star...” she stared at me with a chilling look. It’s hard to talk nicely with her.
I release a sigh. I really don’t want her to hate me. But I think that would be possible. She despises me. What have I done to her? I think I’ve never done something stupid or wrong to her (except for the fact I crashed her with my car, but I’m sorry about it). I‘m trying not to be harsh to her even though I’m totally impatient about this thing.
“Maybe because i'm a good and cute person??” I humour her. I burst out laughing at my own words. I caught her eyes and stop my laugh. Now, she’s totally looking so annoyed at me.
“Well, that's one reason but it's still not enough to trust you.” she shrugged her shoulders. She give me a little shock. I can’t believe it’s from her mouth.
“It’s up to you Misa.” Finally I give up with her. If I countinue to argue, there’s no chance for mr to win either.
“Yes, you got the point it's up to me and I want you to leave. I mean now!!” again, she yelled at me. This girl is really something!! All she do is keep shouting at me.
“And it’s up to me if I want to leave or not beside, I don’t want to broke my promise to your umma.”
“Who asked you to promise her!! Whatever…..” I think this is the third time she yelled at me and it’s starting to hurt my ears. But I don’t feel angry at her. Why?? I just smile when she shouting at me.
“I’m going to buy something for us to eat.” And then I’m out from her room. Still smiling. ‘Now, that’s one stubborn girl.’ I continued walking along the hospital corridor.
Misa’s POV
“I hate him!!!!” I buried my face into a pillow and shout it loudly. It’s not like me to shout at people although I don’t like someone. But with him I don’t know why. Suddenly…
doushite... kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
I find my phone in the table’s drawer which placed next to my bed. I glanced to the screen and stare at it in disbelief.
‘Shinhye’ That’s my best friend and she hasn’t call me for weeks. I’m sure she didn’t know anything about the incident.
“Hello Shinhye.” I greet her and trying to sound cheerful so she couldn’t sense anything. I was sitting on my bed with a pillow behind my back. Trying to treasure the peace time without Changmin. He’s going to be back in any minutes. Thinking about him, I release a long and heavy sigh without realizing it.
“Yah Misa. What’s with the sigh?? You’re not happy I’m calling you after a long time?? I thought you miss me!!” she’s sound dissapointed. I know that voice, she just pulling my leg.
“Shinhye, you haven’t call me for weeks!! How could you??” I replied her in the same tone.
“Misa, you know I’m busy with my work. Besides, I know you’re doing fine there. Your umma and Anli are there for you. Guess what.. I’m in Korea now. Just landed here. I got transfer here.” Her words make my mouth open. She’s here?? In Korea? Transferred?? How come I just knew about it? I talk to myself in disbelief and shock.
“What did you say? You got transfer here? Why can’t you call me?? Why did you tell me now and not before this!!” I attacked her with a few questions at one time.
“Mianhae. It’s not like I don’t love you Misa. I want to surprise you. It’s been 2 years I worked at Japan and we haven’t seen each other along that period. You know you’re my best friend and I miss you so much. So, are at home? Still the same apartment as 2 years ago?” She change the topic by asking my house. She’ve been there before. My apartment is a few miles from her parents’ house. So, I guess she still remember it.
“Still the same apartment as before. But, currently I’m not there..” I told her and she seems to be shock. She know I don’t like staying in my mom house or someone else house.
“Where are you now? Your umma’s house? I thought you don’t like staying there since you’re in university.”
“No, I’m not there. I’m at the hospital. It’s been a week now. I got in an accident a week ago.” If Shinhye is in front of me now, I know how her face will looks like and maybe she will start crying too.
“Hospital? You got in an accident? I told you before to always be careful. Look what had happen.” I heard she’s sobbing now. Just like what I thought.
“Shinhye, don’t cry. You haven’t change. I’m fine now. It’s nothing serious. Just broke my right hand and a few of my ribs.” I told her like it was nothing.
“You broke your right hand and a fews ribs and you say it was nothing? Are you out of your mind Misa? I’m coming to the hospital now.” She’s shouting on the phone and I have to put my phone away from my ear.
“Don’t shout and don’t come here today. You just arrived here and haven’t see your parents. Go meet them first and then come visit me tomorrow okay. I still need enough rest to recover.” I persuaded her to go home first. After a few seconds of silence, she sigh. That’s mean the victory is on my side.
“Fine then. I’ll visit you tomorrow. I got to go now. Already arrive at my parents house. Take care of yourself. Don’t do any work ok!! I’m going to kill you if you don’t take care of yourself!!” then we ended our conversation.
I laughed at her words. I know how much she love me. We’ve known each other since we’re a small girl. She knew every single things that happened in my life. She’s like my sister. After we finish high school, she went to Japan to study and got job there. Finally, she’s back. I still remember how sad I was when she told me that she’s leaving to Japan.
*Flashback*
“Misa, I’m sorry. I need to go. I promise I’ll come back someday. Don’t cry. I’ll never going to forget our friendship.” She hug me tightly. We’re in the airport, I’m sending her to Japan with our family.
Our mom are crying, looking at us. Maybe they’re touch by our friendship. Anli is crying and hugging Shinhye like she’s not going to let her go.
“Shinhye, always keep in touch ok. I’ll miss you so much.” I start to cry. We hugged each other again and cry together.
“Honey, you need to go now. Study hard ok.” Her mom’s words broke our hug and she hug Shinhye. After that, I just send Shinhye with an open heart and sadness in my eyes.
*End Of Flashback*
While I was happily remembering our young days, the door was open. Changmin enter the room with a few plastic bags in both of his hands. I stare him in disbelief.
“Is that the food you bought? Who else going to eat those beside of us?” I asked him when I see all the plastic bags contain food.
“Just the two of us. I don’t know what do you want to eat so I just bought all of it.” He’s unbelievable!! What is he thinking? We can’t finish all the food all by ourself..
“I need to go to the toilet first.” He excused himself and walk quickly to the toilet. I look into the plastic bags. I grab something, I think it’s a soup. I try to open it with my right hand but it so hard with my right hand broken. I didn’t remember when he’s out from the toilet and now standing beside me, watching me trying hard to open the soup.
“Let me do it.” He offered his help and try to take the soup from my hand.
“I can open it. I don’t need your help!! Stay away from me okay..” I glared at him. He step a few steps back and continue watching me trying to open it.
After a few seconds, he grab the soup from my hand and open it. “ Don’t be stubborn will you? Your hand is still broken so you can’t use it. Let me feed you.” Changmin took a spoon and scoop the soup. I look at him. Why is he so nice to me although I’ve been shouted and show how much I hate him. As I was so into observing him, he lift his face and our eyes meet. He stare into my eyes. That’s making me blush and my heart beats faster than before.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” the question slipped from my mouth without noticing it. I cover my mouth as a sign that I choose the wrong question.
He laughed at me. I’m speechless for a while. He’s so cute when he’s laughing and I just notice it now.
‘Snap out of it Misa! What are you thinking?’ I shooked my head a few times.
“What’s wrong?” (Min)
“Nothing. I want to eat by myself.” I snatch the spoon from his hand and try to reach the soup in his hand but he grab my hand from taking the soup. When he touched my hand, I felt like there’s an electric current flow in my vein. I look at him with a dislike look.
“I’m sorry. Just, let me feed you okay. You can’t eat with a broken hand.” He quickly apologize and let my hand go. He scooped the soup again and I don’t have any choice but to sip the soup.
“When we first met, you were rather cold towards me compare to the others. Why?” He asked all of a sudden and make me choke. He quickly pour some water into a glass and give it to me.
“I’m sorry. Just forget my question.” He continued to spoon feed me. After finish eating, I lay down on my bed. I feel so sleepy and fall asleep at the moment I put my head on the pillow.
Changmin’s POV
I feel like staring at the most beautiful angel now. She’s so cute when sleeping. I brushed her black and silky hair.
‘It’s already late. I need to call Jaejoong hyung.’
I take my phone from my pocket and dial Jaejoong hyung number. After waiting for a few moment, I heard Jaejoong’s voice.
“Changmin? Why you call?” (Jae)
“Can you ask someone to pick me up now? It’s already late.” I whispered to him.
“Why are you whispering to me now?” (Jae)
“Misa’s sleeping now. I don’t want to wake her up.” I explained to him and walk out from Misa’s room.
“Oh okay. I’ll ask Yoochun to pick you up. He’s still out with Junsu. They’re picking up Anli and I guess they will head to the hospital to drop her.”
After saying goodbye, I ended the phone call and enter the room again. I clean up the food we’ve eat moment ago. Finish cleaning, I sit next to Misa’s bed and watch her sleep again.
“Did you really hate me? Why?” I talked to myself while staring at her. I can’t stop myself from staring her angelic face. I was carry away once again. My face so near to her now. I look at her close eye, down to her nose and finally her lip.
“Unnie!!” suddenly Anli’s voice was heard outside of Misa’s room. I pulled my face away from Misa. Then, the door was open. Anli, follow by Junsu and Yoochun, enter the room. Yoochun hyung smile at me.
“Oppa, how long has unnie slept?” (Anli)
“She just sleep Anli. Let her rest. So, I think I’ll go now.” We excused ourself to Anli and walk to the car.
“Min, how was your day with Misa?” Junsu asked when we’re on the car. I sighed and look at him.
“I don’t know. She’s seem to hate me. but I don’t know why.” I replied with a sad voice. Yoochun hyung look at me through the front mirror.
“Really? What’s make you think that?” Yoochun hyung asked me while raising his eyebrow. He can feel something wrong with me.
“She always try to avoid me and the way she look and talk to me.” (Min)
“Wait, is that mean people hate us when they do that? I didn’t know before.” Junsu hyung always being like that. Sometime I wonder, how he could be in our group. I poked him on his head.
“Yah hyung, stop being like that!! I’m very sad now.” I pouted and he grin at me. suddenly Yoochun hyung words shocked me..
“Why you have to be sad if she really hate you? Don’t tell me you have fall in love with her.” He said it with a smile playing on his face. I was like being stunned by his words and stare his back in doubt.
“How can you say that hyung?”
“I can see it clearly in your eyes. Anyone can see it through the way you treat her. You never treat any girls like that before.”
“What are they doing in here? How did you know them umma? How can I act normally when there’s some strangers here?” I shot so many questions at the same time – whispering, of course. Obviously I don’t want them to hear what I’m saying.
“I think you already know all of them. I haven’t told you before about the accident. Actually, when you want to crossed the road, Changmin’s car accidently hit you. He brought you to the hospital and his manager called us. His father also paid for the hospital’s bill although I kept insisting that it’s fine.” Mom pressed on the ‘insist’ word a little. She knows how I hate that kind of things.
“Hi Misa. I think you have known all of us. But I think it’s more comfortable if we introduourself officially to you. I’m Jung Yunho, the leader of DBSK. Beside me is Kim Jaejoong and that one is Park Yoochun.” He’s pointing to Yoochun. Yoochun smile at me and I would category his smile as the killer one. But it didn’t effect me but maybe yes to other girls.
“And this is…” before Yunho could finish his words, someone else speak up.
“I’m Kim Junsu. The one and only dolphin in this group. Hajimemashite!!” he greet me and use a Japanese word. Maybe he think I’m Japanese and lucky me, I use to learn Japanese.
I laugh at his act. So cute!! I laughed until my eyes meet with the guy that I known as Changmin. He smile at me and I turned my head to Anli who is talking to Junsu right now.
“Hi. I’m Shim Changmin. The maknae in this group.” He finally introduce himself. I kind of dislike him. I don’t know why.
“I hope all of you will be good to each other. Misa sweetie, I need to go to my shop now. There’s a customer coming this evening and I need to go to prepare her things. Anli, could you stay with your sister today?” mom asked Anli.
“What did you say umma?” Anli looks like she just come back to earth. I heard her laugh a few minutes ago. I don’t know what she’s talking with Junsu.
“I asked you if you can company your sister this evening? I have work in my shop.” She repeat again. The DBSK boys just listen to us.
“No I can’t umma. I have class and I can’t skip it again. Or I can’t take my final exam. I’m sorry umma, unnie.” She replied with guilty face.
“It’s ok umma. I can take care of myself. Don’t worry. You can go to your shop and Anli can go to her class.” I try to convience mom.
“No young lady. There’s no way I’m going to leave you alone. You still not heal 100%.” Mom use her demand voice. She’s standing in front of me now.
“Aunty, if you don’t mind, I can company her this evening. I don’t have anything to do.” Suddenly, a man voice interfere us and it’s Changmin. I looked at him with a sharp look.
“Oh Changmin. I don’t want to burden you.”
“No aunty. I don’t mind at all. I’m glad I can help your family.”
“Ok, if you insist. Misa, Changmin going to keep your company this evening. I’ll be back at night. Anli, how’re you going to your class?” she focused on Anli now. My mom likes all things arrange and be plan before being done by any of us.
“I’ll drop her aunty. Beside I’m going somewhere with the other 3 near her university.” Junsu volunteer himself to drop my sister.
“Umma, I don’t want him to company me here!!” I protest her decision. She looks at me like she’s going to kill me!!!
“Alright then.” Finally I have to agree with her. I don’t want her to kill me, of course. Who want to get kill by her own mother. Mom excused herself and gone.
“Unnie, I’ll stay here with you before I go to my class ok.” Anli smile at me. that’s relief. At least my sister is here. I’m not going to be comfortable if it’s just me and that guy.
Time past by so quick. Finally Anli and the other 4 gone to her university. Of course, there’s only Changmin and I in here.
Changmin’s POV
You know that I’d once thought she was pretty, but what I think about her now is way beyond that, I was as if I set my eyes on her for the first time. I tried to fight off the temptation to stroke her flawless, pale face. I examined her face more, completely not aware of the surroundings.
She was smiling sweetly to her sister a few moments ago. My heart stopped for awhile. What was happening to me? I had never felt like this before. Her eyes were the warmest brown, and her long, shiny, sleek black hair fluttered gently down to her slim waist. Her hair was contrast to her pale skin. It looked really lovely.
“Why are you even here??” finally, she’s talking to me. The angel from heaven finally open her mouth and let her precious voice out.
“I have promise your mother to look after you this evening. So, that’s why I’m here.” I give her a smile. But she seem like annoy with it. I don’t know why, maybe she dislike me. but why??
“Bug off... Ii'd feel a LOT better if I don't have to see you!! Hello? You’re such a dreamer, you know!!” I didn’t heard what she’s said. I’m so focus and was carried away by her look. Why?? I can’t answer it because even I don’t know the answer.
“I’m sorry. What did you said just now?”
“I said, BUG OFF!!! Really, you're so annoying.” she said it in a loud voice. Totally freak me out.
‘This girl is unbeliavleable.’
“I’m sorry if I’m annoying you.” I sit on the couch near the window. My eyes bore on me. Somehow, I think it makes her really uncomfortable.
“If you're sorry then you should go,’ she said, trying to sound as harsh as possible. “I don't know why my mom trusts you so much.”
“Maybe it's because you're a star...” she stared at me with a chilling look. It’s hard to talk nicely with her.
I release a sigh. I really don’t want her to hate me. But I think that would be possible. She despises me. What have I done to her? I think I’ve never done something stupid or wrong to her (except for the fact I crashed her with my car, but I’m sorry about it). I‘m trying not to be harsh to her even though I’m totally impatient about this thing.
“Maybe because i'm a good and cute person??” I humour her. I burst out laughing at my own words. I caught her eyes and stop my laugh. Now, she’s totally looking so annoyed at me.
“Well, that's one reason but it's still not enough to trust you.” she shrugged her shoulders. She give me a little shock. I can’t believe it’s from her mouth.
“It’s up to you Misa.” Finally I give up with her. If I countinue to argue, there’s no chance for mr to win either.
“Yes, you got the point it's up to me and I want you to leave. I mean now!!” again, she yelled at me. This girl is really something!! All she do is keep shouting at me.
“And it’s up to me if I want to leave or not beside, I don’t want to broke my promise to your umma.”
“Who asked you to promise her!! Whatever…..” I think this is the third time she yelled at me and it’s starting to hurt my ears. But I don’t feel angry at her. Why?? I just smile when she shouting at me.
“I’m going to buy something for us to eat.” And then I’m out from her room. Still smiling. ‘Now, that’s one stubborn girl.’ I continued walking along the hospital corridor.
Misa’s POV
“I hate him!!!!” I buried my face into a pillow and shout it loudly. It’s not like me to shout at people although I don’t like someone. But with him I don’t know why. Suddenly…
doushite... kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
I find my phone in the table’s drawer which placed next to my bed. I glanced to the screen and stare at it in disbelief.
‘Shinhye’ That’s my best friend and she hasn’t call me for weeks. I’m sure she didn’t know anything about the incident.
“Hello Shinhye.” I greet her and trying to sound cheerful so she couldn’t sense anything. I was sitting on my bed with a pillow behind my back. Trying to treasure the peace time without Changmin. He’s going to be back in any minutes. Thinking about him, I release a long and heavy sigh without realizing it.
“Yah Misa. What’s with the sigh?? You’re not happy I’m calling you after a long time?? I thought you miss me!!” she’s sound dissapointed. I know that voice, she just pulling my leg.
“Shinhye, you haven’t call me for weeks!! How could you??” I replied her in the same tone.
“Misa, you know I’m busy with my work. Besides, I know you’re doing fine there. Your umma and Anli are there for you. Guess what.. I’m in Korea now. Just landed here. I got transfer here.” Her words make my mouth open. She’s here?? In Korea? Transferred?? How come I just knew about it? I talk to myself in disbelief and shock.
“What did you say? You got transfer here? Why can’t you call me?? Why did you tell me now and not before this!!” I attacked her with a few questions at one time.
“Mianhae. It’s not like I don’t love you Misa. I want to surprise you. It’s been 2 years I worked at Japan and we haven’t seen each other along that period. You know you’re my best friend and I miss you so much. So, are at home? Still the same apartment as 2 years ago?” She change the topic by asking my house. She’ve been there before. My apartment is a few miles from her parents’ house. So, I guess she still remember it.
“Still the same apartment as before. But, currently I’m not there..” I told her and she seems to be shock. She know I don’t like staying in my mom house or someone else house.
“Where are you now? Your umma’s house? I thought you don’t like staying there since you’re in university.”
“No, I’m not there. I’m at the hospital. It’s been a week now. I got in an accident a week ago.” If Shinhye is in front of me now, I know how her face will looks like and maybe she will start crying too.
“Hospital? You got in an accident? I told you before to always be careful. Look what had happen.” I heard she’s sobbing now. Just like what I thought.
“Shinhye, don’t cry. You haven’t change. I’m fine now. It’s nothing serious. Just broke my right hand and a few of my ribs.” I told her like it was nothing.
“You broke your right hand and a fews ribs and you say it was nothing? Are you out of your mind Misa? I’m coming to the hospital now.” She’s shouting on the phone and I have to put my phone away from my ear.
“Don’t shout and don’t come here today. You just arrived here and haven’t see your parents. Go meet them first and then come visit me tomorrow okay. I still need enough rest to recover.” I persuaded her to go home first. After a few seconds of silence, she sigh. That’s mean the victory is on my side.
“Fine then. I’ll visit you tomorrow. I got to go now. Already arrive at my parents house. Take care of yourself. Don’t do any work ok!! I’m going to kill you if you don’t take care of yourself!!” then we ended our conversation.
I laughed at her words. I know how much she love me. We’ve known each other since we’re a small girl. She knew every single things that happened in my life. She’s like my sister. After we finish high school, she went to Japan to study and got job there. Finally, she’s back. I still remember how sad I was when she told me that she’s leaving to Japan.
*Flashback*
“Misa, I’m sorry. I need to go. I promise I’ll come back someday. Don’t cry. I’ll never going to forget our friendship.” She hug me tightly. We’re in the airport, I’m sending her to Japan with our family.
Our mom are crying, looking at us. Maybe they’re touch by our friendship. Anli is crying and hugging Shinhye like she’s not going to let her go.
“Shinhye, always keep in touch ok. I’ll miss you so much.” I start to cry. We hugged each other again and cry together.
“Honey, you need to go now. Study hard ok.” Her mom’s words broke our hug and she hug Shinhye. After that, I just send Shinhye with an open heart and sadness in my eyes.
*End Of Flashback*
While I was happily remembering our young days, the door was open. Changmin enter the room with a few plastic bags in both of his hands. I stare him in disbelief.
“Is that the food you bought? Who else going to eat those beside of us?” I asked him when I see all the plastic bags contain food.
“Just the two of us. I don’t know what do you want to eat so I just bought all of it.” He’s unbelievable!! What is he thinking? We can’t finish all the food all by ourself..
“I need to go to the toilet first.” He excused himself and walk quickly to the toilet. I look into the plastic bags. I grab something, I think it’s a soup. I try to open it with my right hand but it so hard with my right hand broken. I didn’t remember when he’s out from the toilet and now standing beside me, watching me trying hard to open the soup.
“Let me do it.” He offered his help and try to take the soup from my hand.
“I can open it. I don’t need your help!! Stay away from me okay..” I glared at him. He step a few steps back and continue watching me trying to open it.
After a few seconds, he grab the soup from my hand and open it. “ Don’t be stubborn will you? Your hand is still broken so you can’t use it. Let me feed you.” Changmin took a spoon and scoop the soup. I look at him. Why is he so nice to me although I’ve been shouted and show how much I hate him. As I was so into observing him, he lift his face and our eyes meet. He stare into my eyes. That’s making me blush and my heart beats faster than before.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” the question slipped from my mouth without noticing it. I cover my mouth as a sign that I choose the wrong question.
He laughed at me. I’m speechless for a while. He’s so cute when he’s laughing and I just notice it now.
‘Snap out of it Misa! What are you thinking?’ I shooked my head a few times.
“What’s wrong?” (Min)
“Nothing. I want to eat by myself.” I snatch the spoon from his hand and try to reach the soup in his hand but he grab my hand from taking the soup. When he touched my hand, I felt like there’s an electric current flow in my vein. I look at him with a dislike look.
“I’m sorry. Just, let me feed you okay. You can’t eat with a broken hand.” He quickly apologize and let my hand go. He scooped the soup again and I don’t have any choice but to sip the soup.
“When we first met, you were rather cold towards me compare to the others. Why?” He asked all of a sudden and make me choke. He quickly pour some water into a glass and give it to me.
“I’m sorry. Just forget my question.” He continued to spoon feed me. After finish eating, I lay down on my bed. I feel so sleepy and fall asleep at the moment I put my head on the pillow.
Changmin’s POV
I feel like staring at the most beautiful angel now. She’s so cute when sleeping. I brushed her black and silky hair.
‘It’s already late. I need to call Jaejoong hyung.’
I take my phone from my pocket and dial Jaejoong hyung number. After waiting for a few moment, I heard Jaejoong’s voice.
“Changmin? Why you call?” (Jae)
“Can you ask someone to pick me up now? It’s already late.” I whispered to him.
“Why are you whispering to me now?” (Jae)
“Misa’s sleeping now. I don’t want to wake her up.” I explained to him and walk out from Misa’s room.
“Oh okay. I’ll ask Yoochun to pick you up. He’s still out with Junsu. They’re picking up Anli and I guess they will head to the hospital to drop her.”
After saying goodbye, I ended the phone call and enter the room again. I clean up the food we’ve eat moment ago. Finish cleaning, I sit next to Misa’s bed and watch her sleep again.
“Did you really hate me? Why?” I talked to myself while staring at her. I can’t stop myself from staring her angelic face. I was carry away once again. My face so near to her now. I look at her close eye, down to her nose and finally her lip.
“Unnie!!” suddenly Anli’s voice was heard outside of Misa’s room. I pulled my face away from Misa. Then, the door was open. Anli, follow by Junsu and Yoochun, enter the room. Yoochun hyung smile at me.
“Oppa, how long has unnie slept?” (Anli)
“She just sleep Anli. Let her rest. So, I think I’ll go now.” We excused ourself to Anli and walk to the car.
“Min, how was your day with Misa?” Junsu asked when we’re on the car. I sighed and look at him.
“I don’t know. She’s seem to hate me. but I don’t know why.” I replied with a sad voice. Yoochun hyung look at me through the front mirror.
“Really? What’s make you think that?” Yoochun hyung asked me while raising his eyebrow. He can feel something wrong with me.
“She always try to avoid me and the way she look and talk to me.” (Min)
“Wait, is that mean people hate us when they do that? I didn’t know before.” Junsu hyung always being like that. Sometime I wonder, how he could be in our group. I poked him on his head.
“Yah hyung, stop being like that!! I’m very sad now.” I pouted and he grin at me. suddenly Yoochun hyung words shocked me..
“Why you have to be sad if she really hate you? Don’t tell me you have fall in love with her.” He said it with a smile playing on his face. I was like being stunned by his words and stare his back in doubt.
“How can you say that hyung?”
“I can see it clearly in your eyes. Anyone can see it through the way you treat her. You never treat any girls like that before.”
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Chapter 3
Misa’s POV
I try to open my eyes. It’s too bright. Light begin to enter my eyes again.
‘Where am I? Am I in heaven?’ I try to get up but my head hurt so much. Then I lay back again while thinking.
‘What happened to me actually?’
I feel someone was holding my hand. That’s mean I’m still alive!!! I turned my head to see who’s holding my beautiful hand.
‘OMG!! Who is this guy? And what does he thinking by holding my hand?’ I pulled my hand from his hands immediately. Because of my sudden movement, that Mr. Anonymous wake up. He stared at me like I’m a ghost.
‘Wait, maybe I am a ghost and that’s mean I already die. But he held my hand moment ago.’
I start to think about ridiculous things. That man still staring at me with his mouth open.
“Hello?”
Changmin’s POV
I stared at her in disbelief.
‘She finally awake.’ That’s all I can think in my head right now. After staring at her for a while, I managed to control myself. I clear my throat and break the silence.
“I’m sorry. I’ll call the doctor and will inform your mom about you.” I leave her room and make some calls outside her room. I’ve called Misa’s mother and then I call Yunho hyung.
“Hyung, come pick me at hospital after you finish there?” I straight forward to the main thing but I didn’t tell him about Misa.
“Oh ok. Yoochun will go get you in 45 minutes. Is it ok?”
“See you guys later.” I ended the call quickly and find the doctor who’s incharge for her treatment. After that, we rush to Misa’s room.
Misa’s POV
‘Who is that guy? He seem familiar to me.’
My mind still try to remember the man who held my hand before. I think I’ve seen him somewhere before.
‘Now I remember!!’
He’s Shim Changmin. The youngest member in Dong Bang Shin Ki. I’m not into their group like other girls. I don’t know why but none of them managed to attract me. But I love their songs so much.
‘Wait.. SHIM CHANGMIN? DBSK?? What is he doing here? In my room!!’
I shook my head for a few times. There’s no way Changmin can be here. What would a member from a popular band be here. Maybe it just someone who looks like Changmin.
Someone open the door and again Mr. Anonymous come again but this time he wasn’t alone. Behind him, there’s a doctor. Maybe she’s the one who treat me.
“Miss Misa. I’m Dr. Han Ga In. Welcome back. If you don’t mind, I would like to check your condition now.” I just nod my head as answer to the doctor.
The door open again. This time it was my mom and Anli.
“Oh Misa. Thank goodness you already awake.” My mom strokes my hair and I can see tears start to float in her eyes. I give her my sweetest smile.
“Unnie, I missed you so much.”It’s difference when it come to Anli. She already start to cry. She hugs me tightly and it’s make my hand hurt.
“Auch.”
“Anli, don’t do that to your sister.” Mom quickly break the hug. The doctor and Mr. Amomynous just smile while looking at us.
“I’m sorry to disturb you. Miss Misa condition is ok now. Her hand will heal soon. Don’t let her talk too much and I think it’s better if she get some sleep.” After that, the doctor excused herself and leave us.
“I’m sorry aunty. I think I need to go now.” Mr. Anonymous speak again.
“Why don’t you stay here longer dear? Misa just awake.” My mom ask him with a sweet smile.
“I think I should go aunty. My hyung is waiting for me. I’ll come again tomorrow with my hyungs. I’m sure they will glad to hear this.” He politely excused himself.
“Thank you for helping us out.”
“Oppa, see you tomorrow. Send my love to the others.” Anli laugh at her own words.
‘Did Anli just call him oppa? What’s happening here?’ I screamed in my heart. I’m waiting for someone to explain to me about what had happened before.
“Misa, you should get some sleep. Anli, stop disturbing your sister!!” mom poked Anli on her shoulder.
“Umma, what happened before?” finally, I decide to ask.
“I’ll explain to you tomorrow. Right now I want you to sleep. You still not completely well.” Mom stay by my side until I fall asleep.
Changmin’s POV
I smiled widely after coming out from Misa’s room. I search for Yoochun hyung once I’m outside. Then, I feel someone pat my shoulder. I turn around and there’s my hyung, smiling at me.
“What’s with the smile hyung?”
“Oh nothing. How was Misa?” he changed the topic to Misa. I grinned at him and shrugged. He look at me weirdly before follow my steps.
“Where’s the car?” I asked him once we’re walking in the car pack.
“I thought you already know. You’re leading me since we’re in the hospital.” He walks in front of me. Yoochun never ask about Misa again.
When we reach our apartment, the first person I search for is Jaejoong hyung.
“Hyung, did you cook?” I attacked him once I saw him in the kitchen. He’s washing dishes and looks like just finish cleaning the kitchen.
He stared at me in disbelief. “Cook what? You never ate what I cook a few days ago.”
I smile broadly. “Hyung, I’m hungry!!” Looks like the old Changmin finally come back. That’s make Jaejoong more confuse.
“Changmin, what’s make you so happy? You won lottery?? If you do, let’s split 50:50!!” suddenly Junsu hyung intervene our conversation.
“Yah, what lottery are you talking about hyung? Oh it’s nothing actually. Misa finally awake from her unconscious.”
“That’s great. I’m happy for you.” Jaejoong hugged me.
“Hyung, I can’t breath.” My face turned red because of his hug.
“Oh sorry. I’m just happy. Ok, what do you want to eat? I’ll make it special for you.”
“Really hyung? Umm, anything will do hyung.”
“Why you only want to cook for Changmin? I want to eat it too.” Yunho hyung who just listened to us, comment on Jaejoong hyung.
“He has been skip his meal for a few days already. And you always eat my cook!! So, no complain please.” Yunho hyung came to us and poke me.
“Fine then. I think you need to cook different kind dishes Jae. I’m sure he really missed your cook.” He tease me.
“Wait, I think Yunho hyung is right. I want you to cook 7 different dishes. I’ll go take my shower first. So, you better start cooking hyung.”
“Yah Changmin. Are you a monster?” Jaejoong hyung said it loudly. Junsu and Yoochun were die laughing at us. I chuckled and went to my room.
End of Changmin’s POV
*Outside Changmin’s Room*
Jaejoong still smiling.
‘It’s good to have you back Changmin’ he thought about it while cooking for Changmin.
“He’s back again. Our little Changmin is back.” Junsu was shouting and jumping happily.
“Yah Junsu. Stop shouting. You’re going to make me deaf.” Yoochun smacked Junsu’s head and after that they were chasing one another.
“You two.. Stop it!! Or I’ll kick you out.” Yunho warned them. Junsu and Yoochun look at each other with a wicked smile.
‘Something is going to happen’ I grinned and watch what are those two going to do with Yunho.
“Yah, stop.. Stop it. Hahaha..”
Yunho was laughing hard while Junsu and Yoochun were tickling him.
“Wah hyung. It’s smell delicious.” Changmin enter the kitchen again. He has changed his clothes to something more simple.
“Hyung, what’s wrong with those three?” Changmin watch me cooking. Actually, watch the food that I’m cooking.
“Nothing. You know how Junsu’s voice. He was shouting and Yoochun smacked his head. Yunho warned them and that’s what happen.” Jaejoong put 4 different dishes that he managed to cook while Changmin was taking shower.
“Oh hyung, let’s visit Misa tomorrow. I mean all of us.” Changmin has start stuffing his mouth with food. Jaejoong sit in front of him, looking at him with a worry face.
“Changmin, eat slowly will you? It’s not like you haven’t ate for 100 years.”
“Sorry hyung.”
“Changmin, I want some too!!” Junsu suddenly show up in the kitchen. He try to take some food but Changmin smacked him on the back.
“Hyung, don’t disturb me!!”
After that, Junsu and Changmin were fighting over food while Yoochun and Yunho continued to watch their favourite show peacely.
The next morning…………
‘Bang! Bang!’
“Changmin, wake up!! It’s already 10 a.m. and we want to visit Misa in the hospital remember?” Junsu’s annoying voice was shouting and knocking or should I say try to destroy the door.
“Junsu hyung, you don’t need to shout. I’m going to take my shower now!!” Changmin quickly disappear to the bathroom. The boys were waiting for him.
“Where is that kid?” Yoochun started to lose his patient. Then, Changmin get out from his room and rushed to the kitchen.
“Jaejoong hyung, where is my breakfast?”
“I thought you want to eat there.” Jaejoong replied.
“Not again. I want my breakfast. Hyung, I want my BREAKFAST!!” Changmin started whining.
“We eat there. Jaejoong didn’t cook anything today. Let’s go now.” Yunho finally make a decision.
Misa’s POV
I woke up early today. Last night, I didn’t have chance to talk to Anli or mother. I look at my right side, Anli was sleeping on the sofa. While mother, I think she’s in the toilet and I was right.
“Misa, you have wake up. How was your sleep? Need anything?” she asked.
“I have a great sleep. No umma. I’m fine.” My voice still weak and weird. Like I haven’t talk for such a long time. But it’s not as weird as yesterday.
“Umma, how long did I unconscious?”
“Today is the 6 days since the accident. You’re lucky you know. That accident can cause memory lose. But you don’t hit your head hard but you’re shock. That’s made you coma for a few days. I thought I’m going to lose you at that moment.” She smiled weakly and again, tears start running down her cheeks.
“Umma, don’t cry. I’m fine now see. I don’t want you to be sad. I’m sorry if I made you worry.” She looked at me and stroke my hair. I love it when she do that. It makes me feel safe.
There was a knock on the door before it was open. The man, who I called Mr. Anonymous enter my room. This time he was not alone. There’s 4 men behind him.
‘I guess that’s his hyungs he mentioned yesterday.’
“Annyahaseo.” They bowed to us and lift their head. Now I can see their face clearly and my mouth open widely. When I say widely, I mean really really wide!!
‘Dong.. dong bang shin ki?’
“Hi Misa.” They greet me.
“What’s wrong dear?” my mom asked me when I seem to be surprised with our guests. But I just stay silent because I’m speechless. Tell me, how can you talk when suddenly 5 famous singers standing in front of you!!
I try to open my eyes. It’s too bright. Light begin to enter my eyes again.
‘Where am I? Am I in heaven?’ I try to get up but my head hurt so much. Then I lay back again while thinking.
‘What happened to me actually?’
I feel someone was holding my hand. That’s mean I’m still alive!!! I turned my head to see who’s holding my beautiful hand.
‘OMG!! Who is this guy? And what does he thinking by holding my hand?’ I pulled my hand from his hands immediately. Because of my sudden movement, that Mr. Anonymous wake up. He stared at me like I’m a ghost.
‘Wait, maybe I am a ghost and that’s mean I already die. But he held my hand moment ago.’
I start to think about ridiculous things. That man still staring at me with his mouth open.
“Hello?”
Changmin’s POV
I stared at her in disbelief.
‘She finally awake.’ That’s all I can think in my head right now. After staring at her for a while, I managed to control myself. I clear my throat and break the silence.
“I’m sorry. I’ll call the doctor and will inform your mom about you.” I leave her room and make some calls outside her room. I’ve called Misa’s mother and then I call Yunho hyung.
“Hyung, come pick me at hospital after you finish there?” I straight forward to the main thing but I didn’t tell him about Misa.
“Oh ok. Yoochun will go get you in 45 minutes. Is it ok?”
“See you guys later.” I ended the call quickly and find the doctor who’s incharge for her treatment. After that, we rush to Misa’s room.
Misa’s POV
‘Who is that guy? He seem familiar to me.’
My mind still try to remember the man who held my hand before. I think I’ve seen him somewhere before.
‘Now I remember!!’
He’s Shim Changmin. The youngest member in Dong Bang Shin Ki. I’m not into their group like other girls. I don’t know why but none of them managed to attract me. But I love their songs so much.
‘Wait.. SHIM CHANGMIN? DBSK?? What is he doing here? In my room!!’
I shook my head for a few times. There’s no way Changmin can be here. What would a member from a popular band be here. Maybe it just someone who looks like Changmin.
Someone open the door and again Mr. Anonymous come again but this time he wasn’t alone. Behind him, there’s a doctor. Maybe she’s the one who treat me.
“Miss Misa. I’m Dr. Han Ga In. Welcome back. If you don’t mind, I would like to check your condition now.” I just nod my head as answer to the doctor.
The door open again. This time it was my mom and Anli.
“Oh Misa. Thank goodness you already awake.” My mom strokes my hair and I can see tears start to float in her eyes. I give her my sweetest smile.
“Unnie, I missed you so much.”It’s difference when it come to Anli. She already start to cry. She hugs me tightly and it’s make my hand hurt.
“Auch.”
“Anli, don’t do that to your sister.” Mom quickly break the hug. The doctor and Mr. Amomynous just smile while looking at us.
“I’m sorry to disturb you. Miss Misa condition is ok now. Her hand will heal soon. Don’t let her talk too much and I think it’s better if she get some sleep.” After that, the doctor excused herself and leave us.
“I’m sorry aunty. I think I need to go now.” Mr. Anonymous speak again.
“Why don’t you stay here longer dear? Misa just awake.” My mom ask him with a sweet smile.
“I think I should go aunty. My hyung is waiting for me. I’ll come again tomorrow with my hyungs. I’m sure they will glad to hear this.” He politely excused himself.
“Thank you for helping us out.”
“Oppa, see you tomorrow. Send my love to the others.” Anli laugh at her own words.
‘Did Anli just call him oppa? What’s happening here?’ I screamed in my heart. I’m waiting for someone to explain to me about what had happened before.
“Misa, you should get some sleep. Anli, stop disturbing your sister!!” mom poked Anli on her shoulder.
“Umma, what happened before?” finally, I decide to ask.
“I’ll explain to you tomorrow. Right now I want you to sleep. You still not completely well.” Mom stay by my side until I fall asleep.
Changmin’s POV
I smiled widely after coming out from Misa’s room. I search for Yoochun hyung once I’m outside. Then, I feel someone pat my shoulder. I turn around and there’s my hyung, smiling at me.
“What’s with the smile hyung?”
“Oh nothing. How was Misa?” he changed the topic to Misa. I grinned at him and shrugged. He look at me weirdly before follow my steps.
“Where’s the car?” I asked him once we’re walking in the car pack.
“I thought you already know. You’re leading me since we’re in the hospital.” He walks in front of me. Yoochun never ask about Misa again.
When we reach our apartment, the first person I search for is Jaejoong hyung.
“Hyung, did you cook?” I attacked him once I saw him in the kitchen. He’s washing dishes and looks like just finish cleaning the kitchen.
He stared at me in disbelief. “Cook what? You never ate what I cook a few days ago.”
I smile broadly. “Hyung, I’m hungry!!” Looks like the old Changmin finally come back. That’s make Jaejoong more confuse.
“Changmin, what’s make you so happy? You won lottery?? If you do, let’s split 50:50!!” suddenly Junsu hyung intervene our conversation.
“Yah, what lottery are you talking about hyung? Oh it’s nothing actually. Misa finally awake from her unconscious.”
“That’s great. I’m happy for you.” Jaejoong hugged me.
“Hyung, I can’t breath.” My face turned red because of his hug.
“Oh sorry. I’m just happy. Ok, what do you want to eat? I’ll make it special for you.”
“Really hyung? Umm, anything will do hyung.”
“Why you only want to cook for Changmin? I want to eat it too.” Yunho hyung who just listened to us, comment on Jaejoong hyung.
“He has been skip his meal for a few days already. And you always eat my cook!! So, no complain please.” Yunho hyung came to us and poke me.
“Fine then. I think you need to cook different kind dishes Jae. I’m sure he really missed your cook.” He tease me.
“Wait, I think Yunho hyung is right. I want you to cook 7 different dishes. I’ll go take my shower first. So, you better start cooking hyung.”
“Yah Changmin. Are you a monster?” Jaejoong hyung said it loudly. Junsu and Yoochun were die laughing at us. I chuckled and went to my room.
End of Changmin’s POV
*Outside Changmin’s Room*
Jaejoong still smiling.
‘It’s good to have you back Changmin’ he thought about it while cooking for Changmin.
“He’s back again. Our little Changmin is back.” Junsu was shouting and jumping happily.
“Yah Junsu. Stop shouting. You’re going to make me deaf.” Yoochun smacked Junsu’s head and after that they were chasing one another.
“You two.. Stop it!! Or I’ll kick you out.” Yunho warned them. Junsu and Yoochun look at each other with a wicked smile.
‘Something is going to happen’ I grinned and watch what are those two going to do with Yunho.
“Yah, stop.. Stop it. Hahaha..”
Yunho was laughing hard while Junsu and Yoochun were tickling him.
“Wah hyung. It’s smell delicious.” Changmin enter the kitchen again. He has changed his clothes to something more simple.
“Hyung, what’s wrong with those three?” Changmin watch me cooking. Actually, watch the food that I’m cooking.
“Nothing. You know how Junsu’s voice. He was shouting and Yoochun smacked his head. Yunho warned them and that’s what happen.” Jaejoong put 4 different dishes that he managed to cook while Changmin was taking shower.
“Oh hyung, let’s visit Misa tomorrow. I mean all of us.” Changmin has start stuffing his mouth with food. Jaejoong sit in front of him, looking at him with a worry face.
“Changmin, eat slowly will you? It’s not like you haven’t ate for 100 years.”
“Sorry hyung.”
“Changmin, I want some too!!” Junsu suddenly show up in the kitchen. He try to take some food but Changmin smacked him on the back.
“Hyung, don’t disturb me!!”
After that, Junsu and Changmin were fighting over food while Yoochun and Yunho continued to watch their favourite show peacely.
The next morning…………
‘Bang! Bang!’
“Changmin, wake up!! It’s already 10 a.m. and we want to visit Misa in the hospital remember?” Junsu’s annoying voice was shouting and knocking or should I say try to destroy the door.
“Junsu hyung, you don’t need to shout. I’m going to take my shower now!!” Changmin quickly disappear to the bathroom. The boys were waiting for him.
“Where is that kid?” Yoochun started to lose his patient. Then, Changmin get out from his room and rushed to the kitchen.
“Jaejoong hyung, where is my breakfast?”
“I thought you want to eat there.” Jaejoong replied.
“Not again. I want my breakfast. Hyung, I want my BREAKFAST!!” Changmin started whining.
“We eat there. Jaejoong didn’t cook anything today. Let’s go now.” Yunho finally make a decision.
Misa’s POV
I woke up early today. Last night, I didn’t have chance to talk to Anli or mother. I look at my right side, Anli was sleeping on the sofa. While mother, I think she’s in the toilet and I was right.
“Misa, you have wake up. How was your sleep? Need anything?” she asked.
“I have a great sleep. No umma. I’m fine.” My voice still weak and weird. Like I haven’t talk for such a long time. But it’s not as weird as yesterday.
“Umma, how long did I unconscious?”
“Today is the 6 days since the accident. You’re lucky you know. That accident can cause memory lose. But you don’t hit your head hard but you’re shock. That’s made you coma for a few days. I thought I’m going to lose you at that moment.” She smiled weakly and again, tears start running down her cheeks.
“Umma, don’t cry. I’m fine now see. I don’t want you to be sad. I’m sorry if I made you worry.” She looked at me and stroke my hair. I love it when she do that. It makes me feel safe.
There was a knock on the door before it was open. The man, who I called Mr. Anonymous enter my room. This time he was not alone. There’s 4 men behind him.
‘I guess that’s his hyungs he mentioned yesterday.’
“Annyahaseo.” They bowed to us and lift their head. Now I can see their face clearly and my mouth open widely. When I say widely, I mean really really wide!!
‘Dong.. dong bang shin ki?’
“Hi Misa.” They greet me.
“What’s wrong dear?” my mom asked me when I seem to be surprised with our guests. But I just stay silent because I’m speechless. Tell me, how can you talk when suddenly 5 famous singers standing in front of you!!
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